Figuring it out

So, a few years ago I figured out that I was in a marriage that left me lonely and frustrated. I really didn't want to loose half of my stuff so I decided to just suck it up. Little did I know that to suck it up might be fun.

I started going onto porn sites and even dating sites. AFF was a favorite one of mine. I started messaging with different people. Women, couples, men and transgendered individuals. One gay man really seemed to be genuine, thoughtful, and very caring. We conversed for seversl weeks before he asked if I would consider coming to his home to have a drink, no pressure. He understood that I had never been with a man.

I only lived ten minutes away from him and since I felt comfortable, agreed. I told my wife that I needed to work the next Saturday. That day, I was a bit nervous as I showered and did a bit of manscaping. I drove to his home excited to finally meet him and still not sure what might happen. As I walked up the steps to his porch, my nerves almost got the best of me but I rang the doorbell.

Since we had exchanged pictures on the dating site and through text messages I wasn't suprised when he opened the door. A quick hello, a hug and I was inside a beautiful home feeling welcomed. He offered me a drink even though it was only twelve oclock and i nervously accepted. We sat at the kitchen island counter and one drink turned into three. After that he offered me a tour of his three story home while pointing out all of the unique features, this all led to his bedroom.

Before I knew it, he kissed me and I was kissing him back. There was deffinately a good chemistry as he started caressing me. The kissing became more fevered, fuck, I found myself getting arouse then he reached down and started rubbing my cock. Before I knew it, he was undoing my pants and asked if I was ok before dropping to his knees and swalloing my cock to its base. I was standing just inside his bedroom door with my pants around my ankles when he asked if I would like to get more comfortable. Of course the answer was yes. As I was trying to get out of my clothes as quickly as possible he was doing tje same.

This was the first time that I saw another man naked in a sexual way. Yes, there was always the showers in high school or at the gym, but this was different. I was looking at him in a lustful way with a raging hard-on. He took my hand and led me to a small couch in front of the windows and pushed me onto the arm still mostly standing and again dropped to his knees between my legs. He was deffinately skilled in cock sucking becsuse in only a few more minutes I could feel the sensation building that I was going to cum.

I let him know that I was about to pop and in between going up and down on my dick he mumbled mmhn and I lost it! It felt so good blowing my load into his mouth and even better him licking my shaft and balls getting every drop. What he did next kind of supprised me but really turned me on. He stood up and planted another kiss on me and shoved his tongue into my mouth. He still had part of my cum in his mouth. It was soo fucking sexual and raw. I loved it.

I spun him around with his ass against the arm of the couch and started kissing my way down his body. He grabbed my head and guided me to his nipples where i stopped to suck and nipple before going down to his cock. I wasn't really sure what I wss doing but knew what felt good on me so I just started touching, licking and ultimately sucking his dick. It was a bit smaller than mine but was perfect to get all of it in my mouth to where I could lick his balls without gagging.
I looked up while going up and down on his hard shaft, his head was tilted back and I heard him saying oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck then I felt his hot cum flood my mouth. It was way more than I came, I swallowed some, and continued sucking until the spasms stopped, but then I thought about him sharing my cum with me so I saved some and stood up and french kissd him sharing his cum with him.

That was as far as it went thst day., we dressed, went back downstairs and had another drink before making out a little more and me going on my way. This all turned into an almost three year relationship before he passed away but it really opened my mind to the possibilities of being with other people. More stories to come.....