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Sometimes it's hard to believe how hard and turned on men get me It's amazing! My first thoughts of men and cock we're probably at the age of 16 when I would masturbate of course I stroked to hot sexy girls in school on TV and porn. Somehow I don't know why I started thinking of men and hot cock so young mined you and it didn't freak me out. Oh my goodness I'm gay I love cock this is terrible No not at all. I looked at it as just sex and it gets me off and it felt natural at that age in my mind I figured I came just as much looking and thinking of pussy as much as I did cock. When I look back now as with today I think then I was shooting bigger loads thinking of hot men and hot hard cock. I was a late bloomer I did not have my first man until my mid-30s I went to a bookstore I frequent it a lot but always kept the door locked. One day I decided to keep it open and within minutes a man had his cock in my mouth no hesitation I did leave the door open and I want cock! Embarrassingly I came in under 2 minutes with his dick in my mouth. He said to me first time he knew I just shook my head with his dick in my mouth and he said that's alright. He then took my cum covered cock and struck me off while he gently and slowly worked his dick in my mouth. That's when I found out fairly soon that cum is an amazing lubricant He worked me slow gentle and edgingly then I shot even more the second time. Then you pulled out and put my hand on his dick and him and I both stroked his cock together until he shot all over my chest. It was amazing from then on since I opened the door and fantasy became reality I was at that bookstore four times a week. I was shocked at how fast it happened that I fell into being obsessed with men! It was probably a year and a half before I took my first man deep in my ass I figured just sucking dick didn't make me gay so we'll keep it at that. I know I've gone on here and I could keep going but that is the gist of the story. Now 57 I'm gay completely out I love it Love this lifestyle still turned on by the passion between two men and I've done pretty much everything in the lifestyle. It's still a turn on still gets me rock hard Still makes me one as much cock as possible I love being gay and I love being out and people knowing. Like right now I'm so hard it hurts sharing this with you.

Published by atownsexnow

5 months ago

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Furrychub 5 days ago

I was curious in early teens, didnt have first experience sucking cock until 19. Enjoyed it but it wasnt until years late and a few more times I fully accepted it. Was after meeting with an older gay man few timesthe lust and passion, how good it felt. Now I fully love having gay sex, being naked with other men, playing with cock, fucking and getting fucked. And getting all the cum I can.

atownsexnow Publisher 2 months ago

to GngrBttm : I just wanted cock and cunt it was always just sex to me. Then something clicked don't know what? I fell in love with men Pleasing them worshiping them dating having relationships I love it and I love men amazing sex. And maybe black men that push me that way I think and I love it.

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GngrBttm 2 months ago

Love reading these. I also was a late bloomer, mid-30's before my first cock. It was just about cock at first, but as I went deeper and deeper (LOVING it the whole way), it became about MEN, and now we're here, I find everthing about a man so sexy, I haven't thought sexually about a woman in years. Pretty sure I couldn't get hard for her anyway.

I started getting curious and thinking about men and cocks around 12. Started after being taken swimming at local pool. Seeing so many guys naked in the locker room, and the showers. I loved it had trouble not staring. Jerked off thinking about them. Wasn't until years later that I had first time sucking a cock and getting sucked on too.

Wyattrgs 3 months ago

to atownsexnow : I'm dreaming a graving cock and cum every day. There's a local lorry park i visit when my wife is away and I love playing with cock there.

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atownsexnow Publisher 3 months ago

to Wyattrgs : Oh good for you That's amazing. Want to get my ass worked really good and deep I c** hands-free all the time. I was a late bloomer I wasn't till my mid-30s but now I'm totally gay and out I love it What amazing sex with another man.

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Wyattrgs 3 months ago

to atownsexnow : I was 14 when i started. Had anal soon after with his Aunt watching, the first time it happened i came hands free.

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atownsexnow Publisher 3 months ago

to Wyattrgs : How old were you baby? And that is so hot I'm loving a woman encourages gay sex between men. I'm loving a woman joins in too with a strap-on and is dominant that's fun stuff. And a relative too Wow great love it.

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Wyattrgs 3 months ago

I sucked my first cock when I was, it was a good freind from school, his aunt would encourage us to play with eachother.

vonrouge 4 months ago

A bookstore?? What year was this ??

antverp 4 months ago

beautifull

captJack33 5 months ago

Nice way to start

atownsexnow Publisher 5 months ago

to citychicken : That's so good sweetheart I love getting guys hard anyway possible. Course in person's my favorite I love to see that nice hard cocky or so I got like that. I'm glad I got you sprung baby.

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citychicken 5 months ago

Hard just reading this. You got me SPRUNG. I can feel your energy in your words.

atownsexnow Publisher 5 months ago

to Shy-Fag : I never had a hang up with anybody that was gay or the lifestyle itself. Just when I was younger and masturbating cock started popping into my mind a lot. Like I said I was a late bloomer I know there are a lot of hangups obstacles and barriers when I started getting with men and having sex with them It was just sad awesome hot sex. Consider myself still straight or bisexual whatever and enjoyed women yet. But as the years went by I'm so happy to be gay having relationships with men not just meaningless hot sex and I've had some sweet sexy relationships. Proud out and gay I love it so much It's still blows me away how amazing it is and I'm getting hard now telling you this.

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atownsexnow Publisher 5 months ago

to antverp : Thank you

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antverp 5 months ago

a wonderfull story

Shy-Fag 5 months ago

It is beautiful and exciting to read your passionate writings. Of course there is nothing strange in desiring men, but we have been educated in a different way and awareness must overcome many barriers and impediments. In the end it is fantastic and liberating to abandon ourselves to the reality for which we are predestined and which is inevitable. A destiny that awaited us.