Be Like Mom

So this story tells why I started to crossdress. It all started from seeing my mom bring home random guys. I remember my mom would come home late with random guys when I was younger 12 or 13. I remember she would tell me and my siblings to go to bed when she brought company home. Then I would hear noises coming from her room. I would then sneak out of bed and make my way quietly to her door. When I finally got to the door I heard a lot of moaning, kissing, and smacking. At the time my mom did not have a door knob on the door so she would just stuff the door hole with a sock. I'd push The sock down just enough to peak inn. I saw my mom on all fours with her big ass up in the air and face buried in the pillow moaning being taken from behind by a big hairy guy pounding the shit out of her. I then pulled out my little cock and started to jerk off to my mom getting fucked. I just remember the look on her face that she was enjoying it so much that I wanted to experience everything that she was feeling. I would even be quietly rooting in my head and cheering for the guy fucking my mom to fuck her harder just so I could hear my mom moan. I finally came and snuck back to my room thinking what it would feel like to be in her position. So the next day I went to her room and put on her panties and pretended I was her getting pounded like the night before fingering myself. Ever since that night I dressed in her panties every chance I got.