My Double Life

A lot of you have been asking how you can become one of my Black Bulls, if you can meet me for drinks, where I work, etc...Well, I'm sorry to inform you all but I'm not about to let my porn people (YOU) to cross over into my normal life. Porn stays with porn. Friends and fam stays with my normal life and standard social media. Gotta live the double life! Can't let that shit get out.

I will admit though, some of my close friends do know that I'm into BBC, but I know I can trust them not to stab me in the back with their heels. Besides, if it wasn't for me, my college roommate would have never have gotten the taste of BBC. She owes me!

Marriage? LOL. Sorry I don't think so. At least not until I've gotten my fill of BBC.

Cuckolds? No thank you. I don't quite get the attraction of a cuckold. Maybe if he were rich and a paraplegic like Peter Coyote in Bitter Moon (great movie by the way), then maybe. But other than that, I'm just not into it. (Seriously, doesn't being a cuckold make you gay or bi?) Once I get my fill of BBC and switch back, there will be no need for a cuckold. I'll marry some non-black guy and give him all my love and devotion. But that's a loooooong ways away.

I've been watching videos on this site for years but only recently entered my profile. I just needed an outlet for my freaky side. Like I said before, I live a double life as far as my fam is concerned. That's all. There's no way I could ever put this stuff on FB, my parents would go ape shit!

I'm still a daddy's girl. He would rather not know too many details of my personal life. Although, he does suspect that I don't live as pure a life as he'd like me to.

I go to clubs, drink, and take an occasional drag. Heck, I'm pretty sure my Dad knows that I'm not a virgin any more, but just not to what extent. So long as my personal life doesn't become public knowledge, I'm cool with it and my Dad won't have a stroke. The truth would devastate him.

I'm pretty sure a lot of you have "double lives", too...
Published by yariman
8 years ago
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cocksucker868
cocksucker868 2 years ago
to yariman : You're living the dream
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yariman
yariman Publisher 2 years ago
to cocksucker868 : I know...but I can still dream.
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cocksucker868
cocksucker868 2 years ago
You'll never switch back lol
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Regarding Bitter Moon: " After hearing stories of her, a passenger on a cruise ship develops an irresistible infatuation with an eccentric paraplegic's wife."   A very interesting twist.
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ugkdeadman 5 years ago
There is no such thing as a whore suddenly stopping her whoring lifestyle and loving and devoting herself to a husband. 100% guarantee you will stop sleeping with him after a while and continue screwing other men behind his back.
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black4porn 6 years ago
You are in for quite a Culture Shock once you marry an Asian or White Man or any other, as long as he's no-Black, so you say. That pussy of yours has been attuned, shaped, accustomed to and knows the feeling and the pure ripping escalation it does for your sexual needs, thrones and wanton desires, which has been marinated for sooo many years by a multitude of BigBlackDicks. How can you be satisfied by your non-Black husband who doesn't have the size to get you off? Do you really think down the road you can just turn it off like a light switch? Maybe a little while but eventually after you keep getting fucked and he does't touch that spot you need to cum like you've been use to, quess what? You're young, beauitful and in charge of your life and you call All The Shots. That BBD will be like water to your body and if you don't get enough there's no substitute, so thread carefully. And one other thing, you mentioned that outside of fucking you and BlackMen don't have anything in common. You can't get me to believe that there aren't any intelligent BlackMen that can carry on a conversation with you after you get finished fucking. Since you haven't tried maybe you should and get surprised like the rest of the world.
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mtthomas43211234
to stridepower : this man is telling the truth, never known one yet to go back and have known a few.
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friartuck747475 6 years ago
I do,I've been fortunate to earn the trust of an number of Women  from AFF  And Ashley Madison  as short notice notice sex partners, short notice Bull ,swimg partner at adult clubs ,and accompanyimg partner on vacations(yes IPah my own way ALWAYS) and provide sex and companionship 
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frenchsissyslut
frenchsissyslut 6 years ago
i understand you perfectly
porn are porn, period
and double life, in my case, for works, that's impossible to do other with
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Lived the porn double life since I was a kid. Totally get it.
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PornDumb 6 years ago
It'smmy favorite part of being on xhamster
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brotherjoe 6 years ago
Double lives are cool, it's the only way to go in 'society' and life should be far simpler a a result...which you've already found. Best wishes and I hope it continues working well for you :smile:
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curioussaint2 7 years ago
A good start for introduction. 
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brock3
brock3 7 years ago
I think it's funny you think you can go back now or in the future when you've had enough BBC. You'll never have enough, best thing for you is to get a man now and hope he has your passion for BBC and will turn you out to be the BBC slut you so want to be. And by the way once dad holds that lil black baby you hand him all his hate will go away, he may even want to fuck his lil slut daughter on occasion.
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stridepower
stridepower 7 years ago
Oh, you ain't ever going back Ms Lady. You are gonna have two choices in a few years. Marry a BBC or Marry some other non-black guy, then get fucked regularly by some BBC. You ain't EVER going back. We've got that pussy hooked now.
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max_68
max_68 8 years ago
I'm pretty sure a lot of you have "double lives", too...

..you´re right!
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