For JJ my CD Fantasy/dream

I have a neighbor, best friend for many years. I lived next door and have thought of being his Gurl many times.I used to dress regularly, would go to a thrift shop and be outfitted. I would wear my best lingerie, have nice hair and heels. The saleslady would bring me clothes to try on and allow me to walk around the store. I would then drive en femme and felt so good. I would drive by his house and hope he might see me.
He invited me to dinner once when the wives were away. I was giddy with excitement and thought it might happen. I had the skimpiest white bikini lace panties and put on my cage. We went to dinner and I remember trying to show him my panty waist line. I was hoping he might notice. Perhaps he did as he just said "thanks for evening, we should go home now". and....we went our separate ways. I think he knows but didn't act. I have told him several times how much I like lingerie. I also confided in him once about how I went to a place I shouldn't have and felt embarrassed (adult video store).
thoughts appreciated..
Jane
JJ if you ever read this, so much I would do for you....