Bad day

My wonderfully loving uncle told me that he wants me dead, just for being who I am. It's nothing he hasn't said before but that doesn't make it hurt any less every time he says it. Why can't he be happy for me and accept me?

I'll make it through, I always do. It just sucks because they've (my aunt and uncle) have been in my life for all my life. They were there when I was born. They were there for the rough times and the good memories. were there when my dad died, my uncle held me as I sobbed uncontrollably into his chest when we made the decision to pull dad's life support. They were there when my mom died a few years later. Right now though I'm wishing that I would've left them out of this chapter.

Published by JessicaDiamond

5 years ago

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scorpio69a 5 years ago

to JessicaDiamond : Good for you Jessica. I sure wish we lived closer together as I would love to get to know you better. All my love to you xxxxx

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JessicaDiamond Publisher 5 years ago

to scorpio69a : He sure as hell can be. I don't know if he really meant what he said. A lot of times he just spouts whatever he's thinking at the moment. He's tried to contact me a few times since November, I've just ignored him.

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scorpio69a 5 years ago

So sad Jessica. Wish I could be there for you. Your uncle sounds like a jackass - believe in yourself. If you wish to talk at anytime, please PM me hopefully I can be of assistance. Love to you

JessicaDiamond Publisher 5 years ago

to sissyjowantsit : Thank you

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I understand your pain and hurt. I wish I could help

Dedrixc 5 years ago

Chin up, stay safe =)

prairieFreak13 5 years ago

*hugs* *hugs* *hugs* My father had a hard time accepting my Uncle's homosexuality....in fact my brothers, sister, Mom and I stood up to him 1 yule celebration. Dad didna want my uncles to show but we said "If they can't come here we all will leave." Come to discover a few years later, my father had his own homosexual side that "appeared" when he got really drunk. (he was a closeted alkie too). Genetics are a powerful force sis but the main thing to remember is : ITS NOT YOUR FAULT. And perhaps the balance of your family will have such an intervention. Message me if you need to chat!~kisses~Bri

JessicaDiamond Publisher 5 years ago

Thanks. I'll make it through, I kinda don't have a choice Lol