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DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO REPORT A USER? I WANT TO REPORT THE ASSHOLE THAT JUST CLAIMED TO BE WATCHING MY HOUSE. PLEASE HELP ME IF YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IT.… Read more

If you intend to attack my reputation in a public comment please have the balls to allow me the right to reply. I am tired of this whole topic. I am only posting it as a blog to clarify the issue so it can be dropped. I do hope you agree with my sentiment that all three of these people are harassing me and it isn't right. I had no intentions of discussing the matter further. I will only say dave set up a new account and proclaimed he fabricated the whole story about the curiouscouple. The irony is they threaten to report me when I withheld their true name yet they have the balls to harm m… Read more

This isn’t about sex so I totally understand if you don’t read it. There are a few good men who want to know who I am. I tried to reply to a blog comment wolfrider left me. The system is malfunctioning and it won’t let me respond. We have been chatting about the fact that some people think I have no chance to make it as an artist. They don’t know my parents. I discussed the fact that if I make it big time I will still no my roots and my origins. I have to start at the very beginning. My mother comes from a strange family. My father comes from a strange family. It all started in J… Read more

In case you missed dave aka 'steevo' the perv hamster had a freaky reaction to my letter. He claims everything he said about himself was a total lie. He just enjoyed 'the writing.' I wouldn't post this but he is one creepy dude. He taunted me that he would reappear and maybe we will meet again. The fucker intends to stalk me pretending to be someone else. He won't just exit my life like a normal man. He wants to fuck with me again. I will not be easy to fool. The problem is he has a vendetta against all other men who read my blog. I knew right away he probably contacted many people on… Read more

It has been a crazy day. I woke up still deeply depressed. The first thing I did was read dave's apology letter. I forgave him. Then I started chatting with my good friends raymond and bob. I had to catch poor raymond up to date on all my drama. He was kind of floored when I tried to explain the situation that led to me screaming at my grandma 'I would rather suck dick at a truck stop than let you help me. No girl should have to say that. When I described the freaky couple and what dave did he asked me 'who the fuck did you let in your life while I was gone?' I love his honesty. I had… Read more

The confrontation last night did something to my brain. I can't wake up. I tried to beat it with enough narcolepsy medicine to tweak out a trailer park usually loaded on meth. I still can't function. It is a deep heartache and intense feelings of despair. I know I'm way behind answering comments on my blog and my page. My pm box is full of messages good and bad. I will tackle them tomorrow when hopefully I can wake-up. It could take me days to snap out of it. Please be patient with me I will return as soon as possible. I will be my normal bubbly self. It just takes time.… Read more

This is how you truly piss me off beyond words. One of the main reasons I'm posting this is for the men who left me such wonderful comments about my writing. This is how a couple betrayed me. This is how dave betrayed me. This is how I handle conflict especially when someone attacks my behavior. Dave:I have some funny stories to tell you about "curiouscouple2" I've been chatting with them and I know that was the dude that wanted you to watch him take a shower and he also likes things in his ass. They invited me to friends and I accepted. We've chatted a lot of small talk, but this dude… Read more

I snapped. It was better than sex with a movie star, ice cream, oxycontin, meth and pot combined. I went into a psychotic rage. I have talked about my family feud with my mongoloid cousins. I have yet to describe my grandmother. She is truly a monster. I avoid her at all costs. She can shock by saying the meanest things a woman could possibly say. I have despised her a long time. I tried to reconnect with her when I went back to church. She verbally assaulted me every way possible. She truly is the most shallow, vain, egotistical, materialistic person I have ever encountered. Those… Read more

Rarely do I share personal letters to one person as a blog post. Before I begin I will warn you this is not my typical sex fantasy style blog. When I started this blog I was very clear it would be a real blog that covered personal conflicts as well as a forum to write erotica. My good friend reb quizzed me whether 'little s*s' was a true story. Sometimes it will be hard to tell if I am writing fact or fiction. If I have the time I can't wait to tell you the fact behind the fiction to that story. Even though it was fiction the only way I know how to write is to use true events and describ… Read more

Prelude: I was advising a friend who wants to write. I told him about my first attempt to write fiction. It was a sexy story. I put my heart and soul into it. I had a cunt friend read it and blast me. She told me how bad I needed an editor. She had the nerve to say 'I wish I could do it for you but I just don't have the time.' She told me I flip-flopped tenses so bad it was nearly unreadable. I vowed never to attempt fiction again. I have no technical training. I've never taken a writing course. I always hated learning grammar. In many ways I just don't give a shit about being prope… Read more

wolfrider:Just got in from work and disney was boring before for md lin as I was watching my younger brother at the time, but disney with you sounds like a major bast. In more ways than one just imagine riding space mountain as long as it takes how is your knowledge of epcoct ridiing on the spaceship earth ride mmmmm. This post will be short I need to respond to your comments on other post. My reply: dear wolfrider, I thought long and hard about space mountain. I adore that ride. Even though it is in the dark it won't work for sex play. You are seated by yourself with your partner behind yo… Read more

I knew exactly where I wanted to take you when you visited my small town. I prayed my secret spot still existed. I hadn’t used it in years. In high school it was a well-kept secret. As teenagers we were all looking for a place to skip school and avoid the police. We also wanted privacy to mess around with our boyfriends. I missed so much school I really never used it like some girls. I just knew it was always an option. Here in florida we have a ton of parks designed to be trails and so much more. This park is special. It used to be the location of phosphate mines and we called… Read more

PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME CREDIT FOR THIS. MY DEAREST DAVE WROTE THIS WONDERFUL FANTASY. HE IS A VIRGIN TO WRITING EROTICA. YOU CAN TELL HE IS DAMN GOOD. MY PANTIES ARE DRENCHED. NOW IT IS MY TURN TO REWARD HIM WITH A NEW PIECE OF EROTICA I WILL WRITE. DISNEY WORLD WAS JUST A PREVIEW. I've always wanted to fuck in public places like movie theaters or restaurants. I love to eat pussy and have this fantasy of finger fucking and eating your sweet smooth cunt. We would be in the back of a dark theater. I am already so fucking hard from the anticipation of feeling you up and getting my fingers all… Read more

Now for the fun part. I will be your little florida secret. I live smack dab between beautiful beaches and disney world. I insist we have a naughty little day at disney world. I promise to wear a short jean skirt with no panties and a tiny tank top with my tits on display. I know the park like the back of my hand. We will be quite the scene kissing and groping each other while we wait in lines. I'm sure there will be many stares as you cant resist putting your hand up my skirt and firmly groping my tits. I dont know if you have ever been there. They sell these infamous rainbow colored loll… Read more

I didn't give this introduction may days. I entered a deep depression. It revolved around my dire economic situation and my fears to become a cam girl. I decided last night I don't want to do it. I am terrified that proof of income will ruin my chances of earning the disability check I deserve. It will also shame my mother and she will kick me out of the house. I can't risk it. I just have to stay positive and focus on my art as a means for survival. My new introduction will be short and sweet. A man can read my blog and find out exactly who I am. In many ways I am over fighting to… Read more

My friend tan man expressed interest in purchasing number 8 from my gallery of collages. That piece is different from my other work. It is made from modern comics. All other work is exclusively vintage. I will never do another piece like it. I did that one as an experiment. I decided I will only use vintage material for the rest of my career. Only that collage will contain modern comics. He is smart. I discussed in my profile that there will only be twelve number one collages. It means a lot to me having those 12 pieces created. It will hurt to remove each one from my living room an… Read more

I'm posting this for an anonymous friend. Not many people realize that sometimes reading my replies and comments are way more fun than reading a post. Tonight was special. I ended up using so many analogies and metaphors that I want to remember them all as one post of commentary. I thought I would write a blog tonight. Instead I got lost replying to good feedback. enjoy. DimJandy: I hope you still think of me as a friend. I'm not on here much, but I do read your blog. I'm not trying to win your heart or get you to cam with me. Sounds like you had a really tough time during your school… Read more

This is an experiment. I finally wrote something xhamster won't let me post. I don't know which rule I broke. It will be hard to read so many words will be bleeped out. But I will try to post it. DimJandy: I dare you to find a better blog. I don't write about kittens and shoes. Good one. No you don't. You're stories are kinda scary because they're real. You're real. I'm real. I don't see how you survived your earlier years. I would have had a nervous breakdown once a week, or hurt someone and ended up in jail. Somehow you have the disposition to keep trying where others would have col… Read more

Before I change profiles I have to keep this one for posterity. It was such an epic fail. I have to face the fact my best intentions were going to fuck me up. Everything about this profile is so me. I can laugh about it. You would think it limited the men who contacted me. It didn't change. You would've thought men would take me up on an offer to have cam sex in exchange for reading a good blog and leaving feedback. I wasn't asking a man to that much and offered a reward that was legit. It you read chapter 3 you learned how I write when I peak. You know my life has been filled with c… Read more

Chapter 4 learning it the hard way. Before I say anything I want to thank the people who left beautiful comments about chapter 2 and my absence. It meant something to me. If I wasn't heartbroken I would write you each a deep personal reply. That is all I did for 48 hours straight. I went back to the beginning of my blog and replied to any comment I missed. I did it with sheer passion and devotion. I do want to say fuck the chick who needed to respond with some comment that my blog was really long and some nonsense about being like her friend and having different opinions. Reb I adore y… Read more