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"Na, will dich niemand haben?" Sanft und katzenartig schleichst du barfuß um mich herum. Und du hast schöne Füße, so viel konnte ich erkennen. Deine Jeans streifen an meinen Beinen entlang. In der Tat stehe ich schon länger mit nach oben gefesselten Armen nackt auf der Bühne. Meine Hände sind schon kalt. Die anderen Männer wurden längst alle gekauft. Wieso mich niemand wollte? Ein Rätsel, das mich mein Leben lang begleitet. Schließlich ist es außerhalb des Sklavenmarktes nicht anders. Ich bin offenbar keiner, in den man sich auf den ersten Blick verkuckt. Mich sprechen nur wenige an - aber di… Read more

Do you save your porn? And if so, how do you organize it? I have accumulated over 720 GB and 2200 clips over the decades. Why is that? Because I'm into various fetishes and it's often difficult to find good material. I've tried to keep it well organized with directories and file names that are as unique as possible. But when so much material comes together, it reaches its limits. When I watch porn, I usually have certain ideas about what I want to see. These can be very specific wishes, such as men having their asses whipped by a dominatrix with small breasts and wearing high heels. Or a BDSM… Read more

If you are into BDSM and especially sadomaso and you are looking for videos, you will inevitably come across the classics from NuWest/Leda sooner or later. I had my first contacts with NuWest at 16, when we finally got internet. For the four years before that, BDSM was my kinky brainc***d, for which I didn't even have a name! I was also very ashamed of it because it seemed so abstruse and different. I just knew that I liked to dominate, tie up and beat or whip women in a sexual context and of course with their consent. I had a hard time with girls as a teenager anyway, certainly due to my natu… Read more

This video reminds me of the phrase of a masochistic play partner of mine whose body I loved to beat and whip. She said, "Isn't that funny? Sadists find a body part beautiful and the next moment all they think about is wanting to beat it!" I had to laugh and think about it. And yes, the statement is to the point. Whenever I see a nice butt, back, breasts or clit, thoughts automatically stir about how they would look freshly beaten or whipped. Evolution has really done strange things with us ;-)… Read more

My ex-girlfriend was also my first BDSM relationship. We discovered a lot together and it was an exciting time. She was exclusively submissive and masochistic at the time and always emphasized that. I was her sadistic partner and that was good. However, I already knew about my masochistic tendencies at that time and had also told her about it. Of course, she could not fulfill them. Consequently, my dreams remained purely mental for a long time. One day she gave in to my everlasting wishes. I undressed in front of me, she put cuffs on me and tied me up. I could not hold back my erection at any… Read more