Bleeping, blogs and bullshit

I was shocked by how many words got blocked on my xhamster blog. I understand why. At the same time I am glad that I can write blogs without guessing the meaning of the bleeped out word. I’m curious to see how hard I can push it. The first bleeped out word made me laugh. I use it all the time. Thank god facebook doesn’t bleep it. I wonder if hamster blocks out the word fuck. Because how can they bleep out the word fucking if they expect to let people talk about it.

No, my naughty phrase was not 'I fucked the boys.' It’s a word usually meant to describe a woman who is taken advantage of by a sexual predator. I’ve had it happen. It’s also slang for taking advantage of someone in a demeaning sexual way. I write letters so long like they feel emotionally bleeped. I won’t let them star the word over and over. I scream all the time that some situations make me feel like I have a dick in my ass. Some of my best stories involve almost bleep incidents. But if you could use the word there is too much possibility it will be abused.

The second word was what you describe as not legal. It came naturally to discuss that the nature of my early work as a teen was not an authorized activity. In that time you could begin work at f******n. But you weren’t allowed forty plus hours a week with no breaks. Another word that was bleeped out included some point when I used the word to bleep. It means a substance you take in your body to alter physical or emotional feelings. I’d like to see if xham can bleep out that whole sentence.

The final word they blocked pissed me off. I was discussing my plan to have a forest full of creatures with pigs, cows and chickens. I couldn’t use the word bleep. George orwell wrote a classic book called bleep farm. It was all about the dynamics of global politics by barnyard creatures. You never forget reading bleep farm. I feel girls who want to write about kittens. They will feel soul crushed they can’t talk about their many beloved bleeps. So how far will xhamster let me push it. Can I talk about my fat, thick pink pussy. Can I discuss having my clit licked. Because I don’t want to do this if too many words are prohibited.

I like to think on a porn site I can talk about how I like to get fucked. I don’t want to talk about kittens. I want to go into graphic detail. My whole attitude changed after I read those words bleeped out. I can’t tell the truth. Most of my sexual experiences involved having the mind of a very young teen. I can’t write about it because I guarantee the site would bleep out any number below 18 I list as my age. They will ban the whole blog. It would’ve been fun to describe the exploits I had when I was the age they really happened. So much happened in my young teens. But at the same time it is forbidden to talk about substance abuse, sexual misconduct, and the word bleep. I can talk about creatures. But the word to describe that famous book is bleeped.

I must go. My cousin Ashley is coming over. We plan to bond as family for the second time as grown women. We will probably be shitfaced. I have to clean. I want to just keep writing about sex and censorship. This blog is going to be so pg 13 depending on if they bleep out anymore words. I can’t take it if they do. Next blog I’ll discuss what I look for in a man. I’ll tell you what I think is sexy. How I liked to be fucked. The way a man can really make me wet. How music is linked to my sexual fantasies. I’ll talk about stuff I learned bullshitting with my cousin.

I screened most of the messages I got. Seriously, if you want my attention leave a blog comment. I will be able to keep track of those. Most people don’t like to read. I cater to men and women that do read and share their own opinion. I like to be a place where a person can share their secrets after I share mine. I’m curious how this is going to work. A lot of my fantasies involve v******e and kinky sex. I was hoping this would be the place to share them. I’m playing this smart. You have heard my confession that I had a lot of young sexual activity.

Each sex story I include from school will be a lie. I will always say all of my sexual exploits occurred from the month I turned eighteen until I graduated. In reality that was a very grim sex free part of life. To write this blog it has to be the free window I use to describe young sexual activity. Many stories will be fictionalized to occur in college instead of high school. I will bust myself at the beginning that these stories will be fiction based on fact. It has to be that way or it will get bleeped out.

Really I was rather innocent. At the same time I was wicked. I don’t dare write the devious tales of a young teen whore. I will pretend it all happened after my birthday or in college. I will play around with elements of erotica. It will be enhanced for your pleasure. The boy in Italy was wrong. Sure not every man will read this blog. It is much easier to watch tv. But some men want inside a woman’s mind. I split mine wide open and point out each memory. I will try to keep it short and manageable. I make no promises.