I have a reoccuring dream....

I keep having a dream that keeps replaying in my head over and over for some reason? Could it be that it's just a fantasy or could it be a true desire? You be the judge! I'm always wearing wet-look or pvc & dressed to the 9's! Everything is colour matched....opera length gloves, corset, garter belt, stockings, panties (when i'm wearing them). Sometimes it's black, sometimes it's white but the dream unfolds the same way every time. For whatever reason, in my dream i am always in a super sex-crazed state to the point where it feels like my blood is boiling! My hormones are raging, so i tak… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 1 månad sedan 2

Almost July...still nothing!

I was hoping that this year would turn out to be better than the last few years have been. Despite trying to set up "real life" meetings on more than one occassion, so far this year has been a complete bust! I've made plans a few times, only to have them fizzle out due to personal issues or real world issues such as fires, lack of money, people cancelling for various reasons, etc. I'm going to try & make July be the "break-through" month i think? I've noticed that more & more sites that are/were used to "hook-up/meet people" are becoming pay sites which is annoying to say the least, b… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 1 år sedan 9

Manners Matter!

People! If you are unsure how to address a person, be respectful & avoid anything demeaning or derogatory unless they ask you to address them that way! Just because you met one t-gurl who enjoys being called degrading/demeaning names....does not mean that the rest of us do! Politeness goes a long way! I don't/won't tolerate people disrespecting myself or others in my presence! Rude people get laid a lot less then everyone else....who wants to fuck an asshole? I sure don't! If you want to be a rude condescending asshole fine...enjoy your time jerking off!!! For the gurls out there who are e… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 2 år sedan 2

Gobble Gobble!

I had a wicked thought the other day....posting an ad on Locanto, offering to "Thank" men for their hard work. All they would have to do is show up...i "gobble", they give me their cum, we both say thank-you & we leave. I had planned to do in "male" mode but clean shaven off course, simply because getting all dolled up takes forever! That & being an anal virgin, i didn't want to give anyone "the wrong idea" lol! I will get there one day....if only i had a "practise" guy that was willing to assist me in training. One who was eager, patient & not "too big" to be able to help a virgin… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 2 år sedan 3

Father's Day

I was just curious how other people felt about "father's day" in terms of being a dresser or who are going through MTF transition? Does it have any impact on you? To me it's just another day like any other. I have k**s but they are all grown & do their own thing. About the only time i hear from them is when they need money lol! Pretty sad but at least they're independant. Do you think being in touch with your femme side detracts from "father's day" or does it impact you at all? It shouldn't make a difference i don't think but i was curious what everyone else thought?… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 2 år sedan 10

My fixation for the word "rubber" (condo

To start with before i "lay"(describe) out the fixation, i just have to say that i'm not sure if it's classified as a "fetish", "fixation", fantasy or whatever lol! I'm not too sure how or where or when that it started? I've always gotten turned on by condoms! Condoms, jimmy's, love glove, prophelactics, raincoats, rubbers...whatever name you prefer to call them lol! I think part of the reason for the initial turn-on was due to the fact that mentally it = sex. I had experimented as a virgin WAY before i had ever had intimate contact with anyone. I think i did that for a variety of reasons: to… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 2 år sedan 2

Wanting

Lately i've been wanting/desiring to create/make more pictures....wanting to cater to alot of fetishes....having the desire to be worshipped..my legs, my feet, my ass, etc....applicants must be able to take directions, be able to use a camera properly & submit 100% if i should choose that route!… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 2 år sedan 15

Homelessness

This WHOLE year has been 1 shit-show after another! I've moved 5 damn times this year & now looking at the 6th! I'm getting fed up with people offering me a safe place to live & then taking my money only to have their actions make me homeless again! This last one lasted less then 20 days for god's sake! NOW they want me to move with them because they need my fucking money again but it was their fuck-up that has caused me to be homeless YET again! For God's Sake people....if you have a place to rent to people, DON'T offer it if it violates your lease or if your lease is expiring or you… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 3 år sedan 6

"COMING OUT"

I thought i would write a blurb about wether or not people should "come out". Believe it or not, most wait until their later years to "come out" because their k**s are all grown & out of the house, they've become a widower, they've retired, or they finally feel safe & secure enough to do so. There are ALWAYS tonnes of factors to consider before deciding wether or not to"come out"....the BIGGEST factor is what effect(if any) it will have on your day to day life. For some of us, we've already crossed that thresh-hold a long time ago & the reasons why vary as much as the weather. I d… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 3 år sedan 2

Almost time again ugh!

So it's almost the end of June & i'm definately NOT looking forward to having to move again! I've put "feelers" out just about everywhere i can think of but so far nothing but crickets chirpping! Trying to find affordible places to live on a restricted budget is frustrating as hell & definately doesn't help with my exhisting depression! Trying to decide if i should put stuff in storage & "rough" it out on the streets in order to save money or keep looking some more? I can't understand why it's been so difficult to find something affordible? Trying to remain calm & keeping my ne… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 3 år sedan

2021 thus far...

Well so far 2021 has been the worst year of my life so far! After 10 years being together with the woman i thought i would truly spend the rest of my life with, she walked out on me for a "pretty boy" online because the grass is always greener on the other side right? Forget the fact that they've never spoken on skype or face-time or video chat...or the fact that he lived in the United States...only to find out 4 months later that he was GAY! LMFAO! The break-up was rough enough but we were also splitting the costs for an apartment as well! Being on assistance i couldn't afford the rent mysel… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 3 år sedan

X-mas

Hopefully everyone stays safe during the "holidays" although not much to celebrate this year per say...that being said a girl could always use her stockings being stuffed i'm sure! A little Christmas Cream(ing/pie) if you will...dress up & put yourself under the tree to be opened & played with later!… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 3 år sedan

Other sites

Just thought i would display a few other resources TvChix.com (mostly UK) -free to join, has forums & live chat X-dresser.ca (mostly Canadian) - free to join, has forums & chat Locanto Doublelist PornHub Flickr groups TubeGalore HUGE selection of vids, free to join AShemaleTube.com… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 4 år sedan

To SPIT or SWALLOW?

It's an age-old question that has intrigued minds since the dawn of time. If someone swallows, it indicates a closeness & sincerity , as well as showing the reciever is into it either because they like the taste or the feeling. If someone spits, it could mean they dislike the taste, have a strong gag-reflex, or are simply not that into it. I've always assumed that men would prefer to have someone willing to swallow, as it feels amazing at the point of climax! It also gives the reciever the thril of feeling the cock grow in their mouth & begin to pulse & throb right at the point lea… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 4 år sedan 30

Depression

Whether we choose to admit it or not, depression is a very real & very common problem for many of us in the lifestyle! YES! I am included in those statistics as well! It took a very long time for me to come to terms with my identity & finally had to "get help" in order to "get a grip" on my mental health. Everyone has their own story, their own journey, their own past, their own experiences & their own demons & current life struggles....that being said, many of us have ALOT in common! We all face the same challenges in this lifestyle, but it's our own individuality &… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 4 år sedan

Picture/video tips

I've noticed & occassionally been asked about how to improve the quality of pictures/videos. That in mind, i thought i would share a few tips that i employ to "maximize" the effect of said media. Keep in mind that these are NOT stead-fast rules that have to be employed every time, rather they are things i've learned dduring photography courses & trial & error. Feel free to try them out for yourselves & adjust to suit to your own tastes/needs. 1) Try to ensure the area where you wish to take pics is free of background clutter. The less clutter showing in the frame, the le… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 4 år sedan

Reasons to date T-gurls

1) We generally luv sucking cock & are usually better at it because we're enthusiastic & we know first hand what feels good! 2) Alot of us LUV to swallow! 3) We LUV to dress sexy to feel more femminine...guys appreciate eye-candy! 4) We rarely get headaches or aren't in the mood. 5) We don't get moody during certain times of the month. 6) Try as you might, we can't get pregnant...but we'll still ask you to try! 7) We're generally receptive to requests. 8) We can hide in plain sight as a friend & become your "special" friend when alone. 9) We can have alot of the same hobbies or in… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 4 år sedan 3

Fantasy

This post is to list off some of my fantasies that i have: 1) Spit-Roast looks sexily intrigueing & makes me both horny & hungry at the same time. 2) Strap-on just about anything involving a strap-on....just NOT the huge kinds! 3) Cosplay/Roleplay i have a variety in mind to play out 4) Wife/Gf just the basic spouse fantasy but making it feel like making love NOT just having sex. 5) Fantasy costumes whether pics and/or vids or various fantasy figures, provided i can assemble an outfit that makes it look believeable or not 6) Lost in the woods 7) Dogging 8) Gangbang 9) Facial? 10? BBC… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 4 år sedan 2

FAQ's & answers

I was thinking that i would invest the time to address some Frequently asked questions, to save time & energy, and to provide a more rounded out bio/background/page. 1) Are those really your pictures? YES! The pictures in my galleries are 100% me...no fake boobs, no wig, no face anything, what you see is what you get. 2) Do you suck? YES! Truth be told i find giving oral rather pleasureable for myself as well....i even like to SWALLOW! It's quite the rewardiing & thrilliing experience to feel a man grow larger & harder in your mouth until you finally get your creamy reward at the… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 4 år sedan

My likes & dislikes

I thought i would take the time to make a post about my likes & dislikes, so that once people read through, i won't have to constantly repeat myself lol! And if people are too lazy initially to read it but start asking anyway, i can refer them to this posting. Saves alot of time, energy & frustration i find! Before i begin listing off my likes & dislikes, i want to take time to say that if you see something on my dislike list that you are into, chances are that we probably wouldn't be a good match. That being said, i will be listing some things that while i'm not into, i can… Läs mer

Publicerat av alta_lola 4 år sedan 2