My Master – My Daddy – Part 2
My Master – My Daddy – Part 2
Those who havent read the first part of the post, please read it here :
https://xhamster.com/posts/9987346
Id like to add a recent play session with master with this post….
Daddy had me do this new routine to offer my cum as my tribute to him… The process is, while I cum, I’d have to stay on my knees, with one hand rubbing my clitty while the other hand is placed at the tip… yes you’ve guessed it.. its to catch the cum… while doing this, I am to say “Please master, accept my offerings for you”…. Then after cumming, I have to take that cum from both my hands and apply it all over my wanting face… making me a cumslut for my master… When all the cum is on my face now, I’d say “Thank you master…. Thank you for accepting my offer”… I know this is all virtual, but the fact that someone is making me do these things, against my will is really turning me on… From where is he getting these kinky ideas….? I really don’t know.. but I love it… I love him being this kinky… never met anyone like that…
So, the first time, when master ordered me to do this, I was in the state of arousal, before cumming I mean… I didn’t really think nor did I want to…. I wanted to follow him blindly… Do whatever he says… like my life depended on him… And I love the feeling of being submissive., obeying orders, feeling small.. being helpless…the humiliation is what gives me the kick… and the pleasure while cumming was awesome… I chanted… Please accept my humble offerings master” while rubbing myself to cum… I had one of the strongest splashes of all time… His words had made me that horny…
Now it was time for me to apply the cum on my face…But then the man in me awoke… like many sissies, right after cumming, I too felt a guilt feeling… I was in a confused state. A mixture of feelings stroke me. Do I want to do this? Isn't it very dirty? What does this makes me? I am a man not a sissy., I cant be doing this… This is not who I am… All these feelings and thoughts ran into my mind in a few fraction of seconds…Then my real self kicked in… The sissy in me surfaced again… The man in me is gone… She guided my hands to my face… applying and smearing the cum all over my face… I thought for a second, how did I even allow myself to think like that? whats wrong with me? Why did I hesitate? If daddy knew I hesitated, the punishment would be severe… I had this fear in me… and more so the guilt.. why did I let the man awake?
Then the next day, I confessed my feelings on last night to master. He asked me what made me think like that? I said I don’t know… He said, think about it and tell me tomorrow… I had a hard thought about it… couldn't find the answer., and then it struck me., after I had cummed, for a split second, the man in me had woken up and preached me about morality… such a looser…
Master didn’t allow me to cum for the following two days… The next time, we had a kast sharing session, where he shared a video of a young sissy sucking off her daddy… God that was soo hot.. the way she was, her beautiful feminine curves, her petite budding breasts, her silky smooth body, her lace panties, her shoulder length grown weavy hair, her dark eyes, her pouty lips, her pale white skin, her lean frame body, her tight ass and her even tighter hole…. Wow., simply wow., made me fall in love with her, at the same time I was really really jealous of her… She was all that I cant be.. I wanted soo badly to be her.. to take her place… to kneel down before my master. ,to service him., to he his bitch., to be his toy .. to be his slut., I told my master about my thoughts about her and he told me, that I can do a much better job than her… that one word filled me with loads of confidence and happiness… butterflies were all over my stomach…. Felt like a little gurl with chocolates…hehe…
Then he said, that in the future, I’d shave myself fully (I’m living with my parents, so fully shaving my body is tad difficult right now…), workout so that my curves would improve, get some piercings on my ears, nose and my nipples…. God I love that…. and my secret wish is to get on my belly button too…I haven’t said this to daddy yet… so shhhhhh… bangles, earrings, sexy necklaces, hip rings, anklets, toe rings, high heels., sexy dresses and lots moreeee… his words were making my clitty soo wet…. I was practically jumping in my seat…
So this time, he had me fetch few clothespins. He ordered me to clip one on each nipple, one on both the earlobes and one on my left nostril…. Then it struck me… he is giving me the pleasure and sensation of being pierced… hehe how thoughtful… and yes, the pleasure was overwhelming for me.. my nipples were burning in a few seconds., as were my earlobes and nostril a few minutes later…fuck I loved it… the pain… which I have now accustomed to .. .. master enjoys inflicting pain.. and I have grown to enjoy it too… Even ordinary porn is boring to me now…my heart craves to be abused and used…
Then he asked me, what made me hesitate the other day…By this time, I was at the peak of my horniness, the pegs on my nipples, ears and nostril isn’t helping the fact either….I told him the truth., I told him the man in me had comeout for that glimpse of a second and he made me hesitate….
Then he told me…who I am really., he made me tell myself., that I am his sissy, that I am his whore., that I am his slut, that I am his pet., nothing more…. I had reassured myself… I now know who I am…and there is no denying that fact…
He told me that he has plans for me to get a penectomy in the future., actually modifying my clit, not removing it entirely,. So that a small part of my failure to be a man would remain with me, reminding me of my place in this world., that I am not a man., that I can never be a man., that I am his silly little sissy slut for life…
And with that, me on my knees, cum came out rushing on to my waiting hand., much more intense than the last time….took a few minutes to get my senses back… I properly cupped all of it and smeared all over my face… and surprise surprise., there is no trace of that yucky man this time…. I was in complete sissy bliss….I was happy… I told to master that I didn’t hesitate this time and the ugly thoughts didn’t come to me…
He simply said “Good Girl!”
If you have made it this far, I thank you for reading my blog, fire in your dirty comments as you leave...
-- With Love,
Sophie,
Collared sissy slave of Master Raj.
Those who havent read the first part of the post, please read it here :
https://xhamster.com/posts/9987346
Id like to add a recent play session with master with this post….
Daddy had me do this new routine to offer my cum as my tribute to him… The process is, while I cum, I’d have to stay on my knees, with one hand rubbing my clitty while the other hand is placed at the tip… yes you’ve guessed it.. its to catch the cum… while doing this, I am to say “Please master, accept my offerings for you”…. Then after cumming, I have to take that cum from both my hands and apply it all over my wanting face… making me a cumslut for my master… When all the cum is on my face now, I’d say “Thank you master…. Thank you for accepting my offer”… I know this is all virtual, but the fact that someone is making me do these things, against my will is really turning me on… From where is he getting these kinky ideas….? I really don’t know.. but I love it… I love him being this kinky… never met anyone like that…
So, the first time, when master ordered me to do this, I was in the state of arousal, before cumming I mean… I didn’t really think nor did I want to…. I wanted to follow him blindly… Do whatever he says… like my life depended on him… And I love the feeling of being submissive., obeying orders, feeling small.. being helpless…the humiliation is what gives me the kick… and the pleasure while cumming was awesome… I chanted… Please accept my humble offerings master” while rubbing myself to cum… I had one of the strongest splashes of all time… His words had made me that horny…
Now it was time for me to apply the cum on my face…But then the man in me awoke… like many sissies, right after cumming, I too felt a guilt feeling… I was in a confused state. A mixture of feelings stroke me. Do I want to do this? Isn't it very dirty? What does this makes me? I am a man not a sissy., I cant be doing this… This is not who I am… All these feelings and thoughts ran into my mind in a few fraction of seconds…Then my real self kicked in… The sissy in me surfaced again… The man in me is gone… She guided my hands to my face… applying and smearing the cum all over my face… I thought for a second, how did I even allow myself to think like that? whats wrong with me? Why did I hesitate? If daddy knew I hesitated, the punishment would be severe… I had this fear in me… and more so the guilt.. why did I let the man awake?
Then the next day, I confessed my feelings on last night to master. He asked me what made me think like that? I said I don’t know… He said, think about it and tell me tomorrow… I had a hard thought about it… couldn't find the answer., and then it struck me., after I had cummed, for a split second, the man in me had woken up and preached me about morality… such a looser…
Master didn’t allow me to cum for the following two days… The next time, we had a kast sharing session, where he shared a video of a young sissy sucking off her daddy… God that was soo hot.. the way she was, her beautiful feminine curves, her petite budding breasts, her silky smooth body, her lace panties, her shoulder length grown weavy hair, her dark eyes, her pouty lips, her pale white skin, her lean frame body, her tight ass and her even tighter hole…. Wow., simply wow., made me fall in love with her, at the same time I was really really jealous of her… She was all that I cant be.. I wanted soo badly to be her.. to take her place… to kneel down before my master. ,to service him., to he his bitch., to be his toy .. to be his slut., I told my master about my thoughts about her and he told me, that I can do a much better job than her… that one word filled me with loads of confidence and happiness… butterflies were all over my stomach…. Felt like a little gurl with chocolates…hehe…
Then he said, that in the future, I’d shave myself fully (I’m living with my parents, so fully shaving my body is tad difficult right now…), workout so that my curves would improve, get some piercings on my ears, nose and my nipples…. God I love that…. and my secret wish is to get on my belly button too…I haven’t said this to daddy yet… so shhhhhh… bangles, earrings, sexy necklaces, hip rings, anklets, toe rings, high heels., sexy dresses and lots moreeee… his words were making my clitty soo wet…. I was practically jumping in my seat…
So this time, he had me fetch few clothespins. He ordered me to clip one on each nipple, one on both the earlobes and one on my left nostril…. Then it struck me… he is giving me the pleasure and sensation of being pierced… hehe how thoughtful… and yes, the pleasure was overwhelming for me.. my nipples were burning in a few seconds., as were my earlobes and nostril a few minutes later…fuck I loved it… the pain… which I have now accustomed to .. .. master enjoys inflicting pain.. and I have grown to enjoy it too… Even ordinary porn is boring to me now…my heart craves to be abused and used…
Then he asked me, what made me hesitate the other day…By this time, I was at the peak of my horniness, the pegs on my nipples, ears and nostril isn’t helping the fact either….I told him the truth., I told him the man in me had comeout for that glimpse of a second and he made me hesitate….
Then he told me…who I am really., he made me tell myself., that I am his sissy, that I am his whore., that I am his slut, that I am his pet., nothing more…. I had reassured myself… I now know who I am…and there is no denying that fact…
He told me that he has plans for me to get a penectomy in the future., actually modifying my clit, not removing it entirely,. So that a small part of my failure to be a man would remain with me, reminding me of my place in this world., that I am not a man., that I can never be a man., that I am his silly little sissy slut for life…
And with that, me on my knees, cum came out rushing on to my waiting hand., much more intense than the last time….took a few minutes to get my senses back… I properly cupped all of it and smeared all over my face… and surprise surprise., there is no trace of that yucky man this time…. I was in complete sissy bliss….I was happy… I told to master that I didn’t hesitate this time and the ugly thoughts didn’t come to me…
He simply said “Good Girl!”
If you have made it this far, I thank you for reading my blog, fire in your dirty comments as you leave...
-- With Love,
Sophie,
Collared sissy slave of Master Raj.
4 years ago
