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I always had a worry in the back on my head that the more dudes i hooked up with the higher the chance of coming across someone i know. I wanted to stay discreet so the idea worried me. The last thing i needed in life is to be outed or my family finding out my secrets. For this reason when i made a post on craigslist i would use a general location. I always loved the responses from all the men and loved pictures. The risk was always there if i didnt see their face i could not rule out familiarity. I recieved a response on one of my posts later that fall..while still in community college, that… Read more

After I came home from CA, i realized i wanted more of the adventurous public meet ups. What i did on the toilet with no doors was very risky but at the same time exhilarating. Ive never been so horny in my life sitting there waiting naked. I made it a mission to find a place out in public that could fit my new preference. I knew of a few. It had to be somewhat accessible, discreet, and just had to feel right. After checking out a few i went with a trail that was more in a remote area. I looked at google maps and had seen something on the map just off the path that i had not noticed before. I… Read more

summer was coming to an end and i had a small vacation on the books before college. I flew out to Ca early august of that year. I didnt think i had the chance to hook up with anyone but it ended up not disappointing. By that point i had learned about craigslist. This opened the door for so many things....many options. I was visiting family. i was very familiar with the place but one thing stuck out to me that didnt before. The neighborhood was a houses littered with small recreational areas and walking paths. Near the house was a bathroom. The strangest thing about the bathroom is that it was… Read more

It was time to revisit pig man as he awaited my return. He had sent several emails asking for me and wanting to have sex on camera again. My dirty mind had so many ideas but i didnt want to jump the gun right away I sent him an email asking him to store his cum for me for about a week and to keep filling it up. I wanted it poured inside me along with a fresh load. At the same time Craig was wanting to unload in me and told he he had been saving a big load for me. He told me it had been 2 days. I told him i wanted a 7 day load if he could do that for me and then unload it all. He agreed. I plan… Read more

After my sex encounters with Craig and then pigman i felt somewhat sexually broken. Besides the fact that i took loads from 2 separate men I had done some intense things. I felt like i had to be wind it back just a tad with the cream pies due to the risk as hot as they were i figured i would stick to the 2 that had already creamed me. I felt like i didnt have much self value except for my appearance and how others viewed me. I liked how men were attracted to my body and i felt like i had a sort of homosex appeal to many men. When i was in public like stores i felt like i was wearing my secrets… Read more

The more i had sex the more i wanted it. I felt like i was in heat and couldnt stop thinking about it. The pleasure was intense and i was having too much fun. The more i thought about it the more i wanted to do. The ideas got more and more perverted. Craig was almost always available and convenient and i felt safe having unprotected sex with him at this point. I started to get a sense that he was developing feelings for me and i on the other hand was not. That worried me. I didnt want him attached to me beyond sex. I had needs and those needs came in a list of experiences i wanted. I wanted so… Read more

After my first anal sex experience i was in a hormonal roller coaster. I hadnt talked to Craig since our encounter just because i wanted to take time to process. Everytime i thought back to us having sex i became horny and i would jerk off to it. I would blow my load and then go back to hating myself over it and feeling disgusted by what i did. Denial kept coming back. Then i would just get horny again hours later and jerk off to being fucked by him. One thing i did know is i had no desire to have a boyfriend. I wasnt attracted to men in that way at any point. It seemed to me like this was pur… Read more

Craig was my driving instructor. I already knew a little about him as he was also the instructor for my brother who was 2 years older than me. I remember my brother making comments about Craig being creepy. I was told he lived him his mom and was in his late 40s."I bet hes gay. he must be" my brother would say. I didn't think nothing of it. 2 years later it was my turn to get my permit. Go figure i got picked up by Craig. He seemed very nice and professional. He was slightly heavier set but not by much. He had a mustache and shorter curly hair. First day i did not get creepy vibes. But day 2 t… Read more