LOL I hope this will show up..i must clarify a few
"Begin at the beginning"-Alice in Wonderland
and so I shall...My wife and I have been married three years. Our sex life was never great and I began to notice a progressive sort of impotence that will always worry the male mind. I did not chalk it up to diminishing return, due to the fact I ceased to have morning erections or even erections when watching porn. I noticed my right testicle was swollen and eventually Lauren talked me into going to a doctor.
The new after several tests could not have been worse. I had full blown testicular cancer and my doctor recommended radical castration to keep the infected cells from spreading to my lymph nodes. Lauren and I were both crushed, as we had wanted c***dren and an active sex life. Yet my doc told me with hormone shots i Might be able to get a usable erection (once in awhile).
Fast forward to post surgery. I felt like half a man. I can promise you fellas there is no worse feeling in the world. The worst part is my wife is only 21 and has an amazing libido that I could not satisfy(I am in my early 30s) so I had been there and done that a few times. I felt terrible for her. So..as best I could I tried to please her with my mouth as she often watched interracial porn.
Eventually we came to the conclusion (I over any petty jealousies by now) that we would find her a regular black boyfriend to satisfy her sexual needs and I would get the pleasure of watching my wife in exstacy..fufilling her greatest fantasy.
It is RIDICULOUSLY difficult to find such a man because to her intimacy is not JUST about sex but about commitment and passion and mutual respect. AFter a short time she admitted that she wanted an interracial baby and finding just the right man who would accept us (and I am NOT gay in any way..I consider myself `asexual')
In short..to keep it short..we find ourselves here now searching among those of you with similar interests..trying to find the right man to sire the first (and possibly) more c***dren.
We are looking to make friends with similar lifestyle choices as we have only just begun documenting ourselves(her) via photogrpahs and other media.
We are interested in meeting couples and strong black me who actually have something "going on" in their lives...we are already very pleased with the contacts we have made on here.
and so I shall...My wife and I have been married three years. Our sex life was never great and I began to notice a progressive sort of impotence that will always worry the male mind. I did not chalk it up to diminishing return, due to the fact I ceased to have morning erections or even erections when watching porn. I noticed my right testicle was swollen and eventually Lauren talked me into going to a doctor.
The new after several tests could not have been worse. I had full blown testicular cancer and my doctor recommended radical castration to keep the infected cells from spreading to my lymph nodes. Lauren and I were both crushed, as we had wanted c***dren and an active sex life. Yet my doc told me with hormone shots i Might be able to get a usable erection (once in awhile).
Fast forward to post surgery. I felt like half a man. I can promise you fellas there is no worse feeling in the world. The worst part is my wife is only 21 and has an amazing libido that I could not satisfy(I am in my early 30s) so I had been there and done that a few times. I felt terrible for her. So..as best I could I tried to please her with my mouth as she often watched interracial porn.
Eventually we came to the conclusion (I over any petty jealousies by now) that we would find her a regular black boyfriend to satisfy her sexual needs and I would get the pleasure of watching my wife in exstacy..fufilling her greatest fantasy.
It is RIDICULOUSLY difficult to find such a man because to her intimacy is not JUST about sex but about commitment and passion and mutual respect. AFter a short time she admitted that she wanted an interracial baby and finding just the right man who would accept us (and I am NOT gay in any way..I consider myself `asexual')
In short..to keep it short..we find ourselves here now searching among those of you with similar interests..trying to find the right man to sire the first (and possibly) more c***dren.
We are looking to make friends with similar lifestyle choices as we have only just begun documenting ourselves(her) via photogrpahs and other media.
We are interested in meeting couples and strong black me who actually have something "going on" in their lives...we are already very pleased with the contacts we have made on here.
11 years ago
