So new to everything

Hi there,
I'm so new to all this. The reason I'm here is my master's instructions to 'educate' myself. I've only been with guys my age before and had loving sex. I never thought I'd be attracted to a much older man who wants me to submit to him sexually. He's trying to introduce me slowly to everything he likes. Some of it is going to be painful and humiliating to me. I know that. I also know that he will read my likes here, he will read my posts and check what I watched. Some of that I watch is on a list he gave me. To get a taste of what he'd like to do with me. Everything is still new. Last week, he surprised me with a whipping to my breasts and clamps. I don't know why I am still with him, but it turns me on, I guess. Knowing that I'm being turned into a slave. And writing about it here for everyone to read. Yes, I need a strict master. I need it rough. I am a willing, horny whore when I'm near him.
I'm sweet, shy and horny...