As I said, it was less than a week before I was thinking about going back to the gym… after what happened to me last time. Less than a week before I started feeling, well not exactly a desire, more a curiosity you might say, yeah, a compelling curiosity. Not that I would ever want that to happened again, any of it, no. But a curiosity, if you know what I mean. I thought about the things I endured, the humiliation, the pain, the agony that lingered for days, in my butt, my chest, and in my mind, but my butt mostly. It’s mostly the confusion I felt, feel, soiled and abused, over and over in… Read more