Why am I here?

I have been asking myself why am I on Xhamster? Apart from the obvious of looking at the videos and pictures and relaxing as I slowly pleasure myself.

I am in a loving and stable marriage with a woman who loves me and who I love. We have an active if conventional sex life. Ah, that may be it 'conventional'. In the past, I have had several partners who have been imaginative and experimental in their outlook to sex and have enjoyed some varied and unconventional sexual experiences.

I am finding more as the years pass my forming a mental bucket list of experiences I have not tried, and am highly unlikely to at home. These are the acts that I look for in Xhamster's content and that I still hope to participate in.
I wonder how many other members have similar reasons for looking at the content of the site.

Whilst not gay, I would class myself as bi-curious. I like most men have tasted my semen out of curiosity, and I do wonder if other men's sperm tastes the same? feels the same? I would like to bring a man to orgasm with my hands or my mouth and play with his cum. Possibly act as a cleanup guy for the correct MF couple, eating her creampie and cleaning their juices from his cock.

I love to masturbate. I would love to put on a show for a willing audience. To be in a CFMN scene would be a dream come true. For the moment I will look into putting some content on this site.

Thank you to anyone who has taken the time to read my ramblings. Perhaps you could leave a comment and let me know your kinks or fetishes?

Published by paulthenewt

6 years ago

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Pumper128 5 years ago

great post, I think our sexuality evolves and expands. As long as ur having fun - go for it all m8

jezbez 6 years ago

All sounds good to me

bigunforhire 6 years ago

ill do it...simple as that!

chrisukbishare 6 years ago

Thanks for that post - I share the desire to do so many things.

Gyarrrr 6 years ago

I have a bucket list of my own, we should really check some of them off together.......

Like you I am a wanker, always have been and always will. Just adore the feeling as I cum. I love wanking while looking at myself in the mirror loving the filthy, perverted look on my face as I make myself cum.

paulthenewt Publisher 6 years ago

I was thinking only earlier this week about how we change with age. Women seem to settle especially into their own sexuality earlier. But for us men it must be something of the 'rut'. The testosterone levels in our teens through to forties wanting us to be better and to reproduce. As we get older, however, I feel we get more comfortable with our sexuality and are more likely to experiment and try new things. Myself even ten years ago wanking was a secret thing and cumming was something that was cleaned up with a tissue - no thoughts of tasting it then! Now I feel OK with myself and eating my own cum. I think we all finally find our own level

jodyp1737 6 years ago

Yes I have tasted my spunk and precum , latter is sweeter. I am very passive and only feel comfortable reaching out virtually. But admire those who are more adventurous.

jodyp1737 6 years ago

Very well expressed, quite a lot like myself. Strange how although heterosexual, find picks and vids of men wanking and cumming is a great turn on. XH is great because we can talk anonymously about stuff we have kept in our heads in my case for over 50 years. Love to wank over women and guys decorating pics and mags. At the end of the day we are individuals . On here we are liberated. Thanks for post.

paulthenewt Publisher 6 years ago

to roberto651 : Probably, but still want to try for myself at some time.

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roberto651 6 years ago

In my experience,all spunk tastes similar.I have tasted my own and that of other men directly from a friends vagina,and also off her massive 38HH tits.

squarepeg1958 6 years ago

I feel exactly the same way Paul!