Astrophysics

Astrophysics pales in complexity, when compared to human sexuality. There is no understanding it.

For example; my wife. She is a pretty little Asian woman. She has a nice body and spends 2 or 3 days a week at the gym. Nice Ass, and semi-huge fake boobs. With the fake boobs (just under $15,000) came Amazingly Perfect Nipples. I love them. The protruding part is surrounded by a small ring, maybe a half inch radius, of smooth, shiny dark skin. Then all surrounded by bumps of scar tissue, like a reef around a small island. Perfectly round and symmetric.

We have some very strange conversations. My wife is affectionate, and very sexual. But as long as she thinks she is working out some of my fantasies as well as her own; it gets a little weird. She clearly wants our Dominatrix Adventures to be more extreme, and be a bigger part of our relationship than a few nights a month. She tells me again and again that I need more pegging, and she is more than willing to give me, “Just what you need. So good for you.”

The thing is, she is doing this for her personal pleasure and sense of adventure. And she believes it makes us a closer couple. So for her, it’s all positive. She feels like a more sexually exciting wife, more intimacy, has her fun, and feels power and control. When she puts on that Weapon, she is into it. Completely different from the Bored, Disinterested Dominatrix you see in many videos, fucking some guy for $500, and keeping one eye on the clock.

I am not making this up. This morning she tells me, “My birthday is in October. You know what I want for my birthday? I want to fuck you in the ass every day for a month. All October, you should get my dick in your ass every night. Be strong for me. Every night for a month! So fun! I can put you in the mood every day with the paddle and hurting your balls.”

“Do you really like it that much? What about your body? What about face sitting and regular sex? And you used to cum from using the strapon up over me on the bed, but you changed positions to standing by the bed and now you don’t cum.”

“I like it more than anything. I want it to really hurt you. Fucking down on you on the bed doesn’t hurt you enough. Not deep enough to really hurt. I can wait to cum if I can fuck you harder and hurt you more. When I stand behind you I can grab your hips and really drive deep and sudden. I know it hurts more because you jump. If it hurts more, that’s the important thing.”

“You are a very rough fuck when you’re standing up and grabbing me.”

“We can hurt you so much more. I know you can take it. You’re strong. And you should make more noise when I fuck you. I like to hear you. Then you crawl off the bed and I have your mouth.”

“Every day for a month is too much. I can’t take it that much. It’s too hard on me. That strapon leaves me sore so I can’t do it every day.”

“Ok. Let me do it every other day for a month. If not every day, then I get to use the heavy wooden paddle on the other day! Lots more bondage like the ropes and cuffs. And when I fuck you more and more you will get better at taking it. This should be our regular sex. You lick me for excitement, then I fuck you, then you lick me more. Then if you were good you can cum in my hand or on my feet. And on the days when I’m not fucking you, you still get the paddle. Paddle every day. One Month, October. You be my submissive all October. It’s a great idea. So good for you.”

“You want the spanking bench?”

“Not on the bench. It fall over too easy. On the bed or on the floor with the spreader bars and the cuffs. And I will punish your balls and smack your ass with the heavy wooden paddle, and when you are really beaten I will climb up and fuck you.”

“That’s 15 or 16 hard sessions in one month. I don’t think I can take so much.”

“Be strong for me. We can test. I fucked you Wednesday. So again tonight, Friday. Tonight you be ready. All clean and ready. Don’t expect any mercy. Don’t be weak.
I tried to buy something to hurt your balls more. I went into the sex shop by the car wash but they didn’t have like what I need. I asked the salesgirl.”

I have no idea what she’s looking for. She won’t say. Whatever that Older Korean Lady from the Halloween Party used on her husband I suspect. A vice or a humbler probably. I’m slightly amazed a humbler hasn’t appeared in our bedroom because she could have access to my balls while using the strapon if my balls were pulled back. That would be a Holiday for her.

I am getting a lot more corporal punishment lately. More paddling, more blows with the riding crop. We have a small Cat-O-Nine, 3 paddles and a riding crop with a little pad on the tip. One paddle is about 12 inches long, made of black leather used mostly on my balls. One is a two strip tawse on a wooden handle used on my back and ass. One is a heavy, big, fraternity paddle. That fucking thing… It’s not painful after 20 strokes like the others. It hurts like a Bastard from the First Swing.

She fondles my ass when she’s paddling. Every twenty or thirty she will stop for a minute and run her hands over me. She wants to feel how hot the flesh is. This is her metric of how much more I can take. She decides that, unless I completely Wimped Out and called a halt. “Not even hot yet, and not a bruise or a drop of blood. You can take a lot more. Don’t be weak, this is good for you.”

There are two ways to make me hold position and take a paddling: Grip my balls, or jerk me off. The Paddling Handjob is a brain scrambling experience that I’ve written about before. When so much pain and pleasure get mixed together, you get stuck right on the edge of orgasm for minutes. It’s incredible. I keep thinking, “just stop the paddle for a few more strokes on my dick and I can cum…”

But she knows where I am. Pump, pump, pump with her left hand, hold the paddle with the right, me on my knees, hands on the headboard. Close to orgasm. Whack! Stroke the dick more, five of six strokes, Whack! Let go of my dick, use that hand to grab my balls. With the other, set down the paddle and run her hand over my ass. “You’re barely hot! You’re doing fine. You can take a lot more.”

It’s so difficult to cum with such distraction and pain. Normally, you would have cum in one tenth the time. But I’m stuck. She just holds the head of my dick, and squenches that a few times fast. I could cum in 10 seconds. Whack! Whack! Whack! Orgasm gone. And the look on her face, this grim determination, real intensity in her look, like she’s studying me. Watching every twitch and expression to keep me right on the edge. And she keeps changing the stimulation to my dick. Sometimes a full length stroke with a tight grip – pure milking. Then just polishing the head, so much pleasure it almost tickles, but doesn’t move toward orgasm. Pushing down, and down with no upstroke, like climbing a rope. Changing the stimulation so I can’t cum. Padding so I can’t cum. Very good, very painful, stuck like an ant in amber.

It will end when her hand is tired from jerking my dick. My ass will feel like it’s on fire. She will set down the paddle and put that hand on the small of my back to steady herself, while she puts her foot on the bed under my dick. “Now touch yourself. Cum all over my foot.” Yes Ma’am.

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I got a long hard fucking with her strapon two nights ago. I followed her instructions to be ready. I walked the dog early. I started getting cleaned up an hour before she was heading for bed. Shaved, washed inside and out, lubed up, plug inserted. That plug is just a bit smaller than her weapon. It helps me relax and be ready for when she wants to mount up.

I was waiting in bed. She came out of the master bath completely naked, except for Her Royal Harness. She went straight to the bed and lay down on the left edge. “Come here and suck my dick.”

She likes this. She like the visual of watching me do this. I don’t care for it, but I do it for her. I have no fantasies about sucking another guy’s dick, but I’ll put on a show for her. So I move next to the bed and she takes hold of my balls, isolating them at the extreme end of my sack and pulling down. “Now suck my dick.”

I take the thing in my mouth. It is so big it can’t fit the head between my back teeth. I get it wet and start stroking it with my left hand. With my right, I make a fist and push it lightly against her bald pussy. So while she gets to watch her pretend blow job, she gets a little pussy massage. I bob my head, until I get the hand on the back of my head signaling that she wants to see it deeper. I take it to the throat, my jaw stretched wide open to accommodate the big thing. She bucks her hips a bit and pushes on my head to really hit my throat. This is delightful for her, and combined with the pussy massage she is having a good time. She makes me gag a bit with a hard thrust, and when she hears me react she giggles and thrusts harder.

“Get on the bed. On the side. Down.”

I had an idea about something she would like. Look at my ‘almost my biography video’; No Mercy Pegging By Asian Mistress. The guy has on a harness so she can grab him more easily.

I had gotten two braided leather belts, much too long for my waist. But I didn’t put them around my waist. I put them around my neck and under my arm. Then the second one around my neck and other armpit, forming an X across my chest and back. She watched me put them on and had a big smile as I did so.

Then I lay on the bed, bent at the waist with my legs hanging over the edge, feet on the floor, a towel under my dick. Without waiting a minute, she steps behind me. “This is very good. Can be harder tonight! Very hard for you, what you need.”

I hear a gurgle from her squeezing out lube, and feel the thing push against me. She has her way for the initial penetration. She puts that big blunt head against my anus, and pushes with a series of short, pumping jabs, like a battering ram breaking a door. A combination of a push and an very short stroke. It’s a good technique, because it works with me and my efforts to relax. I’s just a matter of 10 or 15 seconds until the head penetrates.

Two things happened when that big head pops in. I say, like always, “Aahhh! Ok, just wait a second. Let me get used to it. Just a second…” And she doesn’t wait a second, never does. She pushes deeper. Sometimes the exclamation of pain when that muscle stretches will maker her laugh a little. It never makes her wait. Jab deeper, jab deeper, jab deeper. In just a few seconds it is 100% deep, just the wide base between us.

And she loves the new semi-harness. She leans forward, palms up and under the belts. I feel her elbows on my back. This is an improvement for her, and she starts POUNDING me in a rapid beat. Wham! Wham! Wham! Wham! Just the smallest hesitation to be sure each thrust is a shocking event for me. I look over my shoulder and she is looking down, watching the thing pump into me. For her it is visual, watching the show, and mental, being the Hard Dominatrix, and physical, having her pussy vibrated and pummeled by her Weapon.

At this angle, it hurts more and I am getting almost no prostate stimulation. It’s just an uncomfortable ass pounding. She’s really enjoying herself, watching it pump in and out of me, and the impact of each full thrust. Her hips are crashing into my ass like a drumbeat. And I give her the audible that she likes. With every thrust, I grunt or moan or say something, “Ungh! Ungh! Ungh! Oh. So hard. So hard. You’re killing me. So hard. Killing me. Good. Don’t stop.”

“Are you all right? This is so good for you. I know you love it. Say thank you!”

Punctuating each word with a hard, 100% deep thrust, she says;
“Say” Wham! “Thank” Wham! “You” Wham! “Mistress” Wham!

“Thank you Mistress. Thank you for fucking my ass.”

“Before we do this, I know you dream about it. Now you get your dream pushed up your ass, just like you wanted. This your fantasy? Is this what you want?”

“Whatever you want. I’ll take it. And I’ll serve you with my mouth. Fuck me as much as you want.”

Saying all her usual as she pounds away, without a pause, “All you need. So good for you. We need to hurt you more. Long and deep. We will push out all your cum from the inside.”

She is having her fun. Her favorite sex.

I am just taking it, and I move under her. I push back and curl my back to get it a little bit deeper and change the angle. I manage to get her angle more down and forward and I start getting that big fucking vibrator to stroke my prostate. This is a bit of that amazingly strange pleasure that comes from pegging. Aside from the Femdom eroticism, the prostate stimulation is the pleasure part of getting it in the ass. It feels like just a bit of orgasm with every stroke, for just a fraction of a second, and like you’re urinating, and like you’re close to orgasm, and painful. The most complex set of sensations you will ever have.

At some point, and it’s a good ten minutes, she stops. She pulls out and asks, “Are you ok? You gonna live?” She asks these questions with a big smile on her face.

I go into the bathroom for 1 minute in the shower, which is already hot. She throws Her Weapon into her sink and goes very briefly to the kitchen.

When I reenter the bedroom she is laying on the bed. “Lick me.”

I don’t mind laying down between her legs, because I am physically spent. And she is clean and shaved and smooth, so everything is nice. I lay down and she puts her legs over my shoulders, and I start rubbing her pussy with my face. That’s because I like it, not really for her. I just enjoy the warm smooth flesh.

Her hands are not empty. She is holding her riding crop, and a small glass.

I start to lick her pussy, as I always do. First nibbling and licking the fat outer lips, then the most basic stroke, bottom to top along her clit. I only do it once or twice before she smacks my back with her riding crop. “Open your mouth.”

She is holding a piece of ice. “So soon? I usually get you further along before using ice.”

She puts the ice in my mouth. “Do what you’re told.”

So I start licking her pussy bottom to top, very rapid. She must be closer to orgasm because she enjoyed the rough fucking. After a dozen licks, I put the ice forward in my mouth and push it a bit inside her slit. She makes her little hands into fists and groans. I do it again, lick, lick, lick, lick, ice. Huge groan, hand on my head.

This goes on for a good 5 minutes. When the ice cube is gone, she puts another in my mouth and I go back to it. I’m very good with my mouth.

When the second cube is melted, I decide to make her cum now. So I face rub her open a bit, and fasten my mouth over her clit, suck it very hard into my mouth and polish it with the flat of my tongue. This is a difficult technique. It’s hard to maintain suction and her flesh is very small. But I suck and polish and in just a minute she starts her chanting. At the end she swings her crop in time with her chant. “Ohhh!” Whack! “Ohhh!” Wack! “Ohhh! Ohhh! Ohhh! Ungggnnn!” At the very last she presses her legs together very hard around my face, but I fight to keep my tongue working until I know she is finished.

We pause. We both need a breather. But I still haven’t gotten any sexual stimulation, except a small bit of prostate rubbing.

If the rolls were reversed, the normal married couple thing to do would be to put the hitachi vibrator to work on her. For me, when she is too tired to put much effort into my pleasure, we have two milking devices. One is like a big fleshlight, a tube that spins and pumps what is stuck inside. The other is shaped like a mallet with a big head. She holds the handle, and whatever is stuck inside the mallet shaped device’s head gets a rapid pumping by soft latex nubs. Too soft, really. But if you are a single guy; I STRONGLY recommend you buy one of these.

The Wife tells me to lay down. She straddles me and sits down on my chest, so her ass is presented to me. It’s a very beautiful ass, nice and firm and round, and her hair hangs down over it. I can’t quite reach it with my mouth, but that’s fine. If she sits that far North she can barely reach me. Sitting lower, she can operate the milking machine while holding my balls. Always, always, always with her; controlling the balls.

And it’s great. Just great. I’m not even fully erect, because a pegging is a process that leaves you physically weak. If she was jerking me off, her hand would get tired before I came. But she pours on some lube, feeds my half hard dick into the machine and turns it on.

The problem with these machines is also what is so Wonderful about them. The grip doesn’t create enough friction to bring me to orgasm, so it’s like a too light teasing. Also, my dick is on the thick side, and I can’t just push far into it without making it stop. So I lay there fondling her ass, and reaching around for her tits, while this relentless, tireless machine polishes my dickhead. If feels great and in a minute I’m hard as rock. Just laying back and being serviced with unflagging, mechanical efficiency.

I can’t quite cum because it just isn’t hard enough. So I run thru my mind every deviant fantasy I have while the light touch pumps away. I remember licking every sensitive part of her. I picture her wearing her Weapon. I imagine her demanding that I eat my cum off her feet. I picture my cum spilling into her hand. I remember her friend gripping and pulling my balls. I picture my favorite strapon video. I picture her laying on her side demanding a long, gentle anus licking while she masturbates.

This goes on for 10 or 12 minutes, and I feel the approach of that very gradual kind of orgasm. The kind where you are just gradually overloaded with sensation. It is the exact opposite of how guys usually jerk off; fast and hard. It is slow and light and gradual, until some switch gets flipped, like erosion gradually breaking a flood bank.

I make a lot of noise and say some stupid gibberish. When I cum she doesn’t turn it off, but turns it down for another minute or so of overstimulation.

I slept like a baby.