About

I’m here to find a woman or transwoman friend, sorry men, please respect this.
How lovely for you to read my profile, I feel honored 😘

Its a long text to read but if you read my profile fully with care I think you will not regret it and even maybe get you to become the friend I so truly hope for and you get a huge amount of pleasure, pride, fulfillment and satisfaction out off.


For you to understand me and give a bit of an view about who I am and what I dream about please read my fetishes. I’m a very openminded gender questioning male to female, yes this means I haven’t had hormone therapy or surgeries (breast enlargement etc.) just yet. But I have taken the steps towards telling close friends about me wanting to become a real shemale.
(yes I use the term shemale and not trans because I wish to become fully woman except for my cock&balls and also dream about getting into the pornindustrie)

So yes, shemale is the term I wish to be called and hope you will treat me as such, but always with respect and kindness, I don’t like being bullied or be treated as dirt. I’m a sensitive person and love it the most if someone tries to make me feel very confident about becoming a real shemale. I love all kinds of encouragements, secretly I hope there is someone out there who will start sending me messages, pictures, .gif’s or videos even from other sites here in private chat or to my email adress: [email protected]

And yes, I’m not joking around and am currently signed up at a gender clinic to let them evaluate me about becoming more femenine and have confersations to make sure this is who I really am. A professional therapist told me I was much further into the process of understanding who I am than most other people and thinks it’s mostly fears that give me doubts. She’s the one who confinced me to start going to a gender clinic and told me it’s way worse to keep living as a male for way to long and have regret and/or a treatment to become a shemale way to late in life, becouse it would give problems if I ever would have a relationship and family. I hope I am going to recieve a psychological anilysis and after that a hormone replacement therapy sooner than later but there are huge waiting lists. I signed up for it in February 2022 and expect to get an intake after 30 weeks. And after another 30 weeks they expect to call me up for the start of a psychological analyze. If all seems well and when they have the conclusion it’s no mistake for me to start turning my body more femenine by startring hormone replacement treatment (HRT) to start developing breast growth and getting more femenine features and looks, after all this they will give me the chance to finally start changing my body into the person I feel I am from the inside. A transgirl who feels like she is mostly female but not fully, somewhere in between. And duo to my true desire to start developing myself into the porn industrie, hopefully with an experienced porn creator, someone off experience to guide me and comfort me with these life changing choices.

If you are intrigued by who I am and want to be I would love to recieve your message, have a chat and hopefully start a real close friendship and hey who knows we’re things could lead to if there is the right connection between us. I’m open for just chatting and having a online friend but what I truly hope to find is a real life friend to meet in real life and have a evolving openminded friendship with were we enjoy each other’s company, laugh together but also get the most naughty, most taboo, most perverted version of ourself out of ourselves and get each other to embrace this naughty, taboo and most perverted version of ourselves. It’s super shamefull for me to tell all this, and even more shamefull for me is to admit I hope you will be the one who loves hearing all this so far and if that’s not enough, I keep catching myself more and more often as time goes by, secretly hoping your a total taboo porn lover and massive perverted slut who enjoys turning me more perverted and increase my lust for taboo by a lot. Turning my sexual desires over time, changing them closer to her most ultimate wet dream. Yes I get hugely turned on by becoming someone’s ultimate sexfantasy in mind and body, especially if she is a huge pervert. So if you are please don’t be ashamed of being a huge pervert but be proud of it and try to open up to me. Slowly nudge and knead me into your biggest turn on so we both get a huge satisfaction, your from having me become your real life sex/porn dream to be proud of and show off. Me from finally having one of my biggest dreams come true, having been changed so much that I’m instantly getting you wet all the time when seeing me. Making me feel like the most desired, most perfected sexual shemale slut I’ve always wanted to become. I would get a huge intens feeling of joy for being truly accepted and graved for.

Please never feel afraid to tell me whatever it is you have on you mind, I am very openminded, I’m hugely respectful for everyone’s kinks and fetishes no matter what they are. The more you open up yourself (like for example I just did), the more honest you are with me, the more I will start to like you, the more respect I will develop for you. Even if you tell me things I see different or things don’t like as much, it will be seen by me as “truly placing your trust in me” and will make me take you even more serious. Your honesty would make me like you so much, and make me open up to you even more if I can. Giving me even more motivation to do all I can to become perfect.

My dreams aren’t the easiest for us to achieve, some are easyer to start with than other changes but when we start meeting each other in real life it wil become easy’er to go to more extreme changes and start making follow up changes as I get more accepting and love towards the changes that turn me into your fantasy lover and toy. I will love to see you be super proud of me, not being able to conceal me for yourself but being so proud of your work on me that you can’t help but by mistake show pictures, videos, stories of me off to others and enjoy sluttifying me. Some changes will be harder becouse they aren’t free and some might even be expensive, I have thought about this, to solve this won’t be easy but not impossible, maybe we could do some kind of crowd funding for changes to my body and have all paying supporters being rewarded with befour and after change pictures and videos to show them what their financial support means to me and let’s them see they truly are literally changing my body by donating money. Maybe even give them some privileges to porn content of me after I’ve become so proud of my new body I can’t help it anymore and start graving to show myself off more, be used for making real (soft and hard) porn, becoming a true shemale for the first time. This is only one idea, maybe there are other better ideas or ideas that would be a nice addition to this one. Most important is how you feel about all this I just told you, some parts might be to extreme, if so please know it was hard for me to open up so much becouse a lot of these things I’m ashamed for a lot but I think to find someone who will match with me or find someone who matches partly (so not everything) with my kinks and dreams, this is the only way.

Thankyou for reading the through my whole text, it’s been a huge explanation about myself but I hope this made you fall in love with my honesty and how much I’ve opened up. Please do write me, I can’t wayt to read your reply and ideas.

P.S. If you sent pictures to me of nudity, sexual acts, porn or something else you can come up with from the internet, might be from the xhamster site, other sites or lose pictures you have stored somewhere in your personal collection (maybe also videos but preferable pictures or gifs), I will promise to jerk off to them to infuse a feeling of pleasure (cumming is giving me) to get linked in my mind to the pictures, gifs or whatever it is you sent me and the acts they show or reprisent. This will help me change my sexual desires. When I feel your pictures are starting to have an big enough effect on me, the positive effect I’m hoping for in the change or deepening love and graving for certain sexual desires, I will start uploading some of them under this message so everyone can see the effects the conditioning is having on me, hopefully everyone will enjoy seeing this