I'm Dick Starved

I think about Dick almost every minute of the day and I can't keep from wanting to suck some but it isn't available to me. I have a few Male friends but those relationships have changed so drastically it's almost as if I don't trust them or their milk. Nothing seems to take my mind off of Dick. I imagine if I had 1 good fuck from a nice , uncomplicated, well endowed, healthy dick dude I could focus on more important stuff, but until I can get Dicked Down I'm at this crossroads. I don't wanna go to strangers but that might be my only option at this time. The one available "friend " doesn't seem interested and I believe it's because he has difficulty getting it up, but even in that situation I can't trust his milk and I don't know why I feel that way. I hope 2025 brings me all the goodness and healthy butt fuckin I crave