I want to make out with a trap!

Tell me if this sounds good to you.

I'm a happily married man, and I took a vow that I would never cheat on my wife. I intend to fulfill that vow, as long as we both shall live.

That said, I don't think kissing would violate that vow!

Very high on my bucket list is to make out with a tranny / t-girl / ladyboy / trap. I find these lovely ladies so attractive, and I dream about kissing one some day.

And by kissing, I'm thinking about make out sessions of my youth. I can recall sitting on the sofa with a girl, and French kissing, exploring, touching her breasts on the outside of her clothing, maybe inside her clothing, whatever I could. All the while, I would be so hard, I was afraid my pants would rip! But I knew I wasn't going to get laid; no hope of that happening. I knew I'd go home with blue balls, and take care of myself when I got home.

I'd love to recreate the whole thing, but with a cute t-girl, ladyboy or trap, instead of a cute genetic girl. It would be agreed beforehand that there would be no sex. And I'd try to share the excitement, and the frustration, with her!

This is my fantasy. Does it seem unattainable to you? Or am I just crazy, there are plenty of trannies who would give me a blow job for the asking. And I've been offered!

I want a hot-n-heavy make out session!

What are your thoughts?