Self

Self-satisfaction has contributed some of my best training sessions. Teaching myself to love cum, to love cock, to turn away from pussy, all of it came from bringing myself to climax. Orgasm control has been one of my biggest fantasies, the idea of not being allowed to do it until someone says has been so insanely hot. Like such a fundamental basic thing to give up, it holds a wild appeal. Much like any submission, though more profound in the fact that it means confinement from pleasure.

And I look forward to surrendering that control despite my frequent...experiences.

Published by sissylittlec

7 months ago

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sissylittlec Publisher 2 months ago

to Kellygirl81 : Oh my. That's amazing!!! Thanks for sharing

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Kellygirl81 2 months ago

The teaching and training is one of the great things about transitioning. Finding new ways to stimulate yourself but have never quite been a complete part of your sexual experience. For me, it was find how much more sensitive my growing breast were becoming. Slipping off my silky nightgown one morning, it caught for a bit on my harden nipple. It felt like lighting for a brief moment and I began to slowly caress, lightly pinching and tugging at it. I felt myself getting harder in my nylon panties, something new to me. I slowly leaned back and began caressing both my breast, tugging and lightly pinching my nipples. Pretty soon, my back began to arc, my legs stiffening and my tummy trembling. As I caressed my breasts deeper and tugged and pulled on my nipples herder, I experienced a sudden and deep orgasm, filling my panties with loads off cum. I continued to cum with each tug of my nipples, this was something that I had never experienced in my life! A hands free orgasm!! I quickly licked the cum from panties and hopped into the shower to get ready for work. On the ride there, I played a little bit with my nipples again and could feel myself getting hard. I had to stop least I show up at work with mister happy trying to break through my jeans. Showing perky nipples was always a pleasure for the guy but I was hiding mister happy at the time. The weekend rolled around and I had to tell someone about my new abilities so I texted a trans girlfriend who was about the same stage of transition as I was. She called BS and said she had to see it to believe it. I get to her place and she's there along with her boyfriend, I'm a little nervous as I ditch the skirt and blouse I'm wearing, kick back on her couch wearing my thigh highs, garter belt, black nylon panties and a matching sheer black bra. I spread legs and slowly began to lightly cresses both of my breast through my silky bra. My cock starts to slowly grow in my black panties. By now, my nipples are rock hard and the more I tug and pinch them, the bigger and harder my cock gets. Her boyfriend pulls my cock from my panties and begins to stroke it but I wave his had away. Again, my back arches and my legs stiffen as I moan, "I'm coming, I'M CUMMING!!" My girlfriend gets here face down there in time to get the first blast in her mouth and a couple more, her boyfriend moves in and catches the last of it, sucking the last bit of cum from my still quivering cock. My reward for my hands free cumming was cum kisses from both of them and that was just the beginning of a long sex filled weekend!