Me and my big mouth

I keep thinking back to when I was in my twenties and out with my girls... the first night I got my hands on a really big one... We probably drank too much and wound up bringing a guy back to our apartment where we all partied a bit more and somehow I got dared to blow the guy in front of my friends. There was a whole drama leading up to it and by the time I was on my knees in the middle of the room in front of him, he was till dressed but already rock hard and about to break through his jeans. I almost couldnt even get his jeans off, and when I pulled them low enough his cock smacked me in the jaw so hard on the way up... I felt like such a tiny thing... there was no way I was going to be able to satisfy this man, i thought... I felt like a fool. What did I get myself into? I think I overreacted and just got aggressive... I grabbed his big cock by the base with one hand...it must have been like ten inches long... and then tightened around the balls with the other.... will never forget how he groaned and let his head fall back...my roomates all covered them mouths and the room got totally quiet... and then I crawled in closer and rubbed it along my face, across my lips, I pulled his nuts tight in the sack and licked each one, then tried to suck one into my mouth while I jacked his big dick slowly an pressed it against my forehead... thats when he ran his hands through my hair... took a hold of the back of my head and eased me back away far enough that he could point his massive pole straight at my lips. i was scared as fuck.... but with my girls there I figured i could stop it if it was too much. So, young and adventurous as I was.... I I opened my mouth, lowered my tongue, and stared thing thing right in the swollen head... he wasted no time in pulling my head in closer, my lips circling the hot smooth apple of a thing, which pushed back, demanding my whole mouth, pressing hard at my throat... stretching the back of my mouth... I started to try to open up to swallow it, and he pressed harder.... it would not go in. He pulled it out with a big POP and a big sticky glob of spit stretched out from the tip of his cock to my outstretched tongue.... it dripped and ran down my chin....One of my girls laughed and said to give me some water... then they handed the guy a bottle and he tilted my head back, pouring water on my face and in my mouth, running down my throat and soaking my shirt. I didnt care. I just wanted to get that thing back in my mouth.... to get my mouth and throat wide enough to swallow him all the way down to his big juicy nuts and press my head against his stomach. Thats what I need right now. To feel scared and challenged and horny as fuck.