How Deep Can This Lifestyle Be?
Let’s see.......
First off.....I’m a preachers daughter. Daddy’s little wild offspring that did everything I could to rebel.
Lost my virginity under forceful circumstances at 13 at a church camp.
Groomed by my uncle at 15 to be his bondage whore. I quite enjoyed myself. This lasted till I was 20.....Don’t judge. My uncle and I remained close for many years until his passing. I miss him terribly.
Blackmailed for over a year at 16 into gangbangs and other such serious and deviant niceties.....
GangR aped at 20....extremely brutal weekend.....it was humiliating and yet disturbingly exciting.....
Went with a new Dom at 21 who sold me into real life sexual slavery to an extreme sadistic monster.......I and 3 other girls escaped 3 years later.....this is where my training of submissives started. This type of thing is more common than you think......I was lucky. Some women aren’t.
Went back to my uncle for a couple of years.......to hide from the sadists business associates.....long and quite interesting story.......I’ve been told I should write a book about it...not happening anytime soon. Some involved are still alive. No sense poking a hornets nest.
Dabbled in the local scene in Austin I’d say 89 to 91.....floated from one short term Dom to another looking for some kind of satisfaction........took in my own submissives to train. This is when Austin was “Austin” and not the absolute shit hole it is today.
About 92 I submitted to another Dom...a doctor. Extremely talented Dom, and he taught me much. He took me to California and I was with him for several years. He introduced me to the extreme slave scene in the Bay Area. My training as a high level submissive and mistress kicked into high gear by being traded between several Dom’s and Mistress’s up and down the west coast......Today you’ve probably seen some of these Doms in the more extreme bdsm films.......was I a willing participant in this? I don’t know. Honestly. I just accepted my role and just let this life take over.......Willing/unwilling.......the boundaries between the two can be quite fluid......and lines get blurred very easily......very subjective.....sometimes I knew full well that I had zero choices in what situations I was involved in.......
I’ve been with Dom’s that were extremely talented and some that were extremely evil. I submitted to them and have done things to save my own skin.......and at times my life......sometimes barely surviving the experience........I’ve traveled the world, experienced the lifestyle in the EU and most recently in Japan........I’m still “owned” by a Dom there and I’m allowed to come home to TX for a few months at a time. Then the pandemic hit and I was stuck over there. Had Covid....no big deal. I finally made it home in February 2021…..spent a year in Austin and am now back in Tokyo
If one chooses to ask me about my life, I’ll answer what I can
First off.....I’m a preachers daughter. Daddy’s little wild offspring that did everything I could to rebel.
Lost my virginity under forceful circumstances at 13 at a church camp.
Groomed by my uncle at 15 to be his bondage whore. I quite enjoyed myself. This lasted till I was 20.....Don’t judge. My uncle and I remained close for many years until his passing. I miss him terribly.
Blackmailed for over a year at 16 into gangbangs and other such serious and deviant niceties.....
GangR aped at 20....extremely brutal weekend.....it was humiliating and yet disturbingly exciting.....
Went with a new Dom at 21 who sold me into real life sexual slavery to an extreme sadistic monster.......I and 3 other girls escaped 3 years later.....this is where my training of submissives started. This type of thing is more common than you think......I was lucky. Some women aren’t.
Went back to my uncle for a couple of years.......to hide from the sadists business associates.....long and quite interesting story.......I’ve been told I should write a book about it...not happening anytime soon. Some involved are still alive. No sense poking a hornets nest.
Dabbled in the local scene in Austin I’d say 89 to 91.....floated from one short term Dom to another looking for some kind of satisfaction........took in my own submissives to train. This is when Austin was “Austin” and not the absolute shit hole it is today.
About 92 I submitted to another Dom...a doctor. Extremely talented Dom, and he taught me much. He took me to California and I was with him for several years. He introduced me to the extreme slave scene in the Bay Area. My training as a high level submissive and mistress kicked into high gear by being traded between several Dom’s and Mistress’s up and down the west coast......Today you’ve probably seen some of these Doms in the more extreme bdsm films.......was I a willing participant in this? I don’t know. Honestly. I just accepted my role and just let this life take over.......Willing/unwilling.......the boundaries between the two can be quite fluid......and lines get blurred very easily......very subjective.....sometimes I knew full well that I had zero choices in what situations I was involved in.......
I’ve been with Dom’s that were extremely talented and some that were extremely evil. I submitted to them and have done things to save my own skin.......and at times my life......sometimes barely surviving the experience........I’ve traveled the world, experienced the lifestyle in the EU and most recently in Japan........I’m still “owned” by a Dom there and I’m allowed to come home to TX for a few months at a time. Then the pandemic hit and I was stuck over there. Had Covid....no big deal. I finally made it home in February 2021…..spent a year in Austin and am now back in Tokyo
If one chooses to ask me about my life, I’ll answer what I can
7 years ago
