Dear world: don`t try to fix me, i`m not broken..

Hi there.
I can`t have much time so i`m trying to write less then i want
Firt, i want to say thanks for supporting me in my dark days. I hope there will be a day when all my problems will gone. I wish it will be a day of my death.
I don`t belong here, i wish to back to mother nature, and reborn as something less complicated.

I meet someone on Xhamster site, but i dont know yet what i feel about this matter.

I can`t understand why i must behave yourself in people`s world, i mean, what for we live? for money? for being rich, and have a big house, fast car, and plastic fuckin blonde girl in bed? or working all life as a poor man, when rich men sitting on ass and loughing, coz he get all money from his f amily?

I dont belong to them, i can`t live that, i wana be myself, i wanna run far far away, but i`m in cage. A cage witch is constructed from my regret and sorrow, and my weekness. i cant live, i cant die.

I always tryin to understand the rules of mankind, and living in the society, but all i was find, is true that evil always wins with good, and its one true about human nature.

I mean, being good, is being weak, being empathic is being weak coz you cant harm other man. Evil man have not this weakness, he may harm you when he wants. Being evil is better, Evil people using other people, and they arent empathic,they manipulating,and forcing weak people to do things for them.

Rules are bad, rules are waeaknes, and better have no rules at all, and be selfish.

That`s why Catholic religion is going to fall, no one belive in their rules, and no one wants to be poor sheep, when rest of the world are bad wolfs

In this moment, there is enough food and energy for all people, but one man want to have more then other, and that`s why second man haven`t food or energy to yourself, and starving, sometimes c hildren dies coz one man wants more then other.

all about money, about desire to have more and more and more

All i want to have is peace, and loneliness, but i cant, if i go to the wood, and build a house, a man will come, and crash my home, because the wood is belong to him. Now, i have a question? how it`s possible a wood would be someone`s propety, or the lake, or the ground.. its belong to mother nature, no one create it, so no one can sell it.

It isn`t strange? In my country, when i go to work, i cant earn for rent a flat for this money, coz rent for flat is the same like my Earnings for a month.

Insane world..

I have so much things on my head, and cant do nothing with them, coz i`m not fuckin enterprising polish guy, i aint theive and i cant making money from d**g deal or black market working, yes its my fault, im weak so im the evil.

Eat or be eaten, ..and we called himselfs highly advanced species

And now the rules are changing, the definition of being good and evil is now reversing , good is evil, and evil is good, it`s only matter of the rules of society.

I don`t know why i posting this right here, is only porn site, but maybe someone who`s intresting my person will read this, and , i dont know, maybe someone will tink something good about me, and find me attractive not because of what i look like, but find me as a sensitive and feeling person.

For now, i cant doing pics, so there will be no pics,my camera in spartphone is broken, and i cant fixed this , coz im cant have money, maybe someday i shell return with new sesssion.

I wanna do some session in the forrest, or on the snow, but i have not a stuff for doing it for now. so till next time

Godess Earth bless you all
Pagan