Me and why here...........
I'm 'Dee' (well my name here lol) and been married 15 years out of my 35 years.
But as the years passed, though he has good job and provides well financially, he doesn't in other areas like attention, interest or in bed...used to have sex a lot but he is more interested in his career, so what is a woman to do? lol
Risky seeking sexual release elsewhere, but well hasn't stopped me sometimes, and why I said bisexual in profile is well finding release hasn't just been with men....and given a choice? I couldn't say which I preferred as loved both. Maybe, well definately my first experience with another woman, was more exciting as it was new and unexpected and at the time a bit risque, different and to my mind at the time Taboo...so mild now, but for me so wonderful.
Not wanting to take too many risks with marriage did decide on porn and fantasising as my release....yes we all know what I mean by release, so men you don't have to ask if I, 'played with myself', 'rubbed myself', 'used a dildo', etc...yes I did ok.
Spent quite a bit of spare time watching and reading on here, and became a bit of a secret addiction, one I enjoyed. The more I watched/read the more I wanted, and the dirtier I want it to be, and now I'm left with a head full of dirty, perverted and Taboo thoughts/fantasies.........so rather than just watch and read other's blogs, I have joined to chat and share my fantasies, with those that want to chat xxxx
But as the years passed, though he has good job and provides well financially, he doesn't in other areas like attention, interest or in bed...used to have sex a lot but he is more interested in his career, so what is a woman to do? lol
Risky seeking sexual release elsewhere, but well hasn't stopped me sometimes, and why I said bisexual in profile is well finding release hasn't just been with men....and given a choice? I couldn't say which I preferred as loved both. Maybe, well definately my first experience with another woman, was more exciting as it was new and unexpected and at the time a bit risque, different and to my mind at the time Taboo...so mild now, but for me so wonderful.
Not wanting to take too many risks with marriage did decide on porn and fantasising as my release....yes we all know what I mean by release, so men you don't have to ask if I, 'played with myself', 'rubbed myself', 'used a dildo', etc...yes I did ok.
Spent quite a bit of spare time watching and reading on here, and became a bit of a secret addiction, one I enjoyed. The more I watched/read the more I wanted, and the dirtier I want it to be, and now I'm left with a head full of dirty, perverted and Taboo thoughts/fantasies.........so rather than just watch and read other's blogs, I have joined to chat and share my fantasies, with those that want to chat xxxx
5 years ago
