2019 log, will update here..

https://hypnotube.com/video/f3mm3-f4t4l3-yamyam-6274.html

Wow, bite my bubblegum, oooie gooie chewwie ! , i will prolly hate it in a couple of hours... but for now tis on repeat

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2019 nov 18 one more update below thisone!


Age, is it not just a nasty number?

hoping finasteride and minoxidl will work wonders..

think i am going to lie about my age abit..

But i will start slow like, 27 or something...

perhaps i could do 22...
Think i need a thicker coat of hair before i start
with such naughty little lies :D
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altho its almost never good to lie... hmmm

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2019 nov 18

About a week ago i got my belly button pierced :D

so sweet!, if it doesnt go bad in the coming 2 weeks then it proabably wont! Yay!

Girly pink and Fun! (yes i know i am 31...)

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2019-10-16
Yay Finasteride 1mg´s 28x3 arrived today!

Hopefully i tolerate them well and give me a full head of hair!

:3

happy



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school n such taking upp most of my time, still sucking shaving and i wore clear nailpolish to school the other day (yay me!)

Got a question in chat that was kinda hot to answer, short and kindof dry answer from me but ; :3

When did you first know you were Sissy? Or what do you think made you into a Sissy?14:19
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thanks for asking, i think just the past two years have been a period of full acceptance of beeing a sissy.
I am naturally abit sumbissive and mild tempered (usually) I think it is in my dna but all the events thruougt my youth really shaped me as a lesser male, girls uninterested in me sexually etc, alot of things made me into the sissy i am today, but i think chatting and realising i liked the idea of beeing a panty boy was the first realization that i might be abit of a sissy.. (that was around age **
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Not that i have time to chatt... If your interested in irl, hit me up, but chatting is not really something i have alot of time for..
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Theres been a few fun moments in my sissylyfe but i have tried to focus on school..

And now i think maybie i fucked upp to badly... i may have to lower my ambitions and perhaps before anything else, detoxing from everything (not tht it is verry extreme but i really need to pull a small miracle to pass a test in two days, i am now a week furthur behind in physics and...)

i need serious help, 31 one years living at home, i was going to take drastic measures the 8th of august unless i had found new accomodations... but true to my infurating fear of everyhting i have stayed passive and not taken any action what so ever, (excluding trying to study tho)

2 days awake , a alittle relapse so to speak :<

i guess someform of rehab could work for me now, a few years ago i would not have been able to admitt my weakness , but i find submitting to some form of authority, even if they are not perfect, trying to be perfect myself and only listening to myself didnt end upp to great...
(or i will just do some kinde of miracle and i will still be on track and can do without rehab and instead just getting my own place if i can get into a university and somehow manage.

alot of the times of my sissy desires its grows diffrently thruout the day, but in the end i think im really into beeing a little, with that said i like other forsm of relations.. with men.. hmmm yeah diapers...

... ending this short uppdate, i wear a pink backpack to school :P
i have hade som verry pink/purple stuff on a couple of times and my sweet science teacher i kinda told her about the dressing upp part, (she asked what had happened to my face after i got a punch and my second eyebrow fucked..)

anyway... im a sissy sttodlidooo id like a girl too but .. yeah im a sissy wohoo! ;P

cherrs sexfiends and masturbatathors <3
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2019 july 27 , 20:52 Short update

Slept with cage on last nite! woke up a couple of times from night stiffness :P

slept from 2-ish untill 12, had not aired my thing before sleep, chose to take it off, slept another 4 hours...

On again, small plugg in.. will go to store and buy sugar, gonna make some jam and some elderflower saft (englado for saft?, juice is not right..)
Or i will just say bubbles to that and make some kind of pinkish coloured fruit wine :P

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start 2019-july-27 08:43

From yesterday, pink lips cheeks and eye/brow area.. the looks i got lol :P (people were generally even more friendlier than usual :) )

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On the Train i put on mascara, then i had made a misstake and was outside of an air conditioned are for 3 minutes and i dont know wtf i was doing..

But took pics when i came home :)

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Met a guy i have seen once later that evening (last night :P) Will update later...
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2019-july-26 00:10

stuff from shopping tripp

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aaan selfie pratice^^

for years 10-12, it says on the packadge, no mention of 30 yr old sissies.. :p

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Sissylog entry start 2019-07-24 19:08
Might make a longer write up of today but i will start of short, incase there is a cock just a msg away somewhere ;)

After yesterdays relaxing i wanted to get something done, the mission to go all sissied up at a shopping mall ways awway from my home town went to shit! jump too ********** if you want to skip the litterary details of my miserey..

I got on the wrong train. then got stuck in a town called landskrona, there is a cool track by svenska akademien by that same name but wait i digress.

Wtf happened in landskrona, but ofc a 1 hour fucking wait for the buss to take me to the mall where i would do my misison... Then 1 hour stop happend, and i swore to myself at the start fo the day i will always be somehwere with air conditioning, ofc that stop in landskrona had only a shady place at a biclycle stand.. took me 15 minutes to walk over there cause, heat, me , beebpooopbob game over.. A shady looking guy with a firendly face said he recogized me, i was like wut who are you? and i shit you not he said a friend in need is a friend indees but a friend with weed .. and he lost his trail of thougt and handed me alittle piece of the marijuanas.. i couldn take all four without water --"hehe reference"

so i went to the closest bench i could find in the shade... Beeing sun zenile i knew getting stoned would chill me down abit, and also zero fucks where given to passers by , altho the making of the mix i tried beeing semi discreet, failed at that too dropping the piece at first, and having too look around for it , my ass was slick tight to my slightly moist skin as i had been perspiring abit... But rolling up i cant do that with one hand... a few coll dudes slowed down in their cars passing by, and some older ladys either smiled abit or frowned, i did try to hide my midday decadence from k**s n shit , the have this maassive power to give me (bad concsience , im not proud of my drinking either, altho i am quite prowd of my drinking)

shit im need sleep..

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well when i finally got to centersyd i was baked out of my mind.. i got cold feet and took of a padded top i had underneath my slick black shirt... i did not expet the amount of people thhere but i think it is close to payday in sweden so i kinda fucked up on the planning part... talked to a girl who worked at dressman as i went outside for a smoke (second girl claiming to be 18 and seemigly happy to chatt! today, wich was nice tho my baked head was not really up for chatting with allisyn or what her name whas (never heard it before, eveidently italian)

Ofc i was more interested in her day and her hair and shoes altho i felt she was a cute girl no sexual frustrations arose from my side since it seemed clear she couild se that i had som basic makeup foiundation and some pink lippgloss on and such :) *

I felt abit awqward after abit tho cuz now the heat was doing its thing and i was stoned (i get blanked zonedd out fucked from the minutes amounts, just a sleepaid, relaxing thing for me these days, smoked too much as a teenager)

anyway i went to tthe bussstop, no busses towards my destination, then 2 kinda dangerous older wimen came to the stop.. i could tell they thougt it wass abitfun seeing a sissy in the wild .. i thougt i recognized one of them byt it was probably just my sun fetigue mixing with a slitght excitement... they seemd like kinda togufff women u know... my bag was semi open and a bra i was planning to wear was sticking out so i,, its not like i was trying that hard to hide it.. but i still got abit to embarassed by their presence so i left too find some better shade... after 20 mins ther i felt refreshed and even tho i have bee zeniling all day, (forgetting to pay, going to card register and then going to another card register before gettting some yougut at the start of my visist att center syd)

that zeniling kinda cept on and i wandered off and saw a lidl, and it was a tactical choice to go thru the store for the ac to try and reac what looked like a park with shaded benches, i ended upp bying a girls bikiniset (no clue if ican even get it on, and also a bikini line trimmer that cost 100 kr, 150kr all inj all i think..
The people in löddeköpinge did indeed seem to eye me out, i also bougt big lollypops and in hindsingt hjaving one unopened in your hand and just beeing in the vicinity of the girly clothes department i felt like the biggest perv ever... i should not care the lollys are for me and so is the bikini so... well i got sometgin out of my joourney....


As i wandered around centersyd not having a clue of what i really was supposed to do (stayups and some cheap shoes i hoped for- came home with neither)

i Was thinking about a tip for cheap grilystuff att the "DollarStore" i have never bee ninto one of those, similar shops but not that one.. and omg! i had to really really make an effort not to go completley broke there, lots of stuff i kinda dojnt need but its pink and i can have some use for it + 2 pairs of undeis with cherrys on them wich im not sure i fit, will make a photo of todays loot, had to put back some cremes and shit cuz i reallyt needed shoes, 30kr for a pair of flipflos seems niuce, now i can throw out the boring black ones i have had (not that i like to use them but now i have a pair i will ware out in a flash...

I think i will go thru that place next time and make a list, cuz theres so much fun sissystuff makeup underware thats dirt cheap and well i have this bunnyear tiara now 10 krs awies! I will be back with pictures :) -500 ish swedish krona... but i have learnt from last years misstakes (i was broke by this time last year) but soon i cant put all this time into my girly hobbie :(

But i will have alittle bit of pocket money, but alot of homework to do!

As long as i am beeing a decent pupil i will have the freedom to go deeper, i hope soon i will be in the deep embrace of my new daddy/fuckbuddy/... boyfriend? < that last part gives me butterflies in my tummy and reminds me i must keep up with a fairly active livestyle and try harder to slim down and lure men in with my ever faster fading youthfull appearance...

finasterid for hair? yes please, rumors has it can be found among the doping (testosterone boosting) community as they have found that anti androgens / estrogens have a market too....
-- But my doc overseeing my adhd meds told me to speak to my "GP" / husläkare.. I should book an apointment asap.. (for the hairtreatment, if i dont get depressed and toleratet it well.. and ther slight gynecomastia /? i got a few years ago gets going again.... win win right?)

i have been wearingh tiiight panties al day, iim goona switch to the cage now,...

shit novell galore.. i think i might be abit... Consumerist idiot happy sisssty with new pink stuff, and happyfull from nivea or whatever,, omg stole one from my om smeels great, and they had it at the dollar store <3

Much better than rexona tropical in my opinion atleast the smell is ust soo.. mmm! :) :3


now mom came, time to make dinner, since nither your nor my mom seems to work here..


gah the life of a sissy



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Have been taking my bicycle down too råå , to meet a male who i first met about 5 yrs ago..

third week in a row =) Always during the evenings but always dressed and in makeup! =)

Took some pics when i came home! (sweaty, its a long ride uphill to get back home:P )

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i feel like such a good girl!:)
And happy too!
I did not go to the convenience store today, but the other two times i have bought ciggarettes and ALWAYS there is a que (cue kö?) spelling:P lol..

Well, its not easy but i am slowly getting used to ppl looking at the "wierd tranny"

Such a relief to be able to be around women again! No tention or aqwardness when it is obvious that i am a sissy :)

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Sat evening woohoo! =)

No time for long post, just wanted to share that a swedish man has made an album with my pics, with his captions added! =) super fun i just love it!

Go and check it out! :)

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/tinyswede-lisa-12282992

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12 ish ours later i will be a good sissy and put timestamps in my log from now on...

"becauce bubblegum and purple exsists alongside pink"

Tihi ;p isnt purple a flavor ?!

Fingers *snap*

***Dreamyheadspace***

huh? oh i, yes i shall tell them superior one..

Lets talk about religion... I do not mean L Ron Hubbard nor organized religion...
There are many paths leading down the eternal road, only love and truth, fun and games, and ofcourse sometimes a good spankingn weather you have been naughty or not! YMMV

Hear all my little subs, i stand by your side, Sissy!
****I have been up on the mountanouis cocks and heard the voice of... Call _it_, what you will, the light, love, the universe, god, anything and everything, that furthur and beyond...
Something more familiar to my sissyfied or yet to find salvation may be daddie, master also having your own nickname for your superior is heathy and cute too!!*
Even if you do not use that name while you worship, i am sure you have many names for your beloved one, as they say in swedish "Kärt barn har många namn" - He who is cherished goes by many names .. He who is she will shave and obey, those who do not will not find him- *Giggle

...I have heard his voice many times, yet my bubblegum brain was to dumb to understand...

I Am not a beliver i know the wave of sissyfication is a sign, i am weak we are al weak, let the gurl who is without a body hair cast the first fit of whining and complaints!
Submission is salvation, sissyfied theres no need for mysticism, seeing is beliving, cock is but one of the superiors mighty dieties, chastity cage works wonders but there is no one truth, seek your femininity and you will find your way out of your miserable remnats uf masculinity..

Genderless, hairles i giggle to bubblegum and... so shoud we? you?...

*Snap*

***The Dream will never really end :) ***

Hmm i think i blacked out abit? huh for some reason i cant read the text abouve* Hairless i Giggle*

Giggle to bubblegum girl, when your old it is not as easy to giggle anymore, have faith <3


11 hours untill 08:08 when cagey was taken of for hygine shaving, Soooo to sum it up, in lack of supervision i find joy and comfort in my beliefs, panties the razor the cage flowers wonderous girly things and an utterly fiendish romance and love for FORNICATION BABY!

Sap cock drain and obay, thats it for now my lilles and you wonderfull males out there (and especially for you whom have given me your personal blessings)

Enough of the religous mumbojumbo... my cage is wet and leaking.. need to calm down before i can take it of for a wash...

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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TRied out ICA-damhyvel (womens razer) arms chest, seems good:)

Smoother is better :) shave shave shaving and showering and smelling real nice, ready to get dressed and take the train around skåne untill i find a good place to relax at, cage has been off for almost 30 min! wow i gotta hurry dry etc..

Män i skåne idag adda tihizz4u på kik, inge bullshit inga under 35... tar tåget snarast

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Frustration today, for no reason really:( but...

*I* Just came home from an midnight dip in the oacean.. had mascara and lipstick and some foundation on since i left home..

There where quite a few people at the gas station and *i had to wait in line* :P to buy ciggarettes..
Fun :)

And then i got a really nice msg from a swede who spotted me thru Sissyhunter825:) !!
It got me so excited i had to put on the cage!

Slapped a generous amount of lube on my pussy for that extra squishy feeling on the way home:)

So i feel abit happier now, but need to take care of my face now cleanser and stuff..


or maybie in a bit..

i could try some eyeshadow first... / fniss ;p
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Okay so that was fun... kind of... sober for 3 days then a verry productive day but no sissy fun..

Tried to take a practice walk, wich i kind of did but i need some better soles in my shoes, size 43 where abit too big i guess :S damn...

Been on abit of a bender now and i guess im going to rest my old sissy ass in bed soon, (clean sheets , wohoo!!)

Caged for most of the last 12 hrs, i really feel improvement mentally and so on but then again i was verry willing and girly when i put them on.. (this needs to become better, like the way i never use boys underware anymore)

I guess at my age i must push myself and enjoy what i can, i certainly am happy about beeing around women and not being nervous or anxious because im conflicted about my little thingy at the moment...
The last two years have really opened doors in my mind and even tho i sometimes look and thing about girls in a nasty way (cooties! girlygerms uughh!) i do feel i am finding out about life and stuff, and i hope i will be able to find a female friend to share my "secrets" with... not that it is nessecary but it would be nice to have a grown woman to visit and just help out around the house and stuff while beeing in beutifull and comfy girly clothes:)

but idk... i will see... about 3/4 weeks left of my "vacation"... proabobly i will spend most of it alone but i am used to that so no biggie..

I hope to ride the trains and perhaps be even more girly clad in some neighboring towns... im fairly sure im sending out obvious sissy vibes around me to most ppl now anyway.. but i cant take the 24/7 step righjt now, doesent feel right, yet i long to be able to be dressed at any occasion,.. alteast any not involving my direct family:P

perhaps i should get a new one?^^

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Ran out of my add meds.. gonna try and call the doc and get a perscription renewed or.. go to that street pharmacy, whatever.. im tieried and my docs idea of eating amphetamines everyday was kind of retarded, wich i have told him.. so pretty much his fault i guesss.. anyway im down at 78kg (been down to 76) so my tummyfigure etc is slowly getting back to normal again, 10 mor kg and im back to what used to be baseline!

Feel like i wanna do a navelpiercing when my tummy is flat again.. buut theere is the money issue.. and i hate shaving xD i think i migt invest in a waxing right away instead..altho costly when i think about the shaving creams and the razors etc, i dont think it is very expensive,.. I know doing alot of thinkies here but a silly sissy without a pimp or whatevs needs to spend her cash in a good way, another motnh untill aiugust and school and i jsut checked my balance, i had 2k more swedish krones than i thougt! Amazing!

so a waxing for like 1 k is almost wort it... but just almost,, need some fuel inside me berfore i decide.. i cant go on without that,, that much is for sure...

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Bannad från bc, tydligen erbjuder jag ersättning för sexuella tjänster xD

Trollen, hatten av, block knappen provocerade någon, tydligen.

=)

Been on the train dressed up in public n shit.. havent had time to update, and now i have one less site to waste my time on so perhaps i can be more active over here... <3 /love

Fyi 129 kronor for 3.7!!!ml of eyeliner, you do the math, if u cant, thats approx 35k swedish kr /L *
not that you use liters but i mean it aint cheap.
*divide that by 6-8 and u get it in us dollars... not sure whant the currency is at atm.

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Second time at kosmos porn theatre..

First outfitt;

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Sending pics to my daddy, dunno if he is sad or glad...
did not have time to finish my dressupp before i got a visitor thru the wall..

So much for safe sex, didnt take long for me to start licking that, i was not ready tho and had a dry mouth, he left without me finishing him properly :<

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Second man to come inside my booth and fuck me good, (verry good!)
when i came i let him cum on my bum:)
A shower and an outfitt change later;

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It took an hour or two, i think around 18:00, when my last visitor came in, wow he could fuck! i might have squirted alittle just from the fucking, anal is just better and better! (alot more fun with a real cock than toys too!)

I enden upp somehow shrinnking out of my cage (i am now wearing a size smaller ring, getting more used to the feeling of that i dont mind the tight feeling i get sometimes anymore!:))

No pictures of that unfortunatly:(

Good day for a sissy! abit long waiting time but 1 decent fuck, one good and one great! plus i got to take dickselfies haha!


NASTY WARNING*******

Someone left a rubber inside me at the pornotheatre :@ dunno if i should be mad or glad..
Dirty as fuck, good reminder tho... but seems unsanitary..

I remember one time i met a guy in the night, when he had fucked me and we stood there for awhile and he pulled out, and i panicked wondering where the rubber was, half aminute later we share a laugh it was where we last saw it, in my butt!..

But this having a p*o the day after and finding it... ugh..


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This caption daddy made for me is just spot on!:)
We had a goodbye you go ahead and feel free to meet others lisa-date last week, but he seems like he prefers for me to keep to him... The way he makes me feel it is hard to know what to do.. Either i go longing and yearning- wich is positivte, longing makes for better dates :) At the same time tho i feel and i know he knows that i really do need more supervision, guidance, support and comfort to stay on the right path.
My two main things right now is school, and my health.
Health includes sexuall fullfillment, regular spankings and cuddle sessions. Time for relaxation so to speakl (beeing on a tight leash and letting go).

Finding someone interested in that and also beeing able to trust that person with personal information (trusting them with stuff i really dont want to be spread all over the internet... phone nr adress ect, to motivate me, hopefully not blackmail^^)

ah..

heres the caption he did anyway..:

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these gloves are just so pretty!

https://cdn.partykungen.se/img/products/1300/spetshandskar-1.jpg
https://cdn.partykungen.se/img/products/1300/spetshandskar-2.jpg

going to buy ciggarettes, white panties on, stuffed with some papper xD need dont want to get to moist, tena lady between my buttcheeks! dry n fresh^^

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Sissyhunte825 made some captions on a few pictures of mine:)!
that has like been a fantasy of mine since like for ever!
If anyone feels like they want to make some pls do! and msg me too so i can se them :P

i added the ones Sissyhunter825 did in my sissy2019 album
here is the link to his work;

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/sh825-sissy-captions-11939862

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<3 Summer is comming i hope you have your rubbers and lube ready!
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No porn, sissy did a thinky below NSFL!

FUCK CUSTOMS AND POLICE SHITBREAD HUMORLESS DIPSHIT BOTTOM OF THE BARREL BETA LOW FREQUENCY DRONES OF THE TICINFESTEDSHITMACHINE OF LEECHES!


Trying to joke in some russian profanities, got one of the two customs officers on high alert and the offensinve immediately,
Fatfuck retart imported kufar that bacame a dronecustomsofficer;

"What where you supposed to accomplish with that?" he asked me in a angry tone.

Relax, i was trying to be cheerfull and joke around abit, asking him; is it not ridicolus that with my excelent local dialect that i have to show my passport? - by the time those words whe,re spoken, the other female officer was thuroghly inspecting my passport (something if you just show it to them takes 7 seconds avrg)

Well i was there for atleast 5 minutes anyway..

That fat undermernch motherfucker kept on playing badcop, well aware that i had been drinking abit, that shithead almost managed to provoke me as i was about to inform him about the land of no fun, jokes, and no common sense aka the land of the homogenized equalityopiatepissdrink of the masses and " the swedish model",* but he was getting out of his seat so i took a few deep breaths after answering to his question if i had been drinking, yes. 4 beers...

Do you think you would have said that if you had been sober? - again in a really whip up the anger thone, fucking racist brown bag of waste. My god! I hate that oneway hypocritical fantasy of racism beeing invented in 1936, then again those sanddwellers where allied with hitler, while denmark was occupied by their allies.
Paerle! (därmed inte sagt att jag är konsekvent dömande mot alla dom där långnäsorna, men den skräpmänniskan har inte något lika jävla människovärde värt annat än riktigt jävla polemisk vädring här på min porrsida^^ Beteer man sig så mot andra människor är man smuts, att han råkar vara brun ger inte han eller någon annan rasist av någon annan kulör cart blanche att betee sig så, inte ens mot oss "vita män".

"Everyone wants to take this to a racial place i wont let them" - Principal vagina, (rickNmorty)

*(compare murcia nr1!, wich is sort of the core of swedish patriotism, our politicans and ppl in general truly belive sweden nr1, when the "swedish model" only works if you put more ignorance on the balance bord/weight/libra? for reason to become null and void.
Examples "sexköpslagen" in 2005 socialstyrelsen concluded prostitution by free will (personal choice) had gone down as had visible street working altho that part of the market had been replaced with trafficed women, slave trade taking over and hiding in the shadow is in the swedishmodel-"logic" a sucess!

d**gpolicy wise we have the same ignorant approach to reality, you have to ignore deathrates new recruits into heavy substance abuse a growing and expanding problem of organized and disorganized crime, shootiings, innocent ppl at the wrong place at the wrong time killed, etc all that is by their "logic" countered by k**s in 7th grade use cannabis alittle bit less than the european avarege, a diffrence wich is almost gone 4 years later year 2 of gymnasiet.
Ignorance is not bliss not when you get sick by its stench of swinepiss - wich is way way worse than bullshit, i shit you not.

why did i do this rant, because even tho i dont live in denmark, when you cross over to the land of the ingornant extremist circlejerk (runka bulle?) i have to use some kind of lame comedy to get ouver the soulcrushing emptyness that fills my heart with dread and eyes with tears...

Trying to come back with a smile.... and then u meet the customs people, and have to use like 40% of your current manapool to ignore the asshat yearning for a reason to fuck up your day... luckely 15 years of drinking, two trips to the drunktank (13+ years ago) and having to handle them in a civiliced maner still high on acid after beeing shot out of the universe on some ketamine analog while trying to get over the shocking realization that i was in fact not god...
--Lesson: speak only to the "good cop" and say nothing more than u need to, and dont over ignore the badcop, that can be just as much as an provocation as lighting a molotov coctail infront of their eyes, i shit you not.

*predatory capitalism, jungle law, "fuck the doomed" - line of thougt...

"Landet Lagom "

Löjlig Aggressiva & Groteskt Obildade MUPPAR!

Ät skit i cancer och sug min röv...

Okay time to dig into the taxfree beer and ciggarettes, im happy that purchase paid none of their salaries.

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Nasty stuff jump below the ***** line for something positive..*******************************

Went to get tested today, looked okay the nurse told me about the klitty, to much soap etc, rub it in with some oil it just looks alittle dry...
Third time i am at the testing thingy this year, first i was clean, then she said my bum sample seemed to clean, went there and she took a sample for me, while a male medical student observed.. Embarassing? you bet, it was clean however.

Then i overdid something, irritated skin on my clittty, so i went again, this time there was a female medicalstudent, and ofc i had to pull out my microdick for them too have a look. .>< The nurse didnt even ask for permission to have a student present this time.. oh my, the student bent forwards too look closley, that was harsh, as if my klitty is that small! (it is!)

anyway 7 days for testresults to come back, it seemes to havegotten alot better since last week so i rubbed out some cummies today, oh my the wait makes it... powerfull...

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