The next profile that flopped

I always post profiles when I change them. I tried this approach and it failed. Trying something totally different must happen.

Day 200. The next profile. My name is linmarris. I'm thirty two. I have no husband or previous marriages and I can't have c***dren. That is why I have the free time to play on a porn site.

I have medical issues. I'm severely bi-polar and I'm fighting to get disability. I truly can't work a normal job and I must run a small business from my home

Above all things I am a writer and an artist. My blog is brand new on this forum. Through writing it I have found a great new circle of friends and I am complete. Some days it will be personal. Some days it will be strictly erotica. It will always capture my mood and update friends quickly on my current situation.

You don't have to read it. This is a porn site. I'll warn you that you rarely come across a blog like I create. Since I can't have k**s my blog is my baby. It is my primary concern. The only men worthy of my time read it and leave feedback. It is the only way to get my attention. You can send pm's all day and I won't catch them. I focus [on blog comments and comments on my page. My inbox is full of thousands of missed messages.

I do love cam Sex, I get too many requests. The only men I choose to please offer me damn GOOD FEEDBACK on my writing and art FOR MONTHS. You don't stand a chance if you don't read my blog so quit asking.

I am always looking for new friends. I want intimacy before cam sex. It can only happen if you read my blog. I've writing a long time. I would not ask you to read garbage. It's a fucking gift to go deep inside a woman's brain and find out her innermost thoughts. I know you are horny and looking for a free show from a beautiful woman. I offer something different. I get real.

If you like my art please engage me. Ask me about it. I make it cheap and easy to afford. You can catch me before I solicit galleries all over the world. I do have a huge shot at being a cutting edge contemporary female artist. My future work will be more sexual and I plan to use my own pictures in my work.

I would like to make new friends. I enjoy meeting new people. Men or women.
Please stop sending me pm's that just say 'HI'ā€™HELLOā€™ ā€˜HEYā€™ 'c2c'ā€™ Skypeā€™' 'WELL YOU WATCH ME CUM' 'NICE TITS' and other garbage. You are clogging up my inbox.
By the way my pet peeve is the message 'I'm horny will you please help me' I'm not a naughty nurse with the time to fix you if you can't cum.

You can enter my world at any blog. My earlier posts are hardcore erotica. My recent posts begin to tell my life story. This blog is a new born. It will grow and mature. I can't make you read it but I don't have to waste time on you if you donā€™t. No bitching about length. A good story can't be written in a few paragraphs. If you want my attention read about me. My best sex story is ā€˜iittle s*sā€™ part two is coming.

If you comment regularly I really get to know you. Once I trust you I give you my skype ID. I guarantee you will be pleasantly surprised. Most men who try it recognize I do something special. Those are men who deserve cam sex not some pathetic man 'asking for help' to whack his own dick. It canā€™t happen overnight. It does take months. I can spot a bullshit comment. I also promise to deliver who I really am and unleash my sexual fantasies. All you have to do is read. Donā€™t waste my time if you canā€™t pull it off. NO MORE PM HELLO MESSAGES

One more thing. I have a lot of friends. One of my closest friends on this site went behind my back to send a comment to a new female companion. I was shocked he would do that to me. You can read all about the encounter in recent blogs. I really like the girl that has befriended me. I would gladly introduce her to any of my male friends. All you have to do is ask. I am not a jealous woman but if you plan to work my friends like a grocery list, piss off. SassyBri is the new female in my life. She leaves me wonderful messages with sheer style. However, do not bombard her with requests. She has enough of her own contact without my friends going after her. Bothering her is a very easy way to piss me off. Iā€™m also pretty possessive of ā€˜steevoā€™ but my friends list is off limits.
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10 years ago
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SassyBri 10 years ago
Lynn,

We all feel discouraged at times. For you it is more intense. Hang in there, or do what you feel is best for you...
The loyal will always be here. There are many who enjoy you but are not commenters. Yes, we feed off the feedback we do get. Just realize that there are many others out there that you reach that will not say a word... Sad, but true.

SassyBri ~
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southernand7up
southernand7up 10 years ago
to linmarris : I do try to read your blog and do try to read small chapter books. Everyone should remember its YOUR blog and it can be as long or as short as you feel. Don't be pressured or bullied to change what you write by anyone.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to southernand7up : no hard feelings but I'm so tired of criticism over length. I am working to write short erotic encounters. However, if reading comprehension is a challenge for you then work towards building up your skills. It is never to late to improve our flaws. I understand if you don't read my blog but I encourage you to read something to enrich your life.
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southernand7up
southernand7up 10 years ago
to linmarris : I can honestly tell you, your blogs are a challenge to read for me. I have a hard time at reading anything in length and keeping it together and remembering what I read in the beginning. Its something ive always had a challenge with since I was little.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to lone-wolf-49 : it has been a difficult journey. My blog was a cathartic release of deep personal moments. Men will not read it. I am going to look for a new forum. I may quit social media, isolate myself and write my first novel.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to daddyt-roy : i will try and it will be difficult. honestly after tonight i will look for a new blog forum where writing is appreciated. i may never find it. after so many years accepting defeat in an attempt to give people a real blog they follow I may stop blogging. So much rejection and ridicule make me want to isolate myself from the world and write my first novel
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to steevo27 : my dearest love, i am an irate cunt right now. it has been a difficult 48 hours. i changed my password so brent can't access my blog. The ironic aspect is he would never waste five minutes to see what i do when he gets drunk and plays games. i started my night sharing the way he disrespected me. it takes time for me to fully grasp the way a man treats me when i love him passionately. my loyalty is extreme. writing helps me cope with men who say things to me that make me doubt my worth. When you read my second blog of the night i pause in my new ambition to be sex and humor. i lost track of the subtle blows an average man boy with road rash on his forehead inflicted. going back in time forced me to accept he felt far too special to ever date a woman like me under any circumstances. a wealthy spoiled boy from california was deeply obsessed with never touching a sweet chubby southern girl affected by poverty. his arrogance about having a few encounters with hot chicks shocked me. you should have seen his reaction to offering men a chance to buy a picture i edited into artwork from these galleries. he has no concept that I'm a beautiful woman. trying to explain that some men find out who I am and want an autographed picture of me was like telling him a man never walked on the moon. I know my campaign involves hearing my business plan, loving my art, getting hooked on a sex filled blog and donating to meet my goal. It was embarrassing to tell him some men see a beautiful woman they want to help because she has talent. I couldn't visit my mentor today because any more negative attitudes would be devastating. Brent made it impossible for me to post profile pics on a flash drive and show them to my mentor. I am going to look for a new blog forum. if i use this site my profile will change. All I will say is I'm an artist. I'm only here to write a damn good erotic blog. I do not answer pm messages at all. I do not chat. I do not have cam sex. The only way to contact me is a comment on a current blog or my page. My approach of letting men find out who I am was such an epic flop I am speechless. I adapt. This whole night involved perceptions of beauty. I do it with my appearance. I will do it for my blog. My new attitude is simply 'less is more.'
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to wolfrider2121 : my urge to ditch this forum and move on are extreme. I don't have any other option. if i can rebuild my following on wordpress i will sip champagne and quit this place. I have met so few men with merit. I am disgusted by most men. i do not belong here and i will actively look for a new forum
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to southernand7up : I can assure you nine out of ten men wouldn't read it due to length and lack of sexual information. I kept getting the pm's i asked to stop. i have pages of hi or nice tits and nothing else. men complain so many women on this site are fake. I was too real. No one gave a damn. I focus on my blog and let losers slam an inbox with HRU
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lone-wolf-49
lone-wolf-49 10 years ago
Glad to see that you're up and writing again.
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daddyt-roy 10 years ago
I find your writing is very good and interesting and I think that writers can show people a side of themselves that is great and insightful keep it up would like to read more
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steevo27
If you have to write 5 more profiles until it's perfect and you're happy with it, so be it. You're a perfectionist with a lot of pride. Your biggest critic is yourself. Consistent persistence leads to perseverance.
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wolfrider2121
wolfrider2121 10 years ago
Lynn there was nothing wrong with your profile most men just want sex nameless and porn same way, nameless .
You are so different tham most women you engaged peoples minds and those that stuck around and followed your blogs enjoyed themselves. Nothing wrong with this just wrong venue for it, people want porn and erotica not to know youas person as I have come to know you, I will continue to follow your blogs as I have since I came across your profile so long ago
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southernand7up
southernand7up 10 years ago
How could this have failed? I see nothing wrong with this at all.
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