Financial Domination or Pandora ’s Box
Pandora ’s Box - Some thoughts on being Mistress Rani’s pathetic little dick sissy bitch money slave, cash slut or wallet.
As i stated before, the whole Financial Domme thing started innocently enough over several weeks. At my insistence, Mistress opened an online wish list. i wanted Her to do this so i could buy Her gifts. Reluctantly, She created Her wish list and sent me the link. i immediately wanted to go shopping for Her, and ordered Her two corsets She had selected.
We spoke about how it made me feel being able to buy Her gifts. How i got excited by selecting the gifts for Her and then how i would beg for Her to humiliate me. In the beginning Mistress was unsure if She was comfortable with this arrangement, i had to plead my case and reassure Her that i wanted to do this and was okay with being Her money slave.
Now Financial Domination has turned into an addiction for me. And like all addictions, there is the initial "high", then the down or regret after. The promise to oneself not to do it again, then only submitting to Her again. It creates a rush that no other fetish can. When Mistress Rani has me act as Her money slave and i feel that “rush” pumping through me into the pit of my stomach, i get lost in the feeling. It is so different from anything i've ever experienced. The feeling i get is that of euphoria, i get this feeling in my chest and my heart races, body tingles and shakes uncontrollably. It's hard to explain the feeling of being a money slave, it gets me to the core and i love it and crave it.
Financial submission is the only kind of submission that can not be faked, at the end of a session i have less money and my Domme has more money or gifts. It also crosses over into my regular (vanilla) life like no other fetish can. The effects of financial submission last longer than most because there is the constant reminder when i check my bank account and see the purchases. Or later in the week when i may want to go out drinking or buy myself something, i then realize that i can’t because i gifted my Mistress yesterday and can’t afford it.
my Mistress is so good to me, as it is Her that stops the shopping sprees. It is Her that keeps my obsession in check. She now wants to budget/limit her Financial Domination over me so as not to ruin my checking account. She does this because She knows that when She is Domme and i am in my financial submission trance i could not stop myself.
Again Mistress, thank You for allowing me the privilege of trying to please You. i am such a pathetic little pantyboy and my little dicklet is too tiny and even my wallet is not enough too please You.
As i stated before, the whole Financial Domme thing started innocently enough over several weeks. At my insistence, Mistress opened an online wish list. i wanted Her to do this so i could buy Her gifts. Reluctantly, She created Her wish list and sent me the link. i immediately wanted to go shopping for Her, and ordered Her two corsets She had selected.
We spoke about how it made me feel being able to buy Her gifts. How i got excited by selecting the gifts for Her and then how i would beg for Her to humiliate me. In the beginning Mistress was unsure if She was comfortable with this arrangement, i had to plead my case and reassure Her that i wanted to do this and was okay with being Her money slave.
Now Financial Domination has turned into an addiction for me. And like all addictions, there is the initial "high", then the down or regret after. The promise to oneself not to do it again, then only submitting to Her again. It creates a rush that no other fetish can. When Mistress Rani has me act as Her money slave and i feel that “rush” pumping through me into the pit of my stomach, i get lost in the feeling. It is so different from anything i've ever experienced. The feeling i get is that of euphoria, i get this feeling in my chest and my heart races, body tingles and shakes uncontrollably. It's hard to explain the feeling of being a money slave, it gets me to the core and i love it and crave it.
Financial submission is the only kind of submission that can not be faked, at the end of a session i have less money and my Domme has more money or gifts. It also crosses over into my regular (vanilla) life like no other fetish can. The effects of financial submission last longer than most because there is the constant reminder when i check my bank account and see the purchases. Or later in the week when i may want to go out drinking or buy myself something, i then realize that i can’t because i gifted my Mistress yesterday and can’t afford it.
my Mistress is so good to me, as it is Her that stops the shopping sprees. It is Her that keeps my obsession in check. She now wants to budget/limit her Financial Domination over me so as not to ruin my checking account. She does this because She knows that when She is Domme and i am in my financial submission trance i could not stop myself.
Again Mistress, thank You for allowing me the privilege of trying to please You. i am such a pathetic little pantyboy and my little dicklet is too tiny and even my wallet is not enough too please You.
11 years ago
“The other is paying my rent/bills”. I couldn’t collect my thoughts and responded “Yes Mistress Rani”.
She teased me as She ordered Her groceries online, as i just sat there dripping in my chastity cage, telling Her what a sissy bitch i am. The excitement and anticipation was running through me like a drug.
She did have me set a limit for Her shopping spree so as not to rape my pathetic wallet too much. i set the limit at $150.00 or £ 97.00, minutes later Mistress was ready for to checkout. Because i am so pathetic, i was getting so excited being told i was buying Her groceries.
Mistress then messaged me the following;
Total Savings:
£5.70
Your Guide price:
(67 items) £85.87
Delivery charge:
£6.00
Subtotal:
£91.87
i was dripping so much, and shaking, my stomach had butterflies and all i could say was “Thank You Mistress.” In which She replied, “your pathetic slave, we will be going shopping again later today”.