Group sex

Was talking with a friend from high school and we got to talking about group sex and anal. She was kinda the sheltered type and went off on me because I told her I like that kinda stuff. Her biggest issue was how I could do that because it was so "impersonal' as she called it.

Knowing she was the hookup queen in HS I asked her well when you had a random hook up wasn't it the same thing? I saw the wheels in the back of her head turning but she still kept on with the letting a random guy screw you isn't the same as being in the middle of several.

For me that's what being in the middle of a group is all about, you know there is ZERO love or respect. You are nothing more than a piece of meat in the middle of a bunch of big black lions. Not only that but they feed off each other and egg each other on to use you harder and put you in your place.

My first group was a unreal eye opener and I'll be a little vague on the details so XH doesn't get upset. I was just old enough to drive but not vote (wink wink) and he was a little more than twice as old. I had been hooking up with him for a couple months and one weekend I got there at his apt and got a little buzzed and I went to the bedroom to wait for him. The next thing I know there are several umm house guests he didn't tell me about.

Well next thing I know him and his three house guests introduce themselves and he ORDERS me to show them some "hospitality".Well I was quickly brought to the front of the apt and next thing I know I was bent over his couch with one of his guests in front and behind me.

At first the whole thing was a shock and I was panicking like hell on the inside telling myself what the hell have I gotten myself into. But after a couple of minutes of it I calmed down and it was like a switch flipped and I was on cloud nine big time.

Ever since then I've been hooked on groups and anal, I love how it feels, the impersonal, violation, and f orce of it.

LOL well now I need a cold shower.

Any ways whats you guys thoughts ?