Cock coming soon, I hope

I am getting excited, I really have high hopes of sucking some cock soon, Please, don't lea me on, I have nearly worn out my didlo it's been in my mouth so much, I cum on it and sucked it off, Ive pissed on it, very erotic, Its been balls deep in me as I have shot my load, Ive pissed on myself in the shower, splattering my face moaning, tried desperately to suck my own cock, just not Flexi enough, so if my wife away, I want to play, even if I just get your hard shaved cock between my lips and toy don't suck be, pleas give a guy a break and let me taste your cock...... thanks