Feels like the first time

Everytime I make contact with someone new I feel like a virgiin again. Well, maybe I feel very young, I don't remember being a virgin. And now I am embarking a new adventure, not married, no c***dren here, a GF that is lost somewhere in time and I'm not waiting any longer. I don't have a lot of years to indulge my desires, fantasies, and carnal delights that I envision. To use and be used in a purely sexual encounter. I am getting hard growing to the 14 inches I have been endowed with wanting to push into the folds of a new partner. A fuck buddie, no strings, no relationship, just sexual delights.
I have talked and explained and the words seem to be absorbed as in a sponge then they're gone,wasted like jacking off in the shower. That's it I'm on the prowl, looking for a lover, to use and have my fantasies fulfilled. As well as my ass and mouth.
I can feel their fingernails running down my spine making my flesh react and thhe nerves clinch and spasm. Damn I'm sweating now and I am smelling like sex! Raunchy, sliding in and out orgasm on the edge of my being! I smell the sex scent building and wetting me...ooo, I have to release myself, can't wait for you.