Finally did it!

6-7 months ago in a mild panic that my wife would find it i threw out my last dildo; 7 inch long, 1.5 inch wide with balls and a suction cup base. It was perfect and within a week i was regretting my decision. Ever since i have wanted to buy a replacement. And get some poppers. Only one ABS in town and they never had what i was looking for; until the other day. went in determined to bring something home, anything. My ass was craving! But, lo and behold there on a wall hook was a beautiful 7 inch life-like dildo with balls and a suction cup base. One problem, the old one was 1.5 wide this one is 1.75 or more. oh well, time to man up, stretch my horizons (or something). Walked out with a bag containing that dildo and a bottle of Rush. Can't wait for the wife to go to bed. Long story short i thought it would be a good length of time before i could enjoy it completely. But with a lot of lube and the poppers i briefly sat on the balls. Hope to share me and my toy on a skype video call with someone.