'little sls' chapter three before prom

All three of us damn near lost our minds those two weeks before prom night. It seemed like an eternity. It was so utterly strange we truly gave each other all a free pass to fuck who we wanted when we wanted to do it.

Scott blamed his busted up face in a bar fight. I have to say I am a deviant little bitch but when I looked at that busted lip I nearly begged him to fuck me. Jason went on a fucking marathon that made town legend. He fucked the strawberry festival queen, two of her runner’s up. He fucked the homecoming queen. Hot girls lined up around the block. I love him for his honesty.

Every girl he fucked he said the words ‘I’m in love with halina, I want to spend every second with her, we will fuck on prom night and I will never fuck another girl besides her.’ Bitches wanted his dick so bad they accepted ‘just sex that ended in two weeks.’ His phone did not stop beeping. Scott warned him his dick would fall off.

I spent a lot of nights curled up with scott talking about life. We had our critical moment when I just got home from school. Scott had his head in his hands and he was simply sobbing. I wrapped my arms against him and petted his head as his tears turned to whimpers. He couldn’t talk about all the details but it was three months after he got back from Afghanistan. I have never seen a man in such turmoil.

He told his story. They were scoping out a house looking for a high ranking target. The man who owned the house came outside and started yelling. He simply opened his vest to show his heart. Some moron screamed suicide bomber and killed him in seconds. His family ran outside and in horror the man fired on them all screaming out his insane gibberish. Scott didn’t think about getting out of the vehicle. He saw a little boy with a gunshot in his chest. He described tearing his uniform to force it into the wound saying ‘it’s going to be okay.’ He described the bloody gurgle coming out of his month with his final breaths.

Something in him snapped. He still claims he doesn’t remember the details. He went after the man who fired the first shot. He nearly got him and it took eight men and a lot of morphine to airlift his psychotic ass back home. What hurt him the most was the image of the man desperate to prove he was innocent by showing his heart and proudly pounding it. He phrased it in such a poetic way it was just a beautiful lyric. I handed him a pen and paper and he looked confused. I told him to write what you just described and think about the melody that will honor that man and his family.

He said ‘You’re a damn good woman halina’ He scribbled at the paper. Then he pushed it away. I put it back in his hands and told him he was no goddamn quitter. His eyes brightened and he said ‘I don’t ever quit. I thought I quit the army but they are a fool’s circus and I won’t kill civilians.’ He looked so inspired. He said he wanted to do this rock and not indie. He made me listen to dead weather and I had my first major lesbian crush. The band was rock and blues and grunge. It was like a flashback to the doors and Janis Joplin but with this new asexual flair that reminded me of david bowie. He was trying to get in my pants and the concert so damn near worked.

When mosshart and jack white shared a mic for their finale, I tried to kiss him and the cocky bastard pushed me away and told me I could wait two weeks. Just to taunt me he slid my hand between my legs easily accessing my pussy in gym shorts and he squeezed my clit so hard I squealed. I slapped him upside the head and called him a cocktease. He said ‘you know you love it.’ And I certainly did.

I decided if Jason could fuck half the bitches in school with a ponytail it was time for me to have some fun. Rumors ran quick that me and jason would be a couple after prom. Men flew out of the woodwork to chase me those two weeks. I guess those rumors I was a frigid bitch with daddy issues had to be recanted.

I got dressed every morning just to taunt Jason. I love to shop and my wardrobe is part vintage. I have hemmed short pleated skirts made of wool. I have the low cut tank top that matches. I have the cute sweater that lets me pass dress code. I have vintage wooden platforms and yes I even busted out the never been worn vintage pantyhose with the seam down the back and the garter belt below my skirt.

That first ride to school he called me a blue balling whore from hell out to break his dick. ‘I just giggled and told him I warned you I would make you cum in your pants.’ He stormed off screaming I’m going to fuck some girl with a ponytail.' I loved how much fun we were having brutalizing each other.

My drama class was first period. Me and my chick friends gathered in the female dressing room and they quizzed me about the rumors. I told them the whole damn story and swore them to secrecy. Then I vented about every chick in a ponytail fucking my man. My good friend myra said that’s easy. That means you fuck the quarterback. I giggled and said I hate sports. She told me his ass was one of a kind and if any man could give a good dicking he would be king.

I can’t believe it happened so fast. Myra texted him ‘my hot friend wants to fuck you in the auditorium.’ I busted myra for fucking him in the auditorium on a regular basis. We both laughed because his girlfriend was the head cheerleading bitch. We are teenage girls. I made her swear it wouldn’t jeopardize our friendship. She claimed she wouldn’t be jealous. She would set up lots of girls like me to fuck the quarterback to burn his girlfriend. I agreed I’d do the same.

He lightly knocked on the door. I was nervous and fearing rejection. I do dress weird. I’m not cool. I would be that sexy little strange chick. I could see from his grin he liked what he saw. Myra used her master key to open the prop room. She promised to stand guard. As soon as the door shut he was all over me. I thought he was going to tear my damn sweater. Just like a jock he goes ‘so you want to fuck me don’t you.’

I am no angel. I busted out with ‘I’m a senior, I’ll have a boyfriend after prom, I just want to fuck on the prop room bed before I graduate. You seem up for the challenge.’ He looked like a little boy defeated. Oh god when he tried to kiss me it was like CPR with a slug. Instead of taking of my blouse to really play with my tits. He liked my blouse pulled down with my bra hanging out. He squeezed and mawled my tits. Not once did he touch my nipple much less suck on them. Then the weirdest thing happened. He didn’t even touch or look at my panties or my pussy. He unzipped his tacky khaki pants and whipped out this ugly bent dick. I was excited about giving head even to an ugly dick.

This guy pushed down my panties and stuck his dick in me when I was totally dry. I almost laughed. I am the pussy geyser and the quarterback couldn’t get me close to damp. He kept squeezing my tits like fruit while he pumped with no variation to his movement. My pussy was starting to get sore so I faked my first orgasm. Suddenly I squeezed my muscles rhythmically on his dick while saying ‘I’m coming’ and magically he busted his load.

As if I couldn’t be more grossed out he pulled the condom of his dick. Told me ‘I made him shoot a thick load.’ In horror I watched him fling the used condom behind the wardrobe. I got pissed. I asked ‘why the fuck did you do that?’ He flared his shoulders at me and said ‘I do what I want in this school. Janitors should be happy to clean up my condoms.’

I hate nasty people. I also have a temper. I started screaming ‘I only fucked you for bragging rights to piss off your girlfriend. You got used. Even worse you sucked so bad in bed I may need ten nights with a real man to enjoy sex again. You didn’t touch my pussy, you didn’t touch my nipples, you stuck your little bent dick in my dry hole and pumped me the way a man in a cow pasture fucks his goat. I faked an orgasm to get your lard ass off me. you couldn’t make me cum if it was a matter of life and death. You think janitors need to worship your cum. Bitch I bet you drink it. Only nasty motherfuckers make other people touch their condoms. You are trash.

You toss a ball on a field. You are no fucking god with divine sperm. By the way I’m not usually an evil bitch but when lunch comes around I plan to tell your cunt girlfriend I fucked you and I pity her if she has to do it to. Then we can catfight or shake hands. We both know you are a cocky bent dick nasty motherfucker.’ He raised his hand to slap me. I was ready.

‘I said do it motherfucker. You might as well after lunch everyone is going to know you think you have sacred sperm and you can’t get a pussy wet with a hose.’ He stormed out with the idle threat ‘to kill me.’ I have been around long enough when I reach the point I could get killed. He was no threat to me.

Myra heard me screaming and she asked what the fuck happened. I told her everything and apologized for ruining her future chances to fuck a quarterback. We both worked to move that dresser and retrieved his discarded spunk sack. Our auditorium is sacred and no one gets away with leaving a used condom to fester on our watch. She asked me if I would really tell his girlfriend. I never claimed to be an angel and those cunts with ponytails decorated in ribbons are like my prey.

I planned to dodge the cat fight. Nothing was getting me suspended from prom. I went to the nurse and faked cramps and drove home. At exactly noon I texted the head cheerleader ‘I fucked your man this morning in first period drama. Fuck cheerleaders. He was such a bad lay. You can do better. Why is his dick bent at a right angle? He also thought the proper way to dispose of the condom was to toss it behind furniture. I quote him exactly ‘janitors should be honored to clean up my seed.’ You can hate me. We can fight and I’ll beat you senseless. Or you can drop the issue. I used him for my own thrill to fuck in the school in a bed I love. He meant nothing to me. I still hate cheerleaders. You still hate drama freaks. If you want to fight meet me after prom night. Until then nothing will get me suspended. If you try I’ll burn down your fucking house. Try me cheerleader cunt.

Damn that was a good day. Just to make it better miss sparkle motion had to grin and bear it to perform a routine at a pep rally. My only regret is not getting to be there. But if she swung on me first my instinct would kick in and suspension and hospital fees would be my future. After that round of bad fucking I was over high school boys except for Jason who practically carried around a box of Kleenex for breaking hearts.

He is such a nice guy a lot of amazing women had severe crushes on him and major jealousy issues about me. It seemed like once the rumor hit we would attend prom as a couple girls stopped being nice to me. They couldn’t stand it. I grew up with the boy. I know he has a heart of gold, a killer sense of humor, dresses great, is nice to everybody, he’s always smiling. He is that boy you can’t help but dream about.

I still remember the summer he got fat eating ben and jerry’s and I played with his man tits at the public pool when I had no tits. People didn’t know that side of our bond. My god I learned how to wrestle out of any grip fighting him like mortal enemies. Of course we shocked people. We also got a lot of positive feedback. My drama teacher told me I was a damn good woman for giving him a free pass to experience high school sex. We talked openly about fidelity and I reached some strange conclusions.

My teacher and I discussed us in terms of a****ls with typical behavior. It is biologically necessary for a man to spread his seed. At the same time to guarantee his offspring are truly his a woman must be faithful. It was a great discussion and it relieved my fears that Jason would leave me. If we did start a life together he would never be expected to refrain from an unexpected sexual encounter. I explained to my teacher as his lover and his best friend he could tell me the details, turn me on and we would end up fucking. We talked about the fact it is a double standard that I would remain faithful if my husband cheated. I told him it was a double standard but it works.

I didn’t inform him I had no intention of giving up either brother. I know I promised chapter three would be lots of great sex. That was my plan. But I wanted to build up the tension for what does happen that night when the triangle collides. I am a girl. I do have to describe my prom dress. Nothing at any mall was good enough for me. My mom made me look. I noticed how prom gowns have turned into club wear and it made me sad. I wanted to look like a movie star not a streetwalker. My mom and I had our best bonding moments dressing me. Sure I had to school her to let me dress vintage. When I told her I would only wear a prom dress from ‘la france’ in ybor you would have thought I offered her a cruise. Not a high dollar shopping trip to one of the premier vintage boutiques in the south.

That store is my paradise. Fuck men. If you want to see me writhe around in heat like a cat high on catnip take me to a vintage boutique. This was before I sold vintage. This was when I purchased it for pleasure. I began looking through the high end formal wear. Then I saw it. The ultimate dress. I think I screamed. It was so outrageous. It was cut with a formal bodice and shaped to curve with the body with a slight flare at the feet. What made it so special was the print. It was navy blue drawings of lions, tigers, giraffes and more. It was a navy safari that had big blue rhinestones up the bodice. Like a little k** I said mom if this dress doesn’t fit I won’t go to prom.

‘she was like it will fit but damn are your tits going to hang out. You can’t wear a bra in that damn thing. It zipped and my chin was truly on my tits. The tits didn’t fit in the dress. Only my nipples fit. We argued the bonuses of double sided tape. We both agreed it was pornographic but no one on earth would have a better dress.

I will go back to prom night but some of the things I discuss are real. My prom dress was a rhinestone coated navy safari. When my friends saw my tits that fully exposed I got high fives and they dared me to flaunt the administration for breaking the dress code. My nipples were just barely in that dress. I died my hair blue black to match the dress. My biggest regret is selling that dress on ebay. As a broke college student I sold my vintage wardrobe. I listed the dress for 1500 dollars thinking no one would buy it. A cunt in japan did. I cried like a baby when I shipped off my dream dress. But that money was the capital we used to fund our thriving vintage empire. Back to the story. I still don’t know what happens on prom night. But now you know what I’ll be wearing.
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10 years ago
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to rebel979 : my dearest rebel as much as i love the curtain you are one of the boys i would have to lock in the problem and deliver the whole package. Sometimes i needed to use the couch so I could straddle a boy and rub my pussy against his dick while we kissed. If it was hardcore enough and I was in a skirt I would have a mind blowing orgasm. I will get back to erotica soon. I am talking about my real life so men better appreciate who I am before I slam them with erotica
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rebel979
rebel979 10 years ago
to linmarris : It is all good Lin, i understand that xhamster can be slow and glitchy, add in being tired and its a recipe for disaster haha. I can imagine you grabbing me and bringing me into the curtains and our hands caressing eachothers bodies. You know id love to see your pussy:D I still get ball tingles when i reread your stories, it is a great feeling. Hope to talk soon hun!
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to gor66 : i feel sorry for kids who didn't like high school. some kids weren't mature enough to have a good time. i had a fucking blast. my memories are epic. my exploits were epic. I dressed different. i fit in with anyone but cheerleaders and jocks. i didn't do PE. I actually failed and lived through it twice. I nearly killed a car full of students in driver's ed. I actually got banned from streets and was forced to drive around a parking lot. But my teacher loved me and gave me a license knowing I had never driven on a road. My town was fun. It was small. Now it is too big for it's britches. I'm 32. We didn't have cell phones or ipods. we passed notes and actually talked. I actually pity younger kids. They don't remember what it was like before social media.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to rebel979 : dear rebel, sorry i had to cut our chat short in the pm box. it reaches a certain point each night when it just freezes. i did my damndest to go back to little sis chapter one and answer all the comments i missed. My life is fucked up due to the severity of my bi-polar issues. For at least a month all I could write was bullshit in my book. I still tried to honor each comment. Then I gave up because I'm tired. I am totally a pain junkie. I swear until I started having cam sex I thought my pussy was flawed. Now I know it is my best asset. I will never post pics of my pussy. I will save those spread open shots for men like you who honor me with great comments and turn me on. you would've loved my auditorium. I hooked up with dudes in the prop room, the ticket booth, the wood loft, both dressing rooms, both side entrances, the lobby and the light booth. My biggest mistake was not going into the actual ceiling where we adjusted lights. The light area in the ceiling was reserved for the potheads. It was classic. You could watch kids light a joint and see smoke drift down from the ceiling. My teacher was oblivious. No pot was his only rule. I swore up and down I never did it. Fuck yes I got high when I had the chance. I am kind of an exhibitionist. My favorite place for foreplay was the fucking curtains. I would grab a boy wrap us both up in a curtain and we went for it. You could catch me in the curtain nearly daily. Yet no one could call me a whore because I wouldn't fuck or suck cock. I dared people to say one word about my adventures. I faked being a virgin. It worked. Men pleased me and my name was nearly changed to blue balls. I wouldn't change my behavior for the world. I'm an adult now and I don't leave a man in agony. As a teenager if you wanted your name to be clean you stayed off your knees and kept your pants on.
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gor66 10 years ago
like how the story is going reminds me of high school lol and how things went back then and how everybody belonged in a group damm thank you for that now going to put on some metal lol
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rebel979
rebel979 10 years ago
to linmarris : I agree, definetly gettin to know ya better with each blog as well as each correspondents between us. Quite hot that you are a pain junkie, I do enjoy inflicting it. However it is a damn shame that none of the men around you are wanting to lick and suck your gorgeous pussy, they are missing out I'm sure of it. Damn what I would give to have been at high school with you! That prop room would have been a frequent stop!
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to rebel979 : i really feel like i'm getting to know you one comment at a time. For me this is so much better than ten versions of how are you in the pm box. i wanted to build up the tension before i attack the epic scene. i still haven't decided what will happen. The story truly writes itself. So much of it is based on fact. From details like finally having a girl teach me how to fix my hair with hot rollers to smoking in the dressing room. I could've given her an epic fuck. Yet i do hate jocks and cheerleaders. I know it's judgemental but most men who play football have a huge ego. My mom's first date was with a quarterback. She refused to fuck him and he told everyone he fucked her and destroyed her reputation. I was seriously not allowed to date jocks. I wasn't allowed to be in band either. I did use the auditorium for all my foreplay. I wouldn't fuck and I only sucked one dude's dick after he gave me a week of killer head. But the prop room had a bed and I was always in it with some boy. The fucked up thing that is super real is that my sex life is exactly like I described with the jock. I have had the world's worst lovers. My pussy is gorgeous. No man in my world wants to lick it or touch it. I have only had sex with a man who stuck a dick in me totally dry. I seriously have not had head or decent sex since high school. I am a pain junkie and my sex life is so bad the pain of penetration when I'm not wet has been the best part about fucking for way over a decade. So I described what I've been through sexually. I am also a cunt. If a man got cocky with me the way I described the joke I would tell his girlfriend and tell the whole fucking school. I would ditch out until I could fight her off school property. I would be ready for anything she had in store for me. I learned how to handle myself and when to face a fight. No woman has been brave enough to fight me. Men sure have and it's a whole new blog to talk about how I crippled a man in a fair fight.
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rebel979
rebel979 10 years ago
Very good story again. Doing as you do and fillin it with back story and character development do we can imagine what eachh character is thinking in the moment. Love how you allow our minds to create the in our minds eye. Must say it's unfortunate that he couldn't get you wet, but sounds like he would have busted his load even faster if your pussy was wet and coating his cock as he fucked ya. Sorry for getting back late, had to go in to work to photograph some stuff.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
oh my god, im so excited to meet you. I am so jealous. i want to hear your story. I haven't listened to the doors in far too long. Right now i do have a dead weather obsession. You are the first person who has had a clue who anais nin is. I tell people to google her and find out about an amazing woman far ahead of her time. i haven't had the time to read her journals. Right now I am slowly working my way through the book 'letter's home' which was edited by sylvia plath. it is such a good read. She was so much more than a crazy bitch who put her head in the oven. As i write these sex stories i am training myself to write good fiction. Anais nin wrote erotica. I am haughty and I like my collages more than her's. But she is a far better writer. Did you ever hear that she kept a 'lie box' in her purse to keep track of what she told people. Her life was quite complicated with two husbands and two identities. Of course she is my role model.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
step daddy denis damn near every fuck i have ever had has been exactly the wretched sex i described. i've almost given up that any man will get me wet before he sticks his dick in me. luckily im a pain junkie and i adore the feeling of a dick jamming into me dry. As soon as it is in me like magic i am a pussy fountain
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snake_500011
snake_500011 10 years ago
Would not let me post said invalid message so I have sent you a pm with what I typed into it
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
I disagree this was not my sexiest work. it was more of a mental exercise. i wanted to describe the tension of a break before sex. It was important for me to describe bad sex. i swear that is how i get laid. So many women feel nothing during sex. I also really hate cheerleaders. I never fucked a quarterback but one football player had a free pass in chemistry lab to play with my ass and tits. His girlfriend was a cheerleader. They got married. I saw a picture of him and he put on two hundred pounds and he could never play with my tits even for revenge. I went places with this chapter. Honestly, these chapters come out so quick this could be an outline for my first novel. One man called me a wannabe 'shades of gray' fuck that. I never read the book. I never read best sellers. I read science fiction. If I write this as a manuscript it will go many places with so much detail it will blow your mind.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to funtimeguyga : even if i never earn a dime writing it was worth it. Anais Nin is my role model. One of her most famous quotes is basically 'we write to live twice' She also made collage art, sexy pics, wrote her life story and published erotica. I can have it all if I work hard and never give up. I encourage you to read part one of little sis and part two. you found me. you now know how to reach me. Plunge into my best erotica and get really hard for me.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to wolfrider2121 : dear wolfrider my closest friend came over tonight and i searched for my one picture of that dress. i wanted it so bad it was destined not to be there. I went on a trip through memory lane. I found lots of pictures to scan that show what i was like in drama. I have pictures of me where i look like a witch in my grandma's polyester floral blouse. It felt good to find those pictures of myself. I may not have looked at them in twenty years. I do talk about the attention I got from men at a young age. Looking at those pics i realized my allure. I wish I felt beautiful one time I took the pictures I revisited. I always felt flawed. I realized I was pretty special. I've had a great life. Selling that dress gave me a career. Life is about sacrifices. but if you could have seen the navy lions on my dress you would've thought I was the coolest chick on the planet. Then to push it with my tits propped outside my dress was killer. I was weird. I was no ponytail with a ribbon.
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linmarris
linmarris Publisher 10 years ago
to FREDRED69 : I planned to jump straight to the kinky sex but this story wrote itself. I have heard of authors who feel like their characters write the story and their hands just type. that happens to me. I can't tell you when the sex is coming or if it will be an orgy. It has to play out in my mind and it has to be perfect.
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funtimeguyga
funtimeguyga 10 years ago
I hope you write for a living....no matter if porn or not. You're great. Glad I found you.
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wolfrider2121
wolfrider2121 10 years ago
Think you could ever find another blue dress like that one lin? If I can find one I will let you know from the pics ive seen you looked beautiful in it would love to see you in it at least once in my lifetime.
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FREDRED69 10 years ago
Wow another great story.
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