Just Thinking (excerpt my blog- mocospace 2/5/15)

While gays and lesbians everywhere are being extended more and more rights and sentiments of equal standing, people that identify as one of the many transgender groups.....are not making similar strides. Society is not inclusive to these people. While they(society) display a modicum of acceptance, when they are entertained by these people,that is largely the extent of it. And beyond entertainment or sex, most people disdain them. And why is this? Why is it that the sometimes proclaimed,"best of both worlds" is often discriminated by both worlds, those being the straight and gay. Where does this discrimination come from? What threat do transgender people pose to the world as a whole?
Having GID(Gender Indetification Disorder) does not mean that you are gay. Straight people also crossdress. While this is undoubtedly true it also seems true that people as a whole have what i will term Hetero Indetification Disorder OR HID. This is so obvious to anyone that scans Craigslist, chatrooms, or dating sites where millions have ads like "Str8 male looking for c*%k" or some similar heading. Any man who is looking for a sexual encounter with another man and yet still identifies as Str8 is definitely suffering from HID and at the very least bi-curious, bi-sexual if he was ever successful...... What's that? no harm no foul to each his own? Not in this case. In this case our "subject", who is suffering from HID, is able to join in any compulsary gay bashing his fellow so called "Str8" friends engage in. And just as practice makes perfect, he trains himself to dislike "gays". Since he is "str8" and only experiments once in awhile its ok. But somewhere in the subject's mind the war begins. His gayness cannot be hid from his trained dislike toward "homos". This becomes either Self Loathing or an outward loathing. Either case is hazardous, to the individul in the first case and society in the latter.
So the person that wants to dress as a girl, or perhaps the person that wants to dress as a man is a spectacle. Held up for ridicule or worse. And for what? Is it because all transgendered people are identified with the fringe, flamboyant characters? or the transgender that prefer to debase their "self"? Perhaps it feels good to become inferior for them. To be a sissy or cuckold or whore or drag queen.The view of them feeds into this. They are excpected to be sluts and loose. Or butch, and surprisingly misogynistic. Or contrastly fem-dom oriented. Yet sadly, the only opurtunities too often for the crossdresser is in fact sissy, cuckold, whore or drag queen.
So what if they choose to be a beautiful "gurl" or a "stud"?! As if your fetish which may be slightly more vanilla is anymore appealing in the light of day. Do you imagine the universe happens any differently based upon one's gender identification? Or perhaps the truth is that the lack of a true identification to either gender espouses a fluidity between the two. A swaying back and forth. And you hate this why?
-by JuneBonney