Craig part 2
After my first anal sex experience i was in a hormonal roller coaster. I hadnt talked to Craig since our encounter just because i wanted to take time to process. Everytime i thought back to us having sex i became horny and i would jerk off to it. I would blow my load and then go back to hating myself over it and feeling disgusted by what i did. Denial kept coming back. Then i would just get horny again hours later and jerk off to being fucked by him. One thing i did know is i had no desire to have a boyfriend. I wasnt attracted to men in that way at any point. It seemed to me like this was purely sexual. With Craig it was a turn on because of how he hit on me as my instructor and the idea of him fucking me was giving in to temptations i fought to suppress for the previous years. I logged back into my email and saw Craig had sent me an email soon after i left his house a week ago. It read...
"Hope you are doing ok. I really enjoyed our time together and hate how you felt after. I started to think maybe we took it too far too quick for you, I guess i could not help myself in the moment and felt like i was giving you what you wanted. You could have any gay or bi guy you want out there with you looks and physique so i am a bit flattered that you chose me to take your virginity. I never thought that day would come and you really made me happy. Sorry i did not last long. You were really enjoying it in the moment and i wish i could have delivered a few more minutes at least. With your ass i don't know who could last. Let alone last seeing your big blue eyes looking up and those big lips wrapped around their cock. I'm here for you though whatever you need. At least let me know you are ok.
PS you left your thong here. I hope you come back to at least get it. I think you should wear it all the time as you look amazing in it."
I replied. Thank you for checking on me. I have been taking time to digest. Everytime i think about what we did I get so horny i want to do it again. Then i blow my load and feel awful. I need to deal with that. When your cock penetrated me i felt this rush of energy like i was exhilarated and at the same time i just my innocence. I feel so lustful and in the end i just want more. Can you fuck me again? Tonight? I know you get off work later. I like to go on an evening run and my parents are used to that. I can be gone for 1 to 2 hours on a run. I figure if i keep leaving with the car they will know something is up. So maybe instead i run towards your house but you pick me up on the way for the sake of time. deal? i would leave the house around 7pm and and be at that church at the top of the hill by 705.I just have to come back sweaty...i think we can manage that.
He replied saying he would be there. Back in the shower that morning cleaning out my hole. This time i had a hard on thinking about what i was going to do. I had a black g string to wear. It felt symbolic. The white was for innocence. That is gone. The black was just fitting for me. I skipped lunch that day and ate light for dinner as i was going for a run. I wanted to keep my asshole nice clean and empty. This time i put a squirt of lube in side. I put on my black basket ball shorts and a white tank top. I had to calm myself with the hard on that kept protruding out of my pants. It was time to hit the road.I ran slow feeling the lube in my hole as my cheeks were sliding on each other. I was well conditioned so i didnt break a sweat. When i got to the church he was already there in his van.I got in the seat and grabbed his crotch. "its so good to see you!" he said. I dropped my shorts down and took them off in his car. " oh wow!" he said. I lifted the chair arms and snaked my body over to him with my face near his zipper. I unzipped and took his dick out that was already getting hard. I felt like i was low enough to be out of site. Then i took my top off. I gave his dick a few soft kisses. I noticed he had a cock ring on. He said " oh fuck let me pull out of here and get us to somewhere more private. I was careful not to suck on his dick much and focuses more on licking and sucking on his balls. I didnt want to spoil anything before we got the to the house AS he drove i was talking to him keeping him on edge. " I love your cock so much....I want you to fuck me so bad...fuck me hard this time... I want to feel you pounding my asshole." "Im not going to make it past the door in the house. When i pull up climb to the back row" he said. I went to the back and got up on the seat with my butt arced out. I started to jiggle my cheeks and then licking my fingers before rubbing my hole in a circular motion.
The car pulled up next to his door. His seat belt unbuckled."fuck yes fuck yes" i whispered as his pants were pulled off. He left his shirt on this time and immediately grabbed me by the hips. "you want this cock huh?" you want it?" YES! PLEASE FUCK ME HARD! With my thong pushed off the to side, he spit right onto my hole. I relaxed...he sunk it slow and steady until he could fit no more. It still hurt and he noticed i was in slight pain. He grabbed the back of my head by the hair and lifted me up. He whispered in my ear while he licked the inside of it. "relax baby let that ass relax..." his soothing voice did just that. The pain subsided and i was left with the feeling of an expanded and filled colon. I bit my bottom lip and started moving my hips gently back and forth to signal i was ready. He gave me a hard thrust that made a slap sound. I gave out a short moan. He did it again. A slow exit and a sharp thrust back in with a slap. I moaned again this time longer. "you like that"? he asked. " uh huhhh" i moaned. He did it again increasing pace as he did it. The slapping became more frequent. It felt hard but felt good. Its waht i wanted. After a minute he stopped. "Im going to cum if i keep going" i moved off his dick and got spread eagle on the bench. I was already in sweat. My cock was rested against my belly button and it was leaking hard. He started to eat my hole. It felt so good as my hole was slight gaped. He was getting nice and deep. My eyes rolled back into my head and i grabbed him by his curly hair to get him deeper. My cock got harder and leaked more. " you are such a hot gay boy i love it" he said. "you should stop denying it and just give in and accept" "mmm hmm " i moaned. "you want me to fuck you till i cream your guts?" "Yes!" i shouted. " then i want you to keep telling me how gay you are and how bad you want it while i fuck you and dont stop until i blow my gay seed inside you." i nodded. He put his dick against my hole. "say it..." shove you cock up my gay hole!...His cock went in deep. I looked him in the eyes and said " dont stop fucking my butthole... fuck me harder. I love it, i want it... i want to get buttfucked ...i such a faggot! I love being gay! i love it . I love it so muchhh i want your gay cum so bad Craig. Cum in my gay boy hole!" He started grunting and blowing his load...."take it faggot! take it" His load squirted harder and for longer. My mouth was open and eyes rolled back as i embraced that moment. "There you go thats a good boy!" His dick slowly pulled out as to not create a leak. " i wanna suck it." i got down on my knees and sucked his cock off until i couldnt taste the cum lube and ass off of it.I looked at the clock it was 740.
I still had time.He invited me in for a few. I wanted more sex. I just was not satisfied. He said he may go again if i play with his dick for a while. I did just that. I gave him a lap dance, I sucked him, Licked him. rubbed my asshole on him cock and balls. Time was 810. He was starting to get harder. He began kissing me and laid me on my back on the coach. I spread my legs and wrapped them around him as we made out. " i feel like making sweet hot love to you." he said. His cock went back inside with ease. His previous load was still inside. His hits thrusted as his naked body carressed mine.I felt really good. It felt amazing. but i still wanted it harder. I started thrusting my hips back violently against his cock. Fuck me! i said. He did just that. Cum inside me again! and before long he blew another load. I did not feel it that time but loved knowing it was there. Time was 830. It was time to go. I got home that night and went to the shower. I looked at myself naked in the mirror admiring myself again. An idea popped in I wanted to eat his load. I put a towel down on the floor and ran the water to block out any noise. I got my butt up in the air against the wall and positioned it right above my face. It was ready to cum out. As i pushed the load bubbled out and I immediately pushed my balls out of the way. It poured onto my nose first then cheek as i readjusted.I stuck my tongue out as i pushed a few more spurts out that landed perfectly in my mouth. I than began scooping it our with my fingers to eat as much as i could. I looked in the mirror as i got up to see the chunky cum missed with whatever else was up inside. I licked it up too. I was such a whore.
"Hope you are doing ok. I really enjoyed our time together and hate how you felt after. I started to think maybe we took it too far too quick for you, I guess i could not help myself in the moment and felt like i was giving you what you wanted. You could have any gay or bi guy you want out there with you looks and physique so i am a bit flattered that you chose me to take your virginity. I never thought that day would come and you really made me happy. Sorry i did not last long. You were really enjoying it in the moment and i wish i could have delivered a few more minutes at least. With your ass i don't know who could last. Let alone last seeing your big blue eyes looking up and those big lips wrapped around their cock. I'm here for you though whatever you need. At least let me know you are ok.
PS you left your thong here. I hope you come back to at least get it. I think you should wear it all the time as you look amazing in it."
I replied. Thank you for checking on me. I have been taking time to digest. Everytime i think about what we did I get so horny i want to do it again. Then i blow my load and feel awful. I need to deal with that. When your cock penetrated me i felt this rush of energy like i was exhilarated and at the same time i just my innocence. I feel so lustful and in the end i just want more. Can you fuck me again? Tonight? I know you get off work later. I like to go on an evening run and my parents are used to that. I can be gone for 1 to 2 hours on a run. I figure if i keep leaving with the car they will know something is up. So maybe instead i run towards your house but you pick me up on the way for the sake of time. deal? i would leave the house around 7pm and and be at that church at the top of the hill by 705.I just have to come back sweaty...i think we can manage that.
He replied saying he would be there. Back in the shower that morning cleaning out my hole. This time i had a hard on thinking about what i was going to do. I had a black g string to wear. It felt symbolic. The white was for innocence. That is gone. The black was just fitting for me. I skipped lunch that day and ate light for dinner as i was going for a run. I wanted to keep my asshole nice clean and empty. This time i put a squirt of lube in side. I put on my black basket ball shorts and a white tank top. I had to calm myself with the hard on that kept protruding out of my pants. It was time to hit the road.I ran slow feeling the lube in my hole as my cheeks were sliding on each other. I was well conditioned so i didnt break a sweat. When i got to the church he was already there in his van.I got in the seat and grabbed his crotch. "its so good to see you!" he said. I dropped my shorts down and took them off in his car. " oh wow!" he said. I lifted the chair arms and snaked my body over to him with my face near his zipper. I unzipped and took his dick out that was already getting hard. I felt like i was low enough to be out of site. Then i took my top off. I gave his dick a few soft kisses. I noticed he had a cock ring on. He said " oh fuck let me pull out of here and get us to somewhere more private. I was careful not to suck on his dick much and focuses more on licking and sucking on his balls. I didnt want to spoil anything before we got the to the house AS he drove i was talking to him keeping him on edge. " I love your cock so much....I want you to fuck me so bad...fuck me hard this time... I want to feel you pounding my asshole." "Im not going to make it past the door in the house. When i pull up climb to the back row" he said. I went to the back and got up on the seat with my butt arced out. I started to jiggle my cheeks and then licking my fingers before rubbing my hole in a circular motion.
The car pulled up next to his door. His seat belt unbuckled."fuck yes fuck yes" i whispered as his pants were pulled off. He left his shirt on this time and immediately grabbed me by the hips. "you want this cock huh?" you want it?" YES! PLEASE FUCK ME HARD! With my thong pushed off the to side, he spit right onto my hole. I relaxed...he sunk it slow and steady until he could fit no more. It still hurt and he noticed i was in slight pain. He grabbed the back of my head by the hair and lifted me up. He whispered in my ear while he licked the inside of it. "relax baby let that ass relax..." his soothing voice did just that. The pain subsided and i was left with the feeling of an expanded and filled colon. I bit my bottom lip and started moving my hips gently back and forth to signal i was ready. He gave me a hard thrust that made a slap sound. I gave out a short moan. He did it again. A slow exit and a sharp thrust back in with a slap. I moaned again this time longer. "you like that"? he asked. " uh huhhh" i moaned. He did it again increasing pace as he did it. The slapping became more frequent. It felt hard but felt good. Its waht i wanted. After a minute he stopped. "Im going to cum if i keep going" i moved off his dick and got spread eagle on the bench. I was already in sweat. My cock was rested against my belly button and it was leaking hard. He started to eat my hole. It felt so good as my hole was slight gaped. He was getting nice and deep. My eyes rolled back into my head and i grabbed him by his curly hair to get him deeper. My cock got harder and leaked more. " you are such a hot gay boy i love it" he said. "you should stop denying it and just give in and accept" "mmm hmm " i moaned. "you want me to fuck you till i cream your guts?" "Yes!" i shouted. " then i want you to keep telling me how gay you are and how bad you want it while i fuck you and dont stop until i blow my gay seed inside you." i nodded. He put his dick against my hole. "say it..." shove you cock up my gay hole!...His cock went in deep. I looked him in the eyes and said " dont stop fucking my butthole... fuck me harder. I love it, i want it... i want to get buttfucked ...i such a faggot! I love being gay! i love it . I love it so muchhh i want your gay cum so bad Craig. Cum in my gay boy hole!" He started grunting and blowing his load...."take it faggot! take it" His load squirted harder and for longer. My mouth was open and eyes rolled back as i embraced that moment. "There you go thats a good boy!" His dick slowly pulled out as to not create a leak. " i wanna suck it." i got down on my knees and sucked his cock off until i couldnt taste the cum lube and ass off of it.I looked at the clock it was 740.
I still had time.He invited me in for a few. I wanted more sex. I just was not satisfied. He said he may go again if i play with his dick for a while. I did just that. I gave him a lap dance, I sucked him, Licked him. rubbed my asshole on him cock and balls. Time was 810. He was starting to get harder. He began kissing me and laid me on my back on the coach. I spread my legs and wrapped them around him as we made out. " i feel like making sweet hot love to you." he said. His cock went back inside with ease. His previous load was still inside. His hits thrusted as his naked body carressed mine.I felt really good. It felt amazing. but i still wanted it harder. I started thrusting my hips back violently against his cock. Fuck me! i said. He did just that. Cum inside me again! and before long he blew another load. I did not feel it that time but loved knowing it was there. Time was 830. It was time to go. I got home that night and went to the shower. I looked at myself naked in the mirror admiring myself again. An idea popped in I wanted to eat his load. I put a towel down on the floor and ran the water to block out any noise. I got my butt up in the air against the wall and positioned it right above my face. It was ready to cum out. As i pushed the load bubbled out and I immediately pushed my balls out of the way. It poured onto my nose first then cheek as i readjusted.I stuck my tongue out as i pushed a few more spurts out that landed perfectly in my mouth. I than began scooping it our with my fingers to eat as much as i could. I looked in the mirror as i got up to see the chunky cum missed with whatever else was up inside. I licked it up too. I was such a whore.
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