Sissy hipnosys videos, brandy and poppers

This is something I read that someone else posted about themselves something that i think is coming true in my case.I'm still a virgin but looking to change that.

Subject: [sissyfaggots] Re: Poppers

"I so agree with Wendy. I was your "average", I guess wannabe sissy. I liked dressing and dildoing myself to sissy fantasies and desires but I was afraid of like totally giving myself over to being a sissy. I knew deep down it was what I was but it was a mental things as far as acceptance. Started watching the various sissy hypnosis vids online and they helped a lot in my acceptance of my sexuality. But when I started sniffing poppers, it was such a turnon for me that I WAS a sissy. I love the idea of being a sissy and the poppers help me to totally accept my desires and fantasies. It's normal for me to suck cock and swallow fresh sperm where in the past I would do it but felt it was somehow wrong. But now with the sissy hypnosis vids and poppers it's perfectly normal. It makes all your sissy fantasies and desires seem so much more hotter. It also makes your sissy cock not get very hard or not hard at all yet you are as horny as you ever have been which to me is so feminine. It's also erotic to me to cum limp. Such a feminine orgasm. I have read bad things about them but I don't know if I could ever give them up. They are such a part of my sexlife now. They make being a sissy so much more erotic."

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