What is happening with me right now?

I am on a discovery.
The discovery is about
all the fucking that I have done in the past,
and all the fucking that I have watched in porn.
I discovered that I was so fascinated by
what it is like to be fucked
(kind of like ”opposites attract”?).
I thought that I was only this man fucking,
yet all the while, I was so attracted to
watching women be fucked by big cocks,
because I also wanted to feel what it is like
to be the woman being fucked by big cocks,
the woman craving to be filled up by them.
So my discovery is that I feel what it is like
to be fucked by big cocks.
Again, Being Both the fucking and the fucked,
at the same time.

So this is what I am up to now.
This all has been so intense, it has been impossible to film it,
at least for now.

Published by BeingBoth

3 years ago

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oddoneout 1 year ago

to Big38Ffan : I learned way too early on, but I always crave the real deal.

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to oddoneout : I look forward to my first time. Feeling a warm cock sliding into me other than just a dildo.

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BeingBoth Publisher 1 year ago

to oddoneout : We don't love the things we do, we love the Love, whether we do the things we do or not.

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oddoneout 1 year ago

to Big38Ffan : Nothing compares to feeling a cock explode in you, nothing. I crave it, desire it, as an absolutely unpassable, lifelong panty sissy, finding the right avenue to explore without being able to be public about it feels impossible. I love to read and share with people who have been able to explore and enjoy.

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Fucking feels good and so does being fucked....both feels so good. Best feeling is in a threesome with two trannys. I am in the middle. I am fucking a tranny and the other tranny is fucking my ass at same time.

BeingBoth Publisher 3 years ago

Confusion comes when thinking about what happens, and I simply don't have time to think so much about it, I just let it happen. Luckily, I can also bring the camera to what I do, mostly for my own pleasure to edit and watch, but I am glad that others also like the vids.

BeingBoth Publisher 3 years ago

I have never felt so included, with everything I now feel and do, so no issues there. I am having the best time of my life, "hands down". This is probably because I do not seek a sexual identity "out there".

BeingBoth Publisher 3 years ago

to Big38Ffan : Staying true to what you actually experience, without labels, is the thing, eh?

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I often wonder the same thing. I have a dildo and my wife has used a strap on but a real cock. Hmmm, I wonder.

BeingBoth Publisher 3 years ago

to sindy_trans :

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sombliz 3 years ago

to BeingBoth : I definitely have watched my ex Nikki get fucked with her old neighbor family friend... that was a total hot thing too see his cock going inside er pussy and listening to her man.

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sindy_trans 3 years ago

Jag känner igen känslan, du vet vart du får tag i mig

BeingBoth Publisher 3 years ago

to sombliz : It is, and very "new" in my experience.

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sombliz 3 years ago

Wow sounds hot

BeingBoth Publisher 3 years ago

to daytondave : I filmed for a whole year, just for my own exploration and pleasure. Publishing did nothing to "in" or "out", the videos only show what is "here", true, experiential.

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BeingBoth Publisher 3 years ago

to svetilnik : Well spoken, dear Hamlet!

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svetilnik 3 years ago

Is this shape (on the photo) a firm spade or is it a soft heart (seen upside down), that isn't the question! It's simply being both, my dear Horatio!

daytondave 3 years ago

to BeingBoth : Yes I do. My sissy side is wanting to come out. I let her out for me but haven't her let out for anybody else

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BeingBoth Publisher 3 years ago

to daytondave : You feel me!

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daytondave 3 years ago

I know that feeling well.