Oh, how I wish for all of you sexy beings that you will find some quality peace and rest in what commonly is a very stressful time, so that you can find the deepest and most pleasurable time for yourselves, to explore sexuality and thrive in it without shame and guilt! Happy Sexy Holidays to you all! Read more
About my sexy trip
Yes, leaving soon, back mid May. The first part of the trip will be very sexy and intense, I will try to blog pictures and videos ā but I can't do it here on xHamster, due to so many restrictions on uploading etc. You can follow me on https://faphouse.com/transgender/models/beingboth/posts and https://beingboth.many*vids.com (remove the * in that) :P Read more
My favorite dildo
This dildo model is so good that I have to tell you about it and where to get it. It comes in five sizes. I now have the three largest sizes (5, 6, and 7 cm diameter) I love them so much, in both my holes, because: 1. They look fabulous 2. They feel so good, much due to the dual layer structure; a bit harder and sturdier core, the outer layer is softer, feels like real skin. 3. They are made from silicone. Any other material is not as good, because of a lot of different reasons. The two most important things to me are the ability to clean it well (boiling it works, if needed) and silicone is Read more
Both Pleasures
There are two distinctly different kinds of sexual pleasure: Stimulating the other with the outside of oneās body, as well as being stimulated on the outside of oneās body, on one hand. On the other hand, there is the stimulating the other with the inside of oneās body, as well as being stimulated on the inside of oneās body. The former is what is most commonly referred to as masculine pleasure, the latter as feminine pleasure. My discovery is about the possibility to experience both at the same time. For me, it is no longer only a possibility, it is now the reality of my every sexual experi Read more
Sex-work documentary
I recommend watching a very recent sex-work documentary: "A Wicked Eden" (2021), well made, up to date, quite honest. I watched it, and noticed something that was never mentioned: Doing porn/sex work primarily because of one's own Lust. And I wonder: How can anyone ā whether customer or producer ā think that sex work primarily done for money, can do anything long-term beneficial on a personal and deeper level? And I promise: I can never do what I do primarily for money ā„ļø Read more
That's what you love!
Quote from the movie āReady Player Oneā by Steven Spielberg (2018) @ 47.40: Parzival: I said I'm in love with you. Art3mis: No, you're not. You only know what I want you to know. You only see what I want you to see. That's what you're in love with. Read more
Glass dildo
OMG, just got this in the mail! Large head to slide over the p-spot very noticeably, bumpy shaft, and something sturdy to hold on to. Or reverse it, holding in the nicely shaped head. Wow. Will add my review after testing it. Also got some very sexy body stockings and pantyhose that are "hollowed" out in the right places so my tats show. Yummmmmy! Review: Holy smoke, it's nice! Gives me a lot more control, I know exactly where it is in me, so very acute. Just spent a few hours with it and my other toys, glorious! Read more
Subject to change ;)
For those who ask about my characteristics: == Results from bdsmtest.org == 90% Voyeur 89% Exhibitionist 60% Experimentalist 51% Vanilla 51% Non-monogamist 49% Switch 24% Submissive 9% Brat 8% Rope bunny 0% Ageplayer 0% Degradee 0% Boy/Girl 0% Masochist 0% Pet 0% Primal (Prey) 0% Slave Read more
Replacing old vids with new Remastered...?
My intention was to replace the older videos with newly remastered ones. The editing skills were lacking when I first started, so I thought it would enhance the viewing experience a bit, slightly increase the viewing pleasure. But... xHamster emailed me that this violates the policy that says "No duplicates". Hmmm.... We'll see what happens. Read more
What is it really that turns me on?
Itās not looking at a cock cuming that turns me on. Itās the knowing what it is like when my cock is cuming, or to have a cock cum on me, that turns me on. Itās not what I am looking at that turns me on. Looking at that reminds me of what it is like, what it feels like, and that feeling is what turns me on. Read more
Warning: Blue joke
I normally don't do blue jokes, but tonight I just have to tell one: Now I know from my own experience what is meant when you say "Gonna fuck the shit out of you"... :P Read more
Nutritional value of cum
Just for the fun of it, I found this about the nutritional "value" of cum. Read more
Best anal lube I have found
Been using it for quite some time now, and I am 100% happy with this discovery: MCT Oil. Coconut oil is solid at room temperature. It melts fine when on or in the body, but it's still a pain to use when hard, and it hardens on toys that cool down to room temperature. So I searched for coconut oil that is liquid at room temperature ā and I found it. MCT Oil, or Caprylic Acid, is a coconut oil that is fractioned to where only Medium Chain Triglycerides (MCT) remain. And they aren't solid at room temperature! Now I can enjoy all the benefits from coconut oil (organic, anti-bacterial, does not Read more
Iām so bad! :P
Got home, one new item, a red bra, that was enuff to get me going, trying clothes with it, got so horny, I just had to do an āalonerā, no camera, just me a my little darlings ā I wanted a big mirror in front of me, cock on top of it, above me, shooting me so full of cum while I fucked another oneā¦ bad BB. :P Read more
Finally! BeingBoth #54 PMV Trailer finally up!
https://xhamster.com/videos/54-pmv-trailer-after-all-anal-toys-in-me-a-huge-cum-bath-xhACpm4 Read more
Being Both #54 now available
Don't ask me why, but Being Both #54 - with my sexy voice, haha, is already approved over at Faphouse. Here it is: https://faphouse.com/go/KyUWt Read more
Being Both #54 PMV now available
Don't ask me why, but Faphouse approved the full length of Being Both #54 PMV already, so here it is: https://faphouse.com/go/P04No Read more
I am already her!
A desire to give in, crack, burst to her elusive beauty and lustful play that always cease when we are so closeā¦ She haunts me in dreams but never intended to be found. She knew already before we met and told me in our play what I had begun to realizeā¦ I am her already. I had thought I could find in another, what I already am. The play transforms into euphoria of Truth and I give in, crack, burstā¦ Read more
What is happening with me right now?
I am on a discovery. The discovery is about all the fucking that I have done in the past, and all the fucking that I have watched in porn. I discovered that I was so fascinated by what it is like to be fucked (kind of like āopposites attractā?). I thought that I was only this man fucking, yet all the while, I was so attracted to watching women be fucked by big cocks, because I also wanted to feel what it is like to be the woman being fucked by big cocks, the woman craving to be filled up by them. So my discovery is that I feel w Read more