Absence

I just poured out my heart and soul. I can't understand what I did wrong but I posted it and I got hit with the message It was deleted and I'm not allowed to see it with no explanation. I just want men who try to contact me to know I ran out of my stimulant. I can't respond to comments or messages. I will keep it short and sweet. I will get a refill in a matter of weeks and keep fighting. Do not think you are being ignored. I have a disability which keeps me bed bound without a stimulant. I had so much to say and I was not allowed to post it. I simply give up. I give up on a lot of things like ever having a decent circle of friends. I will go missing. Xhamster will not let me explain the ramifications. all i can do is apologize.