Iām 43 years old lives in Jordan the Middle East, this is my first time I talk about my life in my country. I always wanted to live freely with someone who will take care of me and treat me gently, I was suffering all the time and still suffer because I canāt tell people about my sexual identity and I canāt trust anyone here with that ! I donāt know what to do anymore! I always dreams of waking up with my love besides me both naked in bed without fears !! Itās been more than three years I havenāt not had sex in anyway even with myself! I always wished to have a dildo I usually use cucumber. I… Read more