About

Dear Sirs,
Hi, femboys, sissy's, cd, transgender and of course nativ girls.
I am healthy, HIV neg. on PrEP

Thanks for your interest. I hope you have the patience for reading my long profile text. I don't just collect friends. I try to keep the overview about connection which make sense. First of all please note my current requirements for friendship. I am not happy to see big hairy CDs. Either you are a masculine top/dom daddy or bear or a feminine skinny bottom/sub, perferable in lingerie. I am also open for native girls. If it fits I could imagine a relationship with fems. A compromise could be a impressive colletion of pics and clips or a great idea. And a profile which is filled less than 50% is a weak base for a friendship. To find common themes simple pics of you and your age are usefull, better as PM, but before a friend request. From now I hope this will be respected, otherwise I explain you what I miss, remove the request immediatly, but are open for an new one. I am tired to spend so many time with senseless request and explain, what a friendship means. Its definitally not just for simple "friend" collecting.

I am a switcher with a wide range of interests and fantasies. I have a submissive and a dominant side but most of my life I was in ordinary relationships with girls. I think the definition is genderfluid. First I described me as a man but then I apear as gay, which I am not. I can switch pretty good depending the situation. Below you see descriptions for both sides.
At the age of 30 I was already the sex slave of an old man but now the next step is maybe to be a whore for every interested man (see below "for doms and tops" and "for subs").
I would also like to found a small local network with people around Solothurn. The advantage would be to spontaneously meet people for different activities without the need for long-term planning and long journeys. Sharing locations or information about it, helping as Photographer, cameraman etc., being one of 10 guys for gangbang and bukkake would be great too. We will see.
My penthouse with wood trusses is a great playground, e.g. for bondage. There is a guest room for visitors/traveler, a webcam corner and photo/video equipment for those who like to continue their webcam business or making hot pics during their stay. Maybe I can join your show (masked).

I am not a very frequent and serious visitor of this page but I just try to read and answer posts.
I have more than 1’000’000 porn pics and clips of almost any kind of porn. Unfortunately, I don’t have the links but the files of the downloaded ones. I guess the owners of the files and the web page don’t like when I upload files instead of placing links. Anyway…I will check that.
I don't like to be accidentally found here by the people of my normal life.....so, no face pics in the public space. I also don’t plan any coming-out, prefer to keep my kinks secret. But who knows. It takes me a lot of time to delete apartment details on pictures. That’s why I can’t feed my profile with files within short time.
My intention here is to share experiences, ideas and maybe pics and clips with interesting people, getting friends. Mainly I like to feel the real world and meet people for short or long stay. Sharing my penthouse and car....its pretty urgent (see below).

My characteristics and development
I am generally open-minded, tolerant, intelligent, clean and healthy. People say I am handsome.
My figure is a bit unusual for a man because I was a femboy. My legs are 90cm long (half of the body height). Chest-waist-hip size: 92-72-91 cm at a weight of 66kg (lowest weight since 1985). By eating a bit more, I could change my figure from skinny to athletic, which is more daddy like.…just an option if the daddy role gets more important than the sissy role (1 pic in my gallery).
I had a wise mentor for a while. I learned from his interesting views many obligations of a sissy bitch. “A good cunt lubes itself” was one of his slogans.
Why so skinny? I think it is my duty to be frugal and cheap for keeping me alive. Maybe a severe master can help me staying skinny and weak. In addition, a slave should also be physically inferior. In my point of view, something goes wrong if a slave is fat and wears clothes for several hundred dollars. For all my sisters who are at anorexic risk: forget what I wrote. Health comes first!
An easy way to see crossdressers mature age is from the face. Maybe a gay doesn’t mind and accepts it. Nice attitude, which I unfortunately don’t have! I think it can spoil the effort and the illusion of looking sexy feminine. Because of that and for hiding my identity, I wear in the public space something like a self-made mask. Of course, that can change later. But I am really interested in it, maybe silicone made female masks. I even thinking about manufacturing affordable custom masks for everybody. Do you know interesting links?
At the age of 8, I have started fingering my asshole. Because the internet came much later, I started drawing my own dirty porn (e.g. horse destroyed asshole of girl) with 12y. With 16y I was interested to make extra money as a prostitute (at this time legal). But without internet, e-mail and handy, finding men for secretly trying out life as a whore, was too difficult. After I often fucked myself with a self-made dildo.
With 20y the video cameras became affordable and I made my first movie.
At the age of 30, I was the sissy slave of an old man. My sex during different straight affairs became more and rougher.
From 47y, girly boys attracted me more and more. I also realized that a mature body like mine could still have sexy attributes and I restarted filming my dirty games.
My outfit is not nice but because I am not a glamour girl, it’s ok for me. I accept disrupted clothes which a real woman would throw away. And my heavy military boots can’t get spoiled during hard jobs. The lingerie just helps me to realize my role and place. Anyway, I planned to buy new clothes for those who prefer it sexier. I also need more toys and equipment. Chinese internet shops offer cheap products.

I don’t know how reliable the following test is but it is pretty common in the scene.
== My results from bdsmtest.org == during sub feelings
100% Degradee
98% Slave
83% Masochist
75% Pet
67% Exhibitionist
67% Voyeur
64% Submissive
56% Boy/Girl
50% Rope bunny
50% Non-monogamist
46% Age player
45% Primal (Prey)
41% Vanilla
40% Brat
34% Experimentalist
1% Brat tamer
0% Primal (Hunter)
0% Rigger
0% Daddy/Mommy
0% Dominant
0% Degrader
0% Owner
0% Master/Mistress
0% Sadist
0% Switch

Samples of my sexual interests
Active or passive depends on my role as a dom or sub
Ass fuck, maybe rough without lube (a good cunt lubes itself); fisting (currently max. dia. 7.5cm and 20cm deep); belly/stomach bulging *; face fuck; sloppy BJ; deep throat*; cumming on body; cum drinking *; pissed on; piss drinking *; shit games *; anal alcohol injection *; BDSM, slapping whipping without extreme pain and staying marks; humiliation; degradation; gang bang *; feminization; exposing; role play; interracial (BBC); dirty talking.
Please ask me anything you want, no matter how sick it is.

*Explanations
Practices I still learning/training.
Please Sir, fuck me deep for belly bulging only if you are experienced and sure, my tight body is suited. I am still learning. Basically, I accept that even my bowel is public domain.
Shit games are degusting for me but if I get told I can smear it on my body. Maybe a little bit in my mouth without swallowing. Please, only my own shit…sorry.
If I throat fuck myself, I can avoid puking…I just get full of slime. I am a bit scared of what will happen under a brutal master.
Anal alcohol injection together with rough fucking gives a heavy but short pain. The cunt tries automatically to protect itself and changes within seconds into a slime-dripping fuck hole, ready even for fisting.
Some practices are known as unsafe but maybe my knowledge is obsolete. Let’s discuss.

Preferences for contacts to reduce the number of friend requests. Actually, the preferences are mainly for real meetings but it would be great to fit for writing too:

For doms and tops
Daddies, bears and other heavyweight older alpha males can use me as their pervert devoted fuck toy, sissy, crossdresser (if you like), whore, and slave. I just have a few limits but like to learn more. Please don't hesitate to ask me anything. Please note that I don't feel gay to real men, but my ass cunt worries me too much. I am not attracted to real men in lingerie and I am in the girl's role only. The accidentally found sissy rules describe my sick identification pretty good. Please mister, give my life sense and show me my place below alpha males. I call myself gamma male, not beta male because in some of my fantasies my social rank is even deeper.
Maybe when we knowing more about each other (see the beginning of my profile), we can think about a meeting. For a meeting, it doesn’t matter if you fall in love with me or you are just amused by giving your stupid slut senseless orders or watch me cleaning on all four and ward your dog, which wants to jump on me.
I wrote already about my lost job. I was pretty successful in it (details later). Because I am still unemployed, I am in serious financial trouble. Please remember, my always hungry ass cunt and the porn addiction are the main problems. After I unsuccessfully tried out several ways for quitting my bad habits, the hard last one could relieve me: It seems my 2-hole body is currently the only thing which works. The worst case is to give up my profession and start as a whore. It’s a tragic but maybe the only conclusion! I should learn to serve men even on days when I hate it. Enjoying it is not my right. Sometimes in the supermarket, I randomly focus on men and imagine they are my next guests. A strange feeling! I am afraid to find out if it’s really my determination. Or is it just a kind of a sick roleplay? Because I am not in the position to request payment, 1-3 possessive pimps (maybe you) can arrange guests for optional donations. Sorry, I am ashamed to talk about that. My aim is to serve men for free, thank them for spending their time and giving my trashy life sense. Maybe you can offer or arrange a job for me….no matter if a serious or dirty one.
Sounds strange but there are some things which turn me off: rimming and licking feet. Real men in lingerie who want to be fucked.

Actually, I don’t have the right to select male doms by their look. But the following would help me to learn my place easier:
Important: NO lingerie
Physical preferences:
• Age: min. 45y
• Height: min. 180cm
• Figure: normal till extreme heavyweight, no matter if muscular or corpulent. Never feel shy, even as a fat, hairy, ugly giant.
• Cock size: to reach my throat is an advantage.

For subs, bottom (or lover) :)
Some years ago I started to look for trans-X porn. Now I am crazy for young and feminine femboys, ladyboys, crossdresser, sissies, transgender....even twinks.

Your physical Preferences (P)/requirements (R), outfit, especially for meetings:
• Age: max. 35y (P)
• Figure: flat (P) or small chested (R) and really skinny (R). Anorexic ones should not feel shy to contact me. From smooth to hard-bodied (low fat) fit; normal but not big butt (R); waist smaller than hip size (P); straight legs (R).
• Look feminine or twink like body (P); Face feminine or cute (P) or able/willing to transform slightly with makeup, wig or willing to wear a mask (R);
• Hairiness: hairless/shaved body (P); max. slight hair on legs(R); hairless or trimmed no bushy genital hair (R); shaved face or full face mask (R).
• Examples of outfits: feminine clothes like underwear, lingerie, stockings, high heels, corset, top, body, sexy leather latex, accessories (P); mini/micro skirt, hot pants, skinny jeans, dresses; schoolgirl, maid, goth, Emo, bikini, cosplay costume; there is no need for overloaded luxury, glamour outfits; Maybe just naked or in boys wear. It depends on the overall picture. Just let’s see. I guess you know what looks sexy on you.

Meeting/relationship with dick girls is new for me. I am still interested in a real girl, also young and skinny. If my feelings for you become deep, maybe even love, I can be more than a dom or daddy. I have/had different youngsters as friends, buddies and lover. I am not a freak and can also treat you gently. Let's share our experiences and ideas. Beginners welcome! See also the description of my apartment photo/video equipment. Maybe experienced sluts will like me to organize a session with some bad guy’s e.g. Albanian, BBC, singles or gang bang. I would control the situation and ensure your limits and health.
I also like aphrodisiacs and substances. Want to try out poppers but actually, I already have something effective ….a nearly unknown, hard to get combo. But attention: I already lost myself for a whole week, disregarded sleeping and health. Probably one reason why I am unemployed. Anyway, I like the long winter nights for dirty games or discussions and party.
I know I am not a youngster anymore and my butt needs some exercising. As a daddy my age is ok. But also as a friend or even lover, I don’t know any complaints from youngsters. Only one thing: I am not very strong equipped but know lots of alternatives for those who need to be completely filled.

For all serious transgender which are angry about my porn oriented profile: Sorry….I know to live as a transgender is not just sexy. Usually, it is a hard and long journey thru open questions and conflicts. And when you realized your wrong gender, it needs the most difficult decision of your life. After choosing MTF transformation, new challenges will come and you must build up a new identification, a new life before you can enjoy inner freedom and peace. Maximum respect and all the best for your long way.