Dear Friends

Hi there!

I don`t have a experience with writing a long post, so this one will be shorty :)
I dont have time, to writing of each profile to thanks for inviting me, and very very sweet comments of my ugly pics. So i want to thanks to all of you, i love you all, and i`m very happy to be here.

Time to new set, i think it will be more artistic way. Now i hmm i dont remember that word (grabbing?)money to buy the stuff for a set (a wig, boots, and some of decoration).

I have job now, so i`m live and have enough food to survive, so thinks getting better for a while.

I was in a relationship with a woman, but it was end. bout two weeks ago. I think it was my fault, but i`ve always blame myseflf so this might be not real true.
whaterver monsters are monsters and humans are humans. just cant live together :)

my regards to all may ghost of H.P. Lovecfraft` soul be with you.
With Love
Pagan.

Published by crow0
11 years ago
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gracy1
gracy1 10 years ago
you are not ugly you are very pretty and sexy
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crow0
crow0 Publisher 11 years ago
to sawax : i`m pansexual only in porn way :wink:
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sawax 11 years ago
do you think that pansexual is the right way?
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JoeyB
JoeyB 11 years ago
just be yourself and if people really like you, you will know
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crow0
crow0 Publisher 11 years ago
I dont know how, but your situation was almost the same. When i was met her, i would considered her as "my man" and everything was great! and the same as in your experience, she want to turn me into man, that i wouldn`t be. Like i`ve wrote before, I`m not consider yourself as man or woman. i`m something between. I`m in pain when i must act like men on the street or with friends, coz i`m aint man. I think about myself more like manly chick, a type of tough girl, but always stay girl.
When she left, i kept my animals too (i have courious cat, and silly dog). Everything go back to normal. i dont understunt why im not happy with this. Maybe i`m going to understanding that, my life is unchangeable ;|
thanks to Analisa for support.
Pagan.
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crow0
crow0 Publisher 11 years ago
to Ronny1500 : thanx, better then starving, but it`s nothing special
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Ronny1500
Ronny1500 11 years ago
Congratulations for your new job!
I visit your site very often and I like your site!
Sorry my english is too bad...
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