How it all began

I had sex for the first time when I was 12 years old her name was Joanie she lived upstairs from me she was 15 and all summer long we fucked but by the time I was 15 years old something started to change in me , my best friend Brian and I started to experiment when I was 15 and he was 16 . I remember the 1st time , I was sleeping by his house and he crawled into bed with me and took my clothes off and started to rub my cock I eventually did they same to him but his cock was so much thicker then mine I could barely wrap my tiny hands around it . Eventually we started to get more and more curious and I remember the first time he eat my ass , I could not believe that it was possible to feel this good and then it happened ! I was by his house and we were watching porn and he started to eat my ass and he stuck his dick inside me and I literally shot across the room in pain . But he wanted to cum and he wasn't taking no for an answer so he forced me to suck his cock , I remember being so nervous and scared cause he was getting mad cause he couldn't fuck me but I eventually go him to cum and after swallowing his cum I fell in love with Brian . He eventually forced me into letting him fuck me and after the 3rd time I started to love it more and more . Our sexual addiction was getting very dangerous cause we started to skip school and go back to his house every day while his parents were both at work , we stopped staying with our other friends , if were were together we were fucking but eventually Brian started to tell me he wasn't gay and he couldn't see me any more , he completely ignored me .

Months went by and I moved on and I must say it was awkward when My friends including Brian would hang out cause he never acknowledged me . Some of our friends started to ask what was up how come we don't talk anymore and To my shock Brian told all our friends that I tried to blow him and that I was gay . Within days it was all over school I was so embarrassed I was being made fun of and hurt all the time , I begged to quit school but my Mom would not allow it . One night a school mate of mine from who was 2 years older then me and who had my email noticed I was in a gay chat room he instant messaged me to talk and with an hour I was blowing him under the school bleachers . He told me the only way he would fuck me is if I would dress up as a girl for him , my aunt lived with us and I would put her panties , stocking and heels on and he would come fuck me .