Spiritual Bliss and Worship of Cock and Cum
I just read the profile of a young man from the UK, ServantofPriapus, or Will, and it just read a lot like something I would write:
"I truly love men, their bodies, their taste, their scent and their minds the way they hold me in their arms before and after sex, their soft passionate words they speak to me and above all the way they get me to submit to them. I'm a bottom only boy and the feeling of submitting to a large powerful man is such an amazing turn on, i'm not interested in course (coarse) or demeaning language but soft sensual passion that gets me weak at the knees. Touch me, kiss me, stroke me, pour honeyed words into my ear and i will become your willing submissive. I'll even dress up as a girl partly to please my lovers but mainly because i really enjoy certain types of feminine clothing, more often that not i will only wear women's panties or go without underwear at all lol. Now upon reading this you'd think surely someone like this guy could never be religious right? well..."
And he goes on, to the part that triggered this post:
"I've never been one for the conventional religions, to (too) many rules, too much hypocrisy and of course the constant bashing of LGTB people just for being who they are. But it was a couple of years ago now that i found a group of men who worship the penis as a deity, strange i know but i was so intrigued that i asked to know more. We worship the ancient Greek deity of Priapus the god of sexuality and fertility. Priapus is often depicted with a very very large phallus and thus has become a symbol of both our desires and our religious devotion. Now at this point many will think "ah so this is just an excuse to get your kicks?" that is understandable but i assure you I and the other followers of Priapus take our religion very seriously. Praying, masturbation and sex are all forms of worship and i do it in the true belief that i serve my god with all my heart and that my acts of worship bring bliss to all my lovers."
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I too am a bottom "boy" (quotations because I view the word "boy" as a sexual role vs chronological, because I certainly am no longer a boy in age). I am an oral bottom too (cocksucker), though I certainly don't mind being sucked myself at times, but I require no reciprocation unless the man really enjoys sucking too. I've also even been talked into wearing panties and other feminine things to please my lovers. For me, it is more about being submissive, devoted and obedient in order to please my lover ... versus anything transexual. I never crossdress by myself for my pleasure, but for men who that turns on. However, it DOES quite often feel like there is only one real man in the room and it sure isn't me. It is also very difficult for me to feel very manly or masculine with the taste of cum in my mouth or my asspussy wet with the results of my man's pleasure from fucking me. I mean I can actually look at a woman and know EXACTLY how she feels having a wet, well fucked "pussy"! It does somehow feel very appropriate to be wearing panties then.
However, I do the same things to please men whether I am dressed or not dressed and some men don't like their "boys" fem, which I am not very, except in the way I perform sexually.
About the only thing different from me above in the first paragraph is that while I also love soft, sensual passion and sweet talk, I also don't mind coarse or "dirty" talk because I know it's only in good fun and role play and he'd never speak to me with disrespect in the light of day -- in fact, "dirty" talk turns me on and lets me know he is enjoying himself and it is a type of feedback, as well as what he instructs me to do next. I don't want him worrying about whether I will be offended at being called a cocksucker (I am!) or slut (that too!) or whatever. I won't be. In fact, as said, I kinda like it.
The second paragraph though is the reason I am writing this blog.
It triggered the thought of something I just wrote to my last lover, who is a Total Top and somewhat dominant, yet still a total gentleman. He just told me my ass was "magical" and that I was the best fuck ever! Of course, flattery like that only makes me want to please him all the more! I told him it felt very spiritual and blissful when he shot his load into my mouth and up my little bottom. That I was tasting and swallowing his very essence. And that I was carrying HIM around in my boypussy, his spermal essence, his seed and it filled me with an inner glow! And that it was a gift that kept on giving with me feeling the results of his pleasure, his cum, even hours later. I told him it wasn't just my ass that was magical, but his Cock that made it so, so it took both!
It really does feel VERY spiritual to me when two men help each other reach the heights of ecstacy and then bliss!
They say it is "just" sex, but it always feels more to me, even if it is a one-night stand. I PREFER multiple sex sessions with the same man because you get to know what pleases one another better and I strive to get better for him each and everytime. But, I have had some phenomenal connections and ultra hot times with "passing ships in the night" too. So, most likely, I am also going to say "yes" to a man that I know I may never see again too.
Also my goal each and every time is to please my man so much that he wants to play again, knowing I will do my best to get better for him each and every time too.
For me, there is an amazing physical, intimate connection, even if I am "just" sucking cock. I have served and serviced men as "just" their regular cocksucker and just really, really love sucking men off and giving them that pleasure.
And, of course, the amazing feeling of one man being inside another man and knowing he is loving it as I also feel so filled and fulfilled!
I love worshiping cock and giving men the pleasure they so richly deserve. It is my source of pleasure. Service to your fellow man is a very high calling and I love servicing men. I truly am never happier than when I have a cock in my mouth or up my little bottom pleasing a man and I KNOW I have pleased him when he gifts me his cum! But just the connection of one man inside another is amazing unto its own self too, so sometimes the cum is just a byproduct or icing on the cake, so to speak.
I am just so amazed with cock and how it gets so big and hard because I am pleasing and turning my man on! It is the source of life too -- without it spewing its seed, life would end. So, I see "Priapus" or Cock that way too.
HOWEVER, Cock isn't just about procreation either -- it is about connecting. And it is a biological necessity for release, relief and a man's sanity for most men.
Think about how much better off and more peaceful this ol world would be the more men got even just a nice blowjob now and then! Or a nice piece of ass!
Then there are guys like me whose sexual wiring, I feel I was born with, is a bit different than the vast majority of men, in that I crave RECEIVING cock and cum, instead of GIVING it. Growing up, I would have bet a bazillion dollars against that, but once that first cock parted my lips, I knew that is where I belonged. It was the strangest, yet most wonderful thing in the world, when that first man told me I was a good cocksucker and a natural!
I felt the same when that first rock hard Cock (same man!) slipped between my buttcheeks, fucking me no different than if my hole was a pussy! I will never forget him shuddering in orgasmic delight inside me, knowing I really and truly gave a man that level of pleasure!
I feel I was born this way and can't help it. And that I was born this way for a purpose!
Sex isn't meant to procreate everytime a man needs to cum and I am there for those purposes versus procreation. Women can't fulfill that role because they risk pregnancy, so a guy like me was put here to help and fill the gaps that women cannot (I have had sex with a lot of married men too because there wives don't like what I like in pleasing men), not to mention the men who much prefer sex with other men too. I like str8, bi and gay men.
My Cock Worship serves a very real and needed service to men and life.
I have read about Cock Worship, but not in the terms of worshiping the ancient Greek deity of Priapus, the god of sexuality and fertility, which I could really get behind and become a follower of! Since it is what I already do! I like to think my cock worship "brings bliss to all my lovers" too. That certainly is ALWAYS my intent and unlike so many endeavors, is very successful 99.9% of the time!
So, worshiping Priapus (cock) is a religion I could really get behind! Can you imagine the Sunday morning and Wednesday night worship services? I'd NEVER miss church! I already love spending time kneeling and worshiping Cock! And surrendering and succumbing to the power of Priapus!
One of these days, I'll have to let my imagination run wild with what church services would look like. I'd love to hear you other Cock worshippers suggestions!
"I truly love men, their bodies, their taste, their scent and their minds the way they hold me in their arms before and after sex, their soft passionate words they speak to me and above all the way they get me to submit to them. I'm a bottom only boy and the feeling of submitting to a large powerful man is such an amazing turn on, i'm not interested in course (coarse) or demeaning language but soft sensual passion that gets me weak at the knees. Touch me, kiss me, stroke me, pour honeyed words into my ear and i will become your willing submissive. I'll even dress up as a girl partly to please my lovers but mainly because i really enjoy certain types of feminine clothing, more often that not i will only wear women's panties or go without underwear at all lol. Now upon reading this you'd think surely someone like this guy could never be religious right? well..."
And he goes on, to the part that triggered this post:
"I've never been one for the conventional religions, to (too) many rules, too much hypocrisy and of course the constant bashing of LGTB people just for being who they are. But it was a couple of years ago now that i found a group of men who worship the penis as a deity, strange i know but i was so intrigued that i asked to know more. We worship the ancient Greek deity of Priapus the god of sexuality and fertility. Priapus is often depicted with a very very large phallus and thus has become a symbol of both our desires and our religious devotion. Now at this point many will think "ah so this is just an excuse to get your kicks?" that is understandable but i assure you I and the other followers of Priapus take our religion very seriously. Praying, masturbation and sex are all forms of worship and i do it in the true belief that i serve my god with all my heart and that my acts of worship bring bliss to all my lovers."
===
I too am a bottom "boy" (quotations because I view the word "boy" as a sexual role vs chronological, because I certainly am no longer a boy in age). I am an oral bottom too (cocksucker), though I certainly don't mind being sucked myself at times, but I require no reciprocation unless the man really enjoys sucking too. I've also even been talked into wearing panties and other feminine things to please my lovers. For me, it is more about being submissive, devoted and obedient in order to please my lover ... versus anything transexual. I never crossdress by myself for my pleasure, but for men who that turns on. However, it DOES quite often feel like there is only one real man in the room and it sure isn't me. It is also very difficult for me to feel very manly or masculine with the taste of cum in my mouth or my asspussy wet with the results of my man's pleasure from fucking me. I mean I can actually look at a woman and know EXACTLY how she feels having a wet, well fucked "pussy"! It does somehow feel very appropriate to be wearing panties then.
However, I do the same things to please men whether I am dressed or not dressed and some men don't like their "boys" fem, which I am not very, except in the way I perform sexually.
About the only thing different from me above in the first paragraph is that while I also love soft, sensual passion and sweet talk, I also don't mind coarse or "dirty" talk because I know it's only in good fun and role play and he'd never speak to me with disrespect in the light of day -- in fact, "dirty" talk turns me on and lets me know he is enjoying himself and it is a type of feedback, as well as what he instructs me to do next. I don't want him worrying about whether I will be offended at being called a cocksucker (I am!) or slut (that too!) or whatever. I won't be. In fact, as said, I kinda like it.
The second paragraph though is the reason I am writing this blog.
It triggered the thought of something I just wrote to my last lover, who is a Total Top and somewhat dominant, yet still a total gentleman. He just told me my ass was "magical" and that I was the best fuck ever! Of course, flattery like that only makes me want to please him all the more! I told him it felt very spiritual and blissful when he shot his load into my mouth and up my little bottom. That I was tasting and swallowing his very essence. And that I was carrying HIM around in my boypussy, his spermal essence, his seed and it filled me with an inner glow! And that it was a gift that kept on giving with me feeling the results of his pleasure, his cum, even hours later. I told him it wasn't just my ass that was magical, but his Cock that made it so, so it took both!
It really does feel VERY spiritual to me when two men help each other reach the heights of ecstacy and then bliss!
They say it is "just" sex, but it always feels more to me, even if it is a one-night stand. I PREFER multiple sex sessions with the same man because you get to know what pleases one another better and I strive to get better for him each and everytime. But, I have had some phenomenal connections and ultra hot times with "passing ships in the night" too. So, most likely, I am also going to say "yes" to a man that I know I may never see again too.
Also my goal each and every time is to please my man so much that he wants to play again, knowing I will do my best to get better for him each and every time too.
For me, there is an amazing physical, intimate connection, even if I am "just" sucking cock. I have served and serviced men as "just" their regular cocksucker and just really, really love sucking men off and giving them that pleasure.
And, of course, the amazing feeling of one man being inside another man and knowing he is loving it as I also feel so filled and fulfilled!
I love worshiping cock and giving men the pleasure they so richly deserve. It is my source of pleasure. Service to your fellow man is a very high calling and I love servicing men. I truly am never happier than when I have a cock in my mouth or up my little bottom pleasing a man and I KNOW I have pleased him when he gifts me his cum! But just the connection of one man inside another is amazing unto its own self too, so sometimes the cum is just a byproduct or icing on the cake, so to speak.
I am just so amazed with cock and how it gets so big and hard because I am pleasing and turning my man on! It is the source of life too -- without it spewing its seed, life would end. So, I see "Priapus" or Cock that way too.
HOWEVER, Cock isn't just about procreation either -- it is about connecting. And it is a biological necessity for release, relief and a man's sanity for most men.
Think about how much better off and more peaceful this ol world would be the more men got even just a nice blowjob now and then! Or a nice piece of ass!
Then there are guys like me whose sexual wiring, I feel I was born with, is a bit different than the vast majority of men, in that I crave RECEIVING cock and cum, instead of GIVING it. Growing up, I would have bet a bazillion dollars against that, but once that first cock parted my lips, I knew that is where I belonged. It was the strangest, yet most wonderful thing in the world, when that first man told me I was a good cocksucker and a natural!
I felt the same when that first rock hard Cock (same man!) slipped between my buttcheeks, fucking me no different than if my hole was a pussy! I will never forget him shuddering in orgasmic delight inside me, knowing I really and truly gave a man that level of pleasure!
I feel I was born this way and can't help it. And that I was born this way for a purpose!
Sex isn't meant to procreate everytime a man needs to cum and I am there for those purposes versus procreation. Women can't fulfill that role because they risk pregnancy, so a guy like me was put here to help and fill the gaps that women cannot (I have had sex with a lot of married men too because there wives don't like what I like in pleasing men), not to mention the men who much prefer sex with other men too. I like str8, bi and gay men.
My Cock Worship serves a very real and needed service to men and life.
I have read about Cock Worship, but not in the terms of worshiping the ancient Greek deity of Priapus, the god of sexuality and fertility, which I could really get behind and become a follower of! Since it is what I already do! I like to think my cock worship "brings bliss to all my lovers" too. That certainly is ALWAYS my intent and unlike so many endeavors, is very successful 99.9% of the time!
So, worshiping Priapus (cock) is a religion I could really get behind! Can you imagine the Sunday morning and Wednesday night worship services? I'd NEVER miss church! I already love spending time kneeling and worshiping Cock! And surrendering and succumbing to the power of Priapus!
One of these days, I'll have to let my imagination run wild with what church services would look like. I'd love to hear you other Cock worshippers suggestions!
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