Back to sex part one

I didn't plan to write about what happened after alex walked out the door. It just felt right to describe the way he confronted me. I got lost in story land talking about what happened as I bounced in and out of his life. I talked about some of his friends and how they broke my heart. It was a hard blog to write. Being pretty damn manic made me ramble. It is my hope that any man with the balls to read such a long fucking blog sort of walks away with this notion that I fight my battles pretty damn well. I discuss that horrible night when a suicide attempt led to a cat fight that nearly left me brain damaged. My former best friend couldn't get her story straight. She claims I just shot her a malicious look and punched her in the face.

I call bullshit. I have thrown my fair share of punches. When I throw a punch, lips get busted, noses bleed or eyes turn black. My brother was an abusive psychopath. I learned how to fight back. She didn't have a mark on her face. But she was serious about the way I looked at her. She snapped. She was a big fucking woman. I think she threw me on the ground, pinned me under her weight and went stark raving mad in a genuine attempt to kill me for the look I gave her. But life goes on. We were actually able to be friends again for a short while. One day I got sick of her shit. I told my cousin about all the men she was fucking. Spelling those secrets was my revenge.

and now I can finish the sex story. To be honest, I was scared shitless looking at Dan's gorgeous cock. He was right. I needed a shower because I was soaked in my own cum. He grabbed my hand and let me to the bathroom. He dropped my hand and turned the shower faucet on to get warm. I just stood there looking nervous. He came over and stood in front of me. We were both quite young. He stopped being so cocky when he wasn't putting on a show to steal me from the man I was supposed to fuck. He gave me this sheepish grin like he was nervous. He said 'God you look sexy in that dress.' Then he kissed me. He was surprisingly gentle.

Our kiss became more passionate. He pulled me into a tight embrace. He was taller than me and his hard cock was pressed against my belly. He stopped kissing my mouth to lick and suck on my neck. I could feel him sucking my neck hard enough to leave my marks. All I could do was moan. Suddenly he grabbed the hem of my dress and pulled it over my head. I was standing there totally naked. He didn't hesitate. He got on his knees and pushed my legs apart. He started licking my sticky thighs like I was a lollipop. He mumbled 'your cum taste so good.' Knowing he was being a tease he spread my pussy open to gently lick me from my clit to my asshole. He knew he was giving me so much pleasure my whole body was quivering.

He pulled me in the shower. It was scalding hot just how I like it. Under the water we started kissing again. This time our tongues tangled with an intensity like we were eating each other. He used his hands to manhandle my tits while he pinched my nipples hard enough to make me squeal. He loved getting that reaction. He lifted up my tits and started licking and sucking on my nipples. Then he stood behind me. I could feel his cock pressed against my ass. He grabbed the soap bottle and poured an obscene amount on my tits. He lathered me up like I was a very dirty girl. He liked how slippery all that soap made me. He rubbed his cock up and down my ass and then he started wiping soap all over my pussy. He pushed my legs apart and started rubbing my clit. All I could do was whimper. He shocked me by jamming two fingers in my tight hole. He started fingering me hard and fast while sucking on my neck. He nearly made me peak when he hit my g-spot and bit my shoulder at the same time.

I knew it was my time to give him pleasure. I pulled away and pushed him against the wall of the tiny shower stall. I didn't waste any time getting on my knees and putting that gorgeous cock in my mouth. Losing my virginity was a fumbling affair that lasted thirty second. Tim was the only man who was ever really inside me. But, before he came along I had a stellar reputation for giving world class head. To give good head you truly have to love sucking cock. You have to be willing to choke on a dick. Having little hands gives me an advantage. Many girls knew about my reputation for good head. They asked my secret.

For me the key is stroking down with my hand and sucking upward with my mouth. Then I stroke up with my hand and push a cock down when I suck. I also add a twist to my hand when I'm whacking a cock. But for women who wanted to know my I said the key was making eye contact. A man loves to lock eyes with a woman sucking his cock. I didn't go easy on dan. He moaned 'your going to make me cum.' I stopped sucking long enough to say 'I need to taste you.' Then I really started sucking his cock real hard. Dan was good for talking dirty. He didn't stop telling me how good it felt, begging me not to stop and warning me he was about to explode. I hit that moment when I was sucking his cock so hard it had to be that perfect kind of pain. He wrapped his fingers in my hair and pushed my head down while saying 'I'm cumming.' Like a good cocksucker I kept sucking to milk each drop while swallowing a massive load.

He actually needed thirty seconds to regain control. He got to soap me up. Before he was either breathing right I poured soap on his chest. I started rubbing his chest and shoulders. Except my touch was more of a tickle I pressed my chest against him to reach around him and soap up his back. I used one finger to trace down his spine totally to tease him. He had a gorgeous ass. I used both hands to squeeze it. Just to fuck with him, I gave him a really hard slap on the ass. His eyes lit up. And his dick was hard as a rock again. He grabbed me and pushed us both directly under the water. We had a lot of soap to wash off. We just rubbed each other in a frenzy while we kissed hard and fast. I still felt slippery but he turned off the water.

Dan wasn't like most men. He was also ungodly strong. He picked me up like I weighed as light as a feather. He didn't carry me to the bath. Suddenly he was laying me down on the bathroom floor. I was totally submissive under his control. Before I could count to thee he was between my legs with my ankles on his shoulders. He slammed his dick in my pussy so hard, I actually did scream out. Damn that turned him on. Then he started pumping in and out of me really slow. He wanted to get me totally worked up. While he fucked me nice and slow he started rubbing my clit. He asked if I loved his dick in me. I told him I couldn't get enough of his dick. He told my pussy was so tight and so fucking wet. I begged him to fuck me harder. He told me he wanted to see me working my clit while he fucked me so hard I squirted all over his dick.

I follow orders nicely. He had my ass and pussy of the ground so he could fuck me on his knees. He used his muscles to hold me up. At the same time he had leverage to slam into so hard and fast it was a total shock. These days, I watch a lot of porn. My favorite scenes are when a big male porn star is fucking a chick so hard her eyes roll back in her head and she is nearly speaking in tongues. That first fuck session made feel like fucking tim was a waste of time. He took me to that great sexual moment when I'm just babbling 'Jesus Christ' like I'm praying. It is kind of embarrassing to be getting fucked so hard I sound freaky religious. Now, I got even more twisted. My longterm fuck buddy of ten years liked to be called 'daddy.' I tried to break ties with him when I started dating tim round two. We stayed friends but I wouldn't fuck him. Tim managed to give me one great orgasm. I had this horrible moment when I forgot which man I was fucking. When I came, I totally screamed daddy. I knew it was a huge fuck-up. Tim immediately stopped fucking me to bust out laughing with this horrified look on his face. He knows I have dead dad issues. In that moment he thought I wanted to fuck my dead date. Now, I'm careful who I call daddy.

Dan took me to 'jesus christ' land. I was so close to cumming. He had my back arced to truly hit my g-spot. I certainly know how to rub my clit. Suddenly when one really hard slam it seemed like I was hit by electricity I couldn't even say jesus. He could feel my whole body convulse. Even better he felt my hot cum hit his dick. He pulled out so he could watch it shoot out. I considered a near-death experience. I honestly needed five minutes to learn how to breath again. But the best lovers never let a woman have recovery time. He immediately used his brown shoulders to force my legs apart. That he buried his face deep in my pussy. I probably would've slapped him upside the head if he licked and sucked my clit really. It was so red, swollen and sensitive. He licked me so gently. He loved the taste of my cum. Once again he was licking my thighs, Sticking his tongue in my pussy and he really started licking my asshole. That was a new experience for me.

He went back to licking my clit but he stuck one of his massive fingers in my ass. It was strange. But it felt really good when he used that finger to fuck my ass. It made feel like he could dominate all my holes and tease my clit good enough to make me feel crazy. I was about to cum when he stopped. He gave me this and said 'I want to pound you from me behind.' That sounded like a good plan to me.