My last look in the mirror...

Usually when i look at myself in a mirror it's to see how I look in my clothes, or if I missed a patch shaving, or something like that. When i deliberately look at just my (naked) self in a mirror i just get all the usual self defeating thoughts... im fat, im ugly, all that shit cosmo teaches young women ( and is VERY much felt by young men too.)

I accidentally caught a reflection of myself nude today and thought my reflection was porn... I was sort of day dreaming in front of my pc and it went to sleep... i saw myself reflected in the screen and found myself kinda hot... weird but gratifying. Then i moved the mouse and realized I had been looking at myself...

It was a REALLY weird experience but something I wish everyone could have. To have to opportunity to honestly judge yourself, even for a split second...