My struggle in Sex Life

Hey! I would like to give all my readers a kiss.
I am opening up myself around guys now. I stopped feeling remorse not wearing a hijab in public. I now feel so horny whenever I look at biys. I can't control the myself. Please give me advice on controlling my sexual activity. I know it is zinah that is why I still haven't let any guy penetrate me. I have done handjob and feel extreme pleasure from guys.
My xhamster lovers I will be honestly happy if you could please send me phone card number as gifts. I am looking for a manager as safety is most important thing to me. I don't want to end up like Qandeel Baloch. I love to become a bitch for money but I am not going to say I want to do it in public.
I will support sex in privacy without face in videos of girls.
All the porn has women in the position of exploitation. I know us girls enjoy being the centre of attention and free us from restrictions and give us so much freedom and empoer us but why don't guys have to be in the degrading position.
Why can't girls in hijab choose to pay the guy for degrading him like we want to. I know I have attitude but female face on camera should not be the focus even though I like how this is the only true profession for girls where they get to make it to the spotlight.