Day whatever it is!

I have an uncanny ability to fuck things up further than anyone I know! Such is life.

Found out the subject of my misery has a new fella today. I feel surprisingly good about it - genuinely pleased for her and really hope it works out well for her.

Despite her uncanny ability to break my heart into a million pieces TWICE in my life, she really is a lovely person and deserves to be happy.

I hope she never needs it, but I will always be here for her if she needs a shoulder to cry on or a hug although after this morning's huge fuck up I'm probably the last person she would turn to.

I'm feeling much better about life, the universe and everything now. Slowly getting back to my old self, which I'm sure is annoying to those who know me!