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This story has similarities to many others but it is mine. I matured years behind my peers/ when I finally left home I was incomplete in some areas of normal developlment. My mom and her mom sheltered me almost to the point of problems to this day a whore dog and maybe gay when he wA from the time i remember they both kept me close and In one of thier beds almost every night. BOTH WERE SIX FWWT TALL AND HAD HUGE BOOBS lomg legged and looking back nice asses. dAD was seldom at home. He supposedly work two jobs that insured the two rarely had interpersonal contact. lATER i FOUND HE WAS drunk.… Read more

The past five years have been a trial and struggle not only for myself. Also, my love who lives with me and friends that have stuck it out through my temper tantrums and avoidance issues I've had. Not sure if it will pan out for us but making the Deans List, the list of credentials, and the diplomas do give me a sense of strength, power maybe, ability for certain. I can now train an amoeba to have a behavioral response. A single cell organism. My closet confidants have always given me the drive to look and question. What is the next step in the myriad of discoveries to intrigue. To enhance o… Read more

So, here I was three marriages, three divorces and close to three million that took fifteen years to earn, like a bad answer in a Jeopardy game broke, jobless and no friends or back-up.Doesn't do any good to go all bizerker over it. Wife 2 took most of the money, I told her to keep it if it meant more than I do to her. With my 20/20 hindsight I may have been rash, after all I didn't have to kiss her fat ass anymore nor tell her I love you. She had finally began doing her thing and I mine. Maybe I could have milked that cow for awhile and pull her BS lying cheating manipulating like she di… Read more

Sooo, have I mentioned I really like porn! To see others in the throws of passion....."there we were, she was buns up and squealing and I was a wheeling and a dealing", the camera records it for as long as porn is floating around the Internet. To look at another's face as they achieve the pinnacle of the sexual tension that has built inside them. They are consumed by needs that must be fulfilled, like an addict waiting for the rush to fill them with the relief and pleasure many only dream about and others haven't a clue. When hormones flow, dopamine is firing receptors,nerve pathways are s… Read more

Everytime I make contact with someone new I feel like a virgiin again. Well, maybe I feel very young, I don't remember being a virgin. And now I am embarking a new adventure, not married, no c***dren here, a GF that is lost somewhere in time and I'm not waiting any longer. I don't have a lot of years to indulge my desires, fantasies, and carnal delights that I envision. To use and be used in a purely sexual encounter. I am getting hard growing to the 14 inches I have been endowed with wanting to push into the folds of a new partner. A fuck buddie, no strings, no relationship, just sexual delig… Read more