I HATE how much i LOVE my step-Mommy!

i close my eyes and take a deep breath and hesitate!
i open them slowly.
i stop.
i stop masturbating.
i take a deep breath and walk through the door.
i stare into Her cold, grey eyes! She is.. furious!
my thighs press together, and tears form in my eyes.
i... H^TE Her!
i bite my lip.
Nicky!
my step-Mom!
She h^tes me!
From the moment i came home She was ON me!
Scolding me!
"Hi Nicky!"
She growled at me!
"MOMMY! sinny, call me Mommy!"
i blushed furiously :flushed:
"Hi Mommy!"
She whispered...
"good girl!"
i blushed furiously!
i squeezed my thighs together, unable to ignore how wet i was!
She gushed about how my step-sister was engaged...
She sniffed me, and told me that i needed a shower!
She told me that... i smelled! :flushed:
Tears welled up in my eyes as She humiliated me, and...
i LOVED it!
The way She treated me like trash, the way She made me feel so insignificant... made me want Her more! i felt the need to make Her LOVE me!!! :flushed:
She snapped at me!
"sinny, get your ass upstairs! Shower and SHAVE! I want yew hairless, and clean, and put on that kyoot dress I left on your bed!"
i bit my lip, and RAN up the stairs!
i was determined to make Her happy!
i wanted to be..
Her good girl. :blush:
i sat on my bed pouting.
Taking a moment for myself..
i was ready to take off my clothes, get in the shower and...
MASTURBATE!!!
FUCK! i was SO wet!!!
She burst into my room and grabbed my phone!
She read my texts.. from tiff. :flushed:
"So yew are a lesbian!!???"
She made me tell Her what tiff and i do when we have sex, and...
fuck.
i did.
i told Her.
Nicky was furious!
She Thr3atened me that She would tell Daddy that i was a lesbian!
Telling me that i was NOTHING!
And...
If i didn't obey Her...
If i didn't do EVERYTHING She told me to...
She would tell Daddy!
:flushed:
i was absolutely t3rrified!
T3rrified of Her!
i knew...
She knew...
That... *gulp*
i had a crush on Her!
She knew i was submissive.
She knew i needed a firm hand. A Mistress! A sexual partner that would enjoy playing with me, exploring my kinks, and making me Her bitch!
She was Aggressive, and i h^ted it!
i h^ted how much...
How... the way She humiliated me... made me...
made me... WET!
i bit my lip!
FUCK! WHY!?
Why, when She scolds me, when She humiliates me...
WHY?
Why does that make me SOOOOO wet!?!?
i gave in!
"Okay Mommy! i will do anything!!! i will do anything Yew tell me to. Please dont tell Daddy!"
She whispered.. quite sweetly... "good girl!"
And then.. Nicky... Mommy... pounced on me!
And i...
submitted.
i let Her take me.
i let Her play with me.
i let Nicky...
i let Mommy...
fuck me.